Ok here's the scoop
8:45PM on October 09, 2009

Ok here it is what I have been up to. First I went to school to be a skincare specialist no sooner did I finish school on Aug 18th I get a phone call from Iowa about my son. There was a fire and he was in it 97% of his body had 3rd degree burns needless to say he did not make it. Now mind you I live in Vegas which is a 4hr flight + 3hr drive to where he was. I didn't get to say good-bye to my babyboy, he was only 27 yrs old & a father to two beautiful boys 7 & 1 1/2. My 7 yr old grandson seen the whole thing. They think he did it to himself I'm not sure what to think about it but if he did do it then I know he is at peace now. No more EX telling him he is a no good person and the one he was with meaning the new girl was going through some things with her EX which didn't help him see that he had alot to live for. I do not blame anyone but myself for I did not see it coming we were very close Derek was my baby. I will always LOVE him no matter what he had done I was always proud of him & he knew that.

I also went to school to be a laser tech in skincare ie hair removal, tattoo removal, photofacials things like that. I will be looking for a job in the field of skincare.

I'm not sure if I will be back on RUDE, but you never know I might miss it...then I'll be back, but for now I will not be deleting anything as of yet.

KISS KISS