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videos
7:02AM on February 03, 2012

well if any of my fans follow me on twitter then you already know the reason for a delay in videos. windows how we computer uses love to hate you. because when we do updates with you other programs like all my video editing studios go on the fritz. so i had to order a new editor and wait for it to be delivered. but now i have it. it is installed on my machine. i hope to have the first video edited and put up very very soon for you. i hope you enjoy it.

2 years!
6:52AM on June 03, 2011

Hello 2 my Fans and my Friends;

Well i have been a member and active producer here on rude for 2 years. Actually i missed my 2 year anniversery date. I noticed today. I have met and made a ton of friends here. Some i talk to off the site even! I have been given the chance to explore so many of my own fantasies and help others explore theirs too. I has been an amazing trip. But even amazing things change, grow, or even end. My time here at rude is changing. growing, i hope!  Just as i have watched rude change.

The first few changes i would like to talk about involve attitudes. I found rude 2 years ago, when i had decided to stop exotic dancing. It filled the void that had left. when i started, i used to do 1 hour strip tease shows. ( these are very hard to do, especially from a 12x12 bedroom full of funiture. lol ) I was awkward and scared. At the time my boyfriend (gtsflirt) and i would do these marathon group shows that would last for hours of sex. I was just trying to feel it out. and see if it really did make money ( yes it does, but not what i make in retirement saving at my daytime employer! ) I also wanted to see how much of my life it took up. I believe living a good life is about balances. the balance between money and time, the balance of your checkbook, and the balance of what is left to your soul when you pay the piper for the dance. feel me? So for me this has really been a journey to see what i like and what i don't. What works for ME and what wont. And it will always keep changing.


As you know, and the fans i have kept from my very first days can tell you, things for me have changed a lot. I became single, moved into my own apartment, gained all new equipment, outfits, toys, tricks and trappings. I became quite sick with a tumor and had a hysterectomy. I learned to drive at age 34 ( i do drive everyday now! wooo-hooo! ) and bought a car! I was able to go back to work in retail, and my divorce became final after almost 4 years seperated. ( no don't ask ) I have been able to form a real-life friendship with several of the people i met here at rude. and the relationships i have with other friends have enriched my life 10-fold! I am blessed even if I live on less then 15,000 a year! 


With that said, I have decided to focus on several areas here at rude with a diffrent focus. I am an amateur webcam performer. That means i am going to only do what makes me feel sexy and for myself. I no longer perform as a means of fulltime support. I will still offer custom videos, photos, videograms, or pictograms. You can order those at  http://www.rude.com/main/custom_content_order/video_clip/alias/sinfullsasha . I have CANCELED the telephone service. Sorry but i live with children and the timing has been an issue several times. I have CHANGED the live house description to reflect what it will be used for now. I will turn on my live house cams when i am recording new videos or offering privates. but i will not be running a true voyeur cam system. This became a major inhibitor to living my life. I have children, I date, I have friends. I used to forget they were running at times and it was had caused some concerns. I don't want to live my whole life in front of a camera. Just give you a peak sometimes. Thank you to those who made it fun and who i met through the live house. I will send "shouts" to everyone on my buddy list or who has added me to their fan list. If you have this feature set to off in your inbox then you will have to check your profile to see if i sent one. I am going to focus on the 3 features i enjoyed the most. Videos, Pictures, and Blogging!You can see that content on www.rude.com/sinfullsasha . I will be posting more videos, more pictures sets and writing a lot more. these activities do not require me to be on rude at the time that i make them. it works better this way. And that is what makes me trully feel sexiest. I also am going to continue to offer live, private one-on-one shows, when asked. you can do that by booking a reservation at http://www.rude.com/main/live_private/book_date/performer/105598221/ and remember your chips are returned to you so that you can use them in your show. You can also wait for the shouts when my lobby is open live. Booking a reservation means i WILL see you at the time that is best for you. I will try to have some live lobby time when i have days off. So i hope you make a plan to spend some one-on-one time making me your internet girlfriend!   I hope to be able to do live group shows as a result of the new focus but we will see how things go. rude is going to be something i persue as a part-time, entertainment value, thing. I hope you can have as much fun as i know i will.

As always i must remind my fans: i don't meet people from this site. i don't offer shows off of rude so there is no need for you to ask for my contact info. If you are a guy this is the best place for you to try to "get to know me". I am not ever going to meet you, have sex with you, film with you, etc.... So please save your breath.

LADIES on the other hand, i am really looking forward to some flirty summer days with you. I am a horrible flirt and love being around women who are down to earth and funny. I am not saying we are going to have a sexual encounter or anything i just enjoy your convo. just had to let that be known!!!!! A double standard i know but it is true none-the-less.

I hope you enjoyed this update. I hope we see each other again very soon. Until then enjoy the perv ride, friends. and thank you again!

Looking Up!
12:04PM on February 18, 2011

Hi everyone!

I know it has been a while. A long time really. Everything healed fine after surgery. and i am still surprised some days that my anemia and my acid reflux have both subsided quite nicely. I feel full of energy on most days. and I also keep waiting for a period that is never comming. guess ill get used to it. but this news is not the sole intent of this blog. I mean it is part because well all the health concerns that were ultra top worries are all gone. no constant trips to the doctor. no longer constantly feeling sick, heavy, bloated or just plain icky at all. actually it has been a blessing. a life saver i am sure of it.

But other things are looking up as well. the driving thing is going as good as can be expected. I guess it's just something i have to get used too. i was in an accident when i was a girl and it shook me up. so... i will master the skill because my pride wont let me do otherwise. but i wont be enjoying it for a long time i think. we'll see.

but today i got the call i had waited for. I have a new, on the books employment date with a well known large retailer! i am super excited. I have not worked a "regular" job sense my X and I seperatted about 3 years ago. I just wasn't ready for that. I know i am now. I am looking forward to the opprotunities this job will create for me! Not to mention you never know who you will meet or where so maybe i will meet a new cam B.U.D.D.Y. thru this! that would be fun. :) and also the hours are about 30 a week during the day time shift for me locally. So that means more evening will be spent here at rude. and that if you see someone in front of my house cams from my bedroom during the day and i am not the one on cam: help! i am being robbed! lmfao JK NO STOP I WAS JUST KIDDING! DON'T CALL NO ONE! lol :)

and now with a new "regular" job secured i can proceed to file taxes and schedule other needed to-do items. Once the taxes are filed i will get notice the old student loans are paid and i am able to apply for re-admission to my local college. I will start in august. I am really glad that for me it seems as if the darkest pit of dispair that i was trapped in has given way to a ledge as i have climbed. and i am greatful. and glad. glad to see colors again when once i saw none. and to start to breath again when once i could not. Thanks for being a part of my journey, Peeps and Pervs! My dasterdly wicked plan is slowly comming to fruition! :) talk to you all soon.

Ps i put up a new flix so make sure you check that out as well. the first person camera of my maid costume masterbation. has a free teaser you know your way there right? and i have new archives up. I have been hitting pvts a bit more now that i am cleared by the dr. and my live voyeur cam system does run everyday. if you follow my twitter (sinfullsasha) then i tweet when they come on, when they go down, and why almost always. as well as when i go into pvt, or have a group show. and add new content. not to mention all the other great stuff i tweet about! So.... come have fun! and thank you for being my pervy family.

Health Concerns
8:50AM on December 15, 2010

Hello to all my fans, buddies and pervs. How y'all doin? Yes i know you don't see me much anymore. I know and i am sorry. I have missed you all very much. You helped pass many an hour with giggles and sinfull fun. I thank you for that.

I have been on rude for almost 2 years now. Christmas is fast approaching and with it also a new year. As many of you are aware i have some rather serious health issues. I have anemia and heavy monthly bleeding. ( i refer to this time as "Ladies' Days"  ) When first i came to [Rude] i was on cam always unless i was on my Ladies' Days. I was in a relationship at the time. I went through some personal changes and growths. I moved into a diffrent appartment. Got a lot of new techie gadgets to improve what i am able to do here at rude and also my life. I also was seeing an increase in the severity of my monthly times. I was able to be here on cam. I have found that it turned my entire life upside down in a nightmarish way. So i did indeed seek the help of a doctor.

And i have a diagnosis. I have Fibroids. So under advisement from the doctor, I am having a hysterectomy on January 5th. This life changing, major surgery is absolutely terrifing for me. It does have it's for-seeable benifits, I know. Yet emotionally this is scary and intimidating. What happens after?

Well i may not know the answer to that question yet but i do know what happens right now. So without further delay. I am not really going to be doing very many cam shows, either private or group. My recovery time is estimated at 4 to 6 weeks. I wont be recording new material but i have plenty to work with already. I am going to be busy with the holiday and my family alot from now till january 1st. Then i go right in for surgery. So all though i have a lot still yet to upload, i wont have a lot of time to devote to it. I wont run my house cams unless i am feeling ( and looking ) up to it. 

To my fans and friends who kept asking why i would suddenly disappear, why my house cams would go off for days at a time but stay running others, or what seemed to be wrong so often: Now you know. =) I hope that with this being seen to, we will in future get much more out of my sinfull ways! Thank you for your concern and tireless patience when it has come to my postings. I will return shortly.

~Sasha

Hi
10:20AM on September 15, 2010

Hello everyone.

Well, My grandfather's services were yesterday. And my ladies days are almost over. And my chest cold is a lot better now. So with all the crisis diverted or handled effectively that means i can come back to rude a lot more often. But before we begin the fun stuff let's get some new updates out of the way:

My grandfather's passing was very hard for my family and I. I am now down to one grandparent. I don't want anyone to think i am in any way complaining but it is sad. I was lucky for what we had and for how long they were with me. I am and will always be greatful for the lessons that they taught me. I'm hoping that i can pass those lessons on to my children.

I went through a really rough time this month with ladies' days so my cams were off more then on. it sucked and yes i missed the constant eye on me feeling i get when they are on. In some odd way it is comforting to have those cams on. I am sooo looking forward to having them back up today and being able to keep them running more now. When i get sick i tend not to want anyone to see me, or to deal with anything. I was very sick for about 2 weeks due to the weather change. I got what i thought was a sinus cold but it settled in my chest. I am still coughing a lot but it is managable now.

So with that all explained now on to the fun stuff. My Friend **Bandaids** is comming for a visit. I am excited to see him again. We always have a great time. I have new heels to break in and a new maid outfit! so hopefully we will get a great set of photographs and some great new video to share with you all here. I plan to film some house cleaning fetish stuff but we will see.

Also i am aware that rude is having some issues with the twitter to clitter share feature. For the most up-to-date and instant way to know what i'm doing where then you should follow my twitter account at www.twitter.com/sinfullsasha I tend to tweet a lot when i'm not sick and dealing with crisis after crisis. I tweet when i am online and when i am doing pvts here at rude as well as little known sex facts, funny quotes and inspirational messages. So i hope you will join me and also that rude gets the feeds fixed soon. it was so neat to see them on my page.

well here's lookin at you, kid!
~Sasha

Rob Thomas, Movies and Me
1:42AM on June 30, 2010

June 30,2010

Well, I think the beginning of any blog entry is always the hardest to write. I know someone is reading this so what do I say? Hi? Or a rhetorical like how are you? I am not sure but with that lil bit out of the way. And my need for courtesy satisfied by addressing you in particular. Hi Reader and How are you? (lol)

I spent a very lovely 4 nights and 5 days with my new international lover. This idea makes me giggle like a little girl, ya know. I am having an international love affair. OMG. As many of you may know already know I have a new friend and lover from Canada. When I moved into my new apartment in the end of May this year I was able to meet my friend for the first time. We had developed our friendship over time but as many know with international friends you don't know if you will have the opportunity to actually meet. Traveling such distances are not easy for me. I have a middle school aged minor in my care full time. I also have some rather sticky family commitments with my parents that make long term travel hard as well. But we were able to arrange our first visit very shortly after my move. As you know and have seen the visit went very well. Now I come to our second visit. Our first was filled with a lot of fun but also a lot of running around. This trip was filled with more great hang time. We went to eat a few times, we caught a Rob Thomas concert his first night here that was so totally awesome. Rob played for 3 straight hours with only one break for less then 5 minutes. It was amazing. I have been a fan and a imaginary lover of Rob Thomas sense he first hit the scene with Push and Matchbox 20. From his mouth to your ear he said in concert that matchbox 20 is very much alive and will be releasing a new album in the fall so definitely look out for that. His solo career has done amazingly well and you all probably know him best right now for Her Diamonds and Someday. There were no lyric prompters or recorded voice overs. No gimmicks or bullshit that you get from the industry mainstream built artists. He walked out on stage and sang. He sounded like he does on his albums and he didn't stop. With big ass bugs attacking him, instrument changes and all. He just stayed onstage and talked to you. Said hello. Thanked you for being there. This repor he built with us his fans and the crowd itself was amazing to watch. He loved us for being there and we loved him for it all the more. Through it all I rubbed my big round ass on Bandaids' crotch, jumped around, yelled and screamed but I did not get to flash my tits to Rob. That would have been great. I did on the other hand get most of the concert on video. I will be putting up video of this concert for you all to see. But please don't mind the crazy girl who keeps screaming next to the camera or jumping in front or waving her arms. I will tell you this: I have waited over 11 years to see him. His concert tickets go for 180 dollars (USA money) for stadium shows. Sometimes more. We got to see him at an outside venue on a golf course ( the pga tour does come to my lil hole in the wall ) and the night could not have been better! We got to see my future husband ( and he is one of my freebies. Ask a lady what a freebie is ) for only 30 dollars! Wait till you see the video of the concert. Simply said it was amazing.

We also went to see a film at the AMC theater. We choose to see Prince of Persia: Sands of Time. I guess the movie as a stand alone was fine but theater prices are really outta control. Even to see a Matinee was 7.50 cents for adults and over 5 dollars for my son. What makes these high prices so hard to swallow is the fact that the movie just wasn't worth what would be 4 hours of working a job for me. 4 hours of work for a movie that really was not the best Hollywood could have produced.

I also started my booth tanning again. New nail color thanks to a fresh manicure. I had my house up from the living room on Monday night. I hope you tuned in to see us. As always I am eternally grateful that I get the opportunity to know such a special person and that he has given me the change to share my joy with all of you. I hope you enjoy all the new photographs and the new videos as well.

As you may have read in earlier blog posts; I have a lot of new equipment. First was the new laptop, the logitech 9000's (2) and then came the new apartment. Now I have a new Nikon Cool Pix camera and a JVC digital camcorder and a tripod. I slowly am working on home improvement projects like stripping old paint from my tub surround, removing old caulking, and replacing the ceiling fan. I work at it a little bit at a time and my friend is helping in tremendous ways. I don't know how to do any of these simple home fixes at all. Trust me when I tell you that I don't do the physical labor thing. I don't know how to change a fuse or even use a screw driver. So it is me learning to do more and then implementing what I have now learned. So as these new changes take place stay tuned for my announcements here in my blog. My JVC Camcorder is the latest addition. I am now able to take this tiny easy to use digital camcorder with me and make videos that can be shared of a lot of different things in different places that aren't my home. The first of these videos will be the Rob Thomas concert but also I will be videoing my tanning sessions. I do know that there are fans of tanning videos where a girl changes and then tans. I hope you enjoy these additions to my video library.

Thank you for reading my blog. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to learn a little bit more about me and my life. I appreciate you and your time. I hope you have enjoyed this posting and welcome your comments here as well as anywhere on my page.

Sasha

Rude Magazine Submission Hint!!!
6:21PM on June 13, 2010

Hello everyone. I just wanted to let you all know to be on the look out in up-comming issues of rude magazine for my latest submission. On a recent outting I was able to get 49 great outdoor flashing pictures as me and Bandaids( www.rude.com/Bandaids ) took a walk along the railroad tracks. So I wrote a little story and picked my favorite photos. Zipped that folder and sent it off to our own Rude Magazine Team. With a little luck you will be seeing the end result of my hard work very soon. Thanks for all your support guys! (Encluded is a copy of the submission email!)
 

Dear Rude Mag Team;

Attached you will find 14 high quality out-door flashing pictures and a new erotic fantasy of out-door theme, writen by me. I know that i can only be awarded 1 cover a year and I am trully honored to have already recieved one. I do hope you will include this submission as a feature for your July 2010 or another up-comming issue though! :) Thanks for putting out such a great publication! Enjoy!

~Sinfullsasha
www.rude.com/sinfullsasha

OOOPS OH MY
12:50PM on April 06, 2010

Hello Again to my Playmates, Buddies, and Fans!!!

Well, I did get a small portion of my state refund and was able to pay up some of the bills. It took a huge weight off of me for even just a little while. I know i am not the only person navigating tough finacial waters with the downturned economy and huge unemployment rates. So i just keep my eyes on my end goal and keep my feet moving forward. :) *is a trooper! :)

With much prayer and that forsaid attitude God gave me a shinning ray of hope! I got a LAPTOP! AND 2 NEW LOGITECH PRO CAMS. I am so very excited for these things to come. I have got on my knees and prayed everyday in thankfullness for what God saw fit to bring into my life. As a mom sometimes this Cam-Model idea has been difficult, and tough. I have had to learn so much and it seemed to me at points as i have gone along that maybe i shouldn't be doing this. I have tech issue and limitations after problems and such. Everytime i did something to improve 2 more bumps in the road would come along. I had really began to wonder how much longer i could continue to do this. Now I believe i will be able to do this and do it better then ever. With the new laptop i will be able to be connected all the time, house cams and pvt shows. I will be able to edit pictures and movies again. I will be able to offer new shows, like shower and bath. And to use better cam softwares and editing softwares. (Spell Check again! OMG) It will change my life and the way i cam in ways i can't describe. (The person who made this possible Knows that I can never say Thank You enough! This is my Public Kiss and hug 4 it) The laptop should arrive by Friday and as a coweekydink it should arrive at the same time MY Ladies' Dayz end! =)) [ according to tracking it should arrive on 4/12] The new cams should arrive right after. I can't wait to see you all, all the time :) Also i have updated my private show schedule. So if you would like a show plz drop by that page. Schedule a show time for 129 chip that are returned when the show time appointment is kept!

I still look for a regular job. Just about every day. It's harder now to even find min. wage jobs with so many trying for the same with out of this world experiance. But i know that God's Grace is imense so he will provide.

And as a bonus: It is Titty Tuesday! so here is the free Tiddy Pic!



Thank you for reading my blog and this little update of what i have been doing! See yall really soon!

8 months
9:31PM on December 02, 2009

8 months tomarrow, to the day.

I can't believe how long i have actively been on rude. i went from nothing for my first few days to just 3 vids... now i have 75 private show archives, over 100 confirmed shows, i believe, a 5 star rated live house, 35 free vids, 18 Premium Flix, 35 free picture galleries, 10 Exclusive Pix galleries, 56 Blog posts with all tons of gifs, pics, recipes, news, and links...i have 3 stories posted and 265 clitters posted. ( i twitter my clitter and clitter my twiter often) hehe. Sorry. 1,439 buddies & fans. i have 1466 comments to me or my content and 4, 352 votes!  I have even been able to build up quite a custom collection. ( you can view this for yourself on my page. I perv hard! )

I don't mean to sound like i am braggin'. cuz if you know me you know i'm not. What i am saying is: OMG WOW! That is freakin fantastic for just a regular girl like me. I love showing off for you, for my cams. I have been able to explore so many, many naughty thoughts and erotic fantasy with you all. It has been wonderful and i can't believe that so many of you enjoy watching me. I am greatful truly!  I look forward to a bright new year and am working on even more great stuff for you in the comming days.... Glad you are watching Me! Thx from the bottom of my heart,  ok and the bottom of my round bottom....

hello
2:32PM on November 20, 2009

Hello to everyone;

sorry i been away a lil while. I have had to make a few changes in some home situations. And i do have somethings i wish to share with my rude fans and friends...

I got a new pet parrot 2 weeks ago or so on sunday... Her Name is Molly Peppers. She is a suspected female Green Quaker(Monk) Parrot. She does have focal ability and does know several words but she is now very timid and has been taking her time to trully come out of her shell and into her normal bird behavior. She is Flirt's bird technically and She is much catered too in her new flock. :)

I recently met a very nice girl who has proven to be very interested in some exploration with me and Flirt. Nicolette was in my live house for a little while last night and i am very certain that she will be in future shows  and live house. Maybe even some pvt one-on-one shows if you are interested... :)

And i start a new job at a small retail store on Monday... Hopefully this will mean all new equipment upgrades are soon to fallow.... So I will try to keep my live house cams up more but right now things are changing as far as time schedules and stuff..

Well I hope to speak with everyone very soon and until i do.. Happy Pervin'!

~Sasha

New Ideas...
9:04AM on October 21, 2009

I was recently given the idea for my next flix and also a new blog series. So other then the live flix i am working on now the new project is for holloween... Also i am working on photos today i hope for a new fall feel to my page...So there wont be any new uploads untill the new project is done. I am going to be a Pixie! and My new blog series is Food for Lovers. Recipes for couples or intimate relations ;) hehehe... call it PR training. lol. So if you have some recipes to contribute or ideas you would like to share i would luv to hear them. Thanks for always watching and keeping up with me!

Extravaganza update!
8:02PM on October 15, 2009

I have been Super busy trying to get the vids i had wanted shot, edited and uploaded for my fans to enjoy! I can't believe that it is thursday all ready! And i have gotten a lot of great content up recently. so here is the Sasha news reel and updates!

i was having internet problems last night and this morning so the live house has been down. Sorry. Also the reason that yesterdays vid didn't go up befor midnight!

Yesterdays free vid selection is up. Anal: A Heart's Delight. plus an extra vid called Kisses! So go check them out!

Todays extravaganza vid is up called Tantalizing Toes Teaser! *Foot Fetish Perv Alert* ;)

Two new picture galleries went up in my free content called MILF-Next-Door Snaps and Fantasy Feet!

There are also 3 new FLIX  up in my premium section

And that means that there are a total of 6 new free vids, 3 new Flix available, 2 new picture galleries, and 1 new Exclusive Pix galleries. There are also 6 new blog posts, new mobil blog pics and even a new musical selection on my page player. I have also done a lot of live group shows recently. So i hope you are having fun perving on me cuz i am loving that "eyes watching me" feeling!
xoxoxo
~sasha

I was M.I.A.!
10:22PM on June 23, 2009

To The Huge Rude Family;

My pc went Ka-blooie! So i had been missing in action and missing you all! Now i am back!

I cam back with the posting of my latest Flix and it's Companion Teaser vid. "oral Wonderland"

Tonight i am going to film 3 new vids to be used on rude. Two stripper dance and a Rather long dance with masterbation combo. I am filming these while my live house watches so please feel free to stop by tonight and thanks for any luv you show me! :)

And tomarrow i am going to be running a contest on the boards for a free copy of one of my Exclusive Flix via RudeMail! so if there is one you may have wanted this is your chance to grab it up! xoxo

As always thank you for watching me.... For the appreciation as a fan and friend to each and everyother one out there in rude perv land....

Love;
~Sasha~