a Brand New Year
11:36AM on January 01, 2012
Congradulations! we all are lucky enough to see another year. Some have not been so fortunate. So as we say goodbye to the old year and hopefully old habits that are bad for us i wanted to write this little blog for my buddies and fans.
I have been asked what resolutions i have for 2012 and so i am going to tell you. None. i try not to make them. what i try to do is take stock of what i am thankful for and what may need a lil more work on in the comming year. For me that is my family and my friends. in real life i keep this circle very small. just a handful of true friends and my closest family members. They are always there for me when my need is greatest. And when they can't help to ease my burdens they at least help sooth my pain. I am greatful for the love I have in my life now and for however long it may stay in my life. it is a blessing to be loved. and to give that love back.
I am also greatful to my fan base here at rude and on the internet in general. whenever i am feeling down about myself or my life's situation i can come here and leave the worry for a little while. My fans tell me i am sexy and beautiful even when i don't feel like i am. they leave me these wonderful comments and constantly pay attention to what i do. They also give me tangible gifts to keep my spirts up and help me along the road. For me this is a creative outlet as well as a way to supliment my income. So for them to recognize all that goes into my photos and cam work is the reason i will keep doing it. to see how much my perv fans trully did miss me while i was gone was actually quite shocking. I love you all, pervs. trully.
I am also greatful that i don't live in parts of the world torn apart by famine, desease and war. we should all have this on our new year's resolution. Community is how people survive hard times. Even if your unemployed right now, go volunteer at a charity. It may not pay you but can be the start of something far more rewarding. Your money wont ever go as far as your time will, darlings. It will help you grow as a person too. I hope that in 2012 we can see wars end, children be fed and cared for, and an end to preventable deseases that decimate whole countries. It is the wish i wish every christmas and every year. No more wars, no more hungry lonely sick people and a way for families to stay together always.
so from me straight to you: HAPPY NEW YEAR. may it bring with it the joy that all people should have as a god given right. Stay safe this new year and be happy. it's the only thing no one can take from you.
love
~Sasha~
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