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losing a loved one - so this is what it's like
12:10PM on December 01, 2009

i've never lost anyone close to me before.  but i lost my dad recently.  amid the necessities of daily life, and attending to the arrangements, i didn't have time to really have things sink in, but they are now.

but i truly believe he is at peace, totally whole again, happy, and waiting for his beloved wife to join him, which shouldn't be too much longer.

i've neglected rude because of this, and i am sorry to my paid subscribers and to those who like watching my live group shows and voyeur cams and private shows.  i'll be back on rude full force the week of december 14th, when all things regarding my dad's arrangements are complete.

do yourself a favor, and take this moment, right now, to call, email, write, or hug all your loved ones and tell them you love them.

no regrets,
sammie

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watchit
December 01, 2009 (Report It)

Take your time hun... it's the season when these things are most felt... you have nothing to say sorry for hun... Ty for being on and being who you are... your reminder is so true you can never think you'll do it tomorrow when today you sure can do it so... & Sometimes its not just saying I luv you... but it's also saying things you need to say... and then saying I luv you anyway... Do it today... you are very right about that ;-} Be strong in who you are... and know you are the spirit of the life that continues on... and your spirit shines Bright even in this time of hurt... Remember the Good memories and the smiles... Take your time to feel it... they will be with you always and it will get better - Take care ;-}

mrbear62
December 01, 2009 (Report It)

im so sad for you sammie, i have lost people close to me,young friends ,and also family,its hard,very hard,but as you say,when your mum does join him,he will greet her with loving arms ,and a wonderful new life,one everlasting with no pain,but joy,

Mz_Mi...
December 01, 2009 (Report It)

Very well said...very strong you are. Heal in your own time and come back to rude when you can. Keeping the positive memories next to your heart will always keep you stronger...that's what I've found helps in dealing with a loss of a loved one. xoxoxoxo ---Minxxx
  
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