losing a loved one - so this is what it's like
12:10PM on December 01, 2009
i've never lost anyone close to me before. but i lost my dad recently. amid the necessities of daily life, and attending to the arrangements, i didn't have time to really have things sink in, but they are now.
but i truly believe he is at peace, totally whole again, happy, and waiting for his beloved wife to join him, which shouldn't be too much longer.
i've neglected rude because of this, and i am sorry to my paid subscribers and to those who like watching my live group shows and voyeur cams and private shows. i'll be back on rude full force the week of december 14th, when all things regarding my dad's arrangements are complete.
do yourself a favor, and take this moment, right now, to call, email, write, or hug all your loved ones and tell them you love them.
no regrets,
sammie
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