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When keepin it REAL goes wrong...
Forget him
Security
Love letter
A white piece of paper
If this is love
The best
Stop the world!
The man of my dreams...
What the French Frie?!?!
you broke my heart
where r U going to?
Expect my heart to break
you mean the world to me
personal declaration of love
Unconditional
I`m soooo tired...
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If this is love
12:44PM on March 15, 2009

I fell asleep under tears,
the same way I woke up again.
I thought about the same fucking question 2 Million times! 
I tossed and turned over the same fuckig problem,
it´s over to you, but I... I can see you!

Can´t sleep, can´t eat, 
I can´t understand it, 
you forgot about me, while memories freeze me.
I´m afraid of the evenings, scared of the nights, 
cause this one same question keeps me up,
WHY, why are you not here?


I dialed your number 1000 times and hung up 1000 times.
Can´t talk to noone about this Bullshit,
nobody would understand how much I miss you.
That´s exactly what brings all the other stress.
Sadly I can´t drink enough to finally forget you...



If this is love, then why won´t it let me sleep?
If this is love, then why is it using up my strength? 
If this is love, then tell me what it does to me!
If this is love.... then what is hate?

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Tweety79
March 15, 2009 (Report It)

I live the sentiments daily, I as of yet still can not explain the anguish and pain or find a way to extinguish it. I always thought love was an unconditional emotion but have found that sometimes hate will win out....
  
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The best
12:31PM on March 15, 2009

I found a treasure and it holds your name,
So beautiful and precious that no money in this world could pay for it. 
You fall asleep beside me, I could watch you all night long;
watch you sleep and hear you breathe until we wake up the next morning. 

Once again you managed to take my breath away!
When you lay nextto me, I can´t believe that someone like me
deserves something as wonderful as you... 

You´re the best thing that ever happened to me!
It feels so good how you love me 
I forget everything around me when you´re near 


You laughter is addictive
almost like it´s not from this world.
If your presence would be poison,
I´d stick around till I die.
If you left, that´d destroy worlds, but I don´t wanna think about that
It´s way too amazing how it feels when we love each other

You fill me with strength,
take my doubts away.
Tell me a thousand lies, I´d believe every single one;
And yet, one doubt stays: That I deserve someone like you.... 

You´re the best thing that ever happened to me!
It feels so good how you love me
I forget everything around me when you´re near

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Stop the world!
5:53PM on March 11, 2009

Since you´ve been gone most things are quite ok
but for being so "correct" it hurts real bad
I guess I´m blessed, was lucky and a lot is good...
Except for that hole that won´t close.
It´s a perfect 280° Circle, the saving proof I just don´t have right now 
It´s the sense of life nobody shares with me
To know something is missing, I don´t have to be a genius!

Indescribable how cold and empty everything is
I´m trying not to show how much you´re missed
my friends do their best, but it´s just not good enough
for what you meant to me, this world holds no substitute
This is me, acting out my despair,
a silent scream of a human full of pain
and their never healing wound
This is one last fight against what caused it all
... just like a bird with one wing which will never learn to fly

It is so easy to realize
and so hard to take 
how could we possibly be apart
when my heart wears your name? 
It´s the same old story when someone dies
A piece of the puzzle is missing, it won´t ever be complete like this!
They tell me to stand strong, life goes on as I see
but to tell that it´s not true is easier than the ABC
I can´t fulfill my purpose, like a candle without fire
My ship is slowly sinking... can´t you see it has a hole?

I swear, a piece is missing! Stop the world right now! 
A piece is missing, make it stop!
And the world keeps going around, and I just don´t get WHY, doesn´t it see someone is missing?
Stop the world, a piece is missing
Just get it to stop!

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Juicy...
March 12, 2009 (Report It)

Thank you for writing this anne, It was a wonderful poem. Tadpoles
  
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you broke my heart
8:16AM on August 30, 2008



Listen to me
What I miss in this life is you, my love!
What happened when U were with her?

Listen to me
I´m thinkin of you no matter what I do, my love
What the hell happnend to me?

You broke my heart when you were with her.
Days turned into weeks or even a year...
Oh baby I can´t believe you´re leaving me

I see it in your eyes, she´s taking you from me!

And I am seeing that you already decided to leave, my love
Don´t you remember where I am?
And I see, that for me your heart isn´t beating anymore,  my love

Where are you going?

You broke my heart  when you were with her.
Days turned into weeks or even a year...
Oh baby I can´t believe you´re leaving me

I see it in your eyes, she´s taking you from me!

It hurts so bad!!
But you broke my heart when you where with her....

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October 10, 2008 (Report It)

You have great poems!
  
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where r U going to?
8:06AM on August 30, 2008



Where are you going to?
It doesn´t make sense
to leave now

I´ll hold U tight!
Look for you north, east, south and west
to beg you...

I will look for you,have to find you
I´ll invade all countries,
will attach myself to your ways
and will turn every single stone.

Where ever U may be, I will find that place.
If U wanna forgive me then, I will find you , my love

Cause it makes no sense to leave now
I´ll hold U tight!
Look for you north, east, south and west
to beg you not to leave

It will end however you want it to.
Remember when U laid nextto me in the sun?
I will do what U tell me to.
I will be there when u ask for me.

Where are you going to?
It doesn´t make sense
to leave now

I´ll hold U tight!
Look for you north, east, south and west
to beg you...

Don´t think twice when I stand in front of you
and tell you that I am only leaving WITH you!
I will bring you home with me,
until then I won´t rest!

where r U going to? It makes no sense to leave me now!

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October 07, 2008 (Report It)

I love this poem..Very good..This is going in my fav..
  
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Expect my heart to break
7:52AM on August 30, 2008



I have to try to understand you
Cause this is not the way it should go
We have to try to look into each others eyes
and not just curse to make the truth fade
For the ones who are coming after us we have to achieve this
Let´s ignore the signs of time

Expect my heart to break
cause our love is frozen
When my soul stops speaking
I know I lost this fight

My heartwill break if we don´t realize that we belong together
and don´t stop to destroy our lives
When I look at you we are one,
but you stand there I stand here
it ain´t no difference.

I´m only trying to stay warm so I don´t freeze,
just keep me warm so I don´t freeze!

Expect my heart to break
Cause our love is frozen
When my soul stops speaking
I know I lost this fight

What we need isn´t time, but LOVE
It would be hard for me if I didn´t write my poems,
but I write them for you and I write them for me
All I need is a little light

So stop trying to stop me before my soul stops speaking



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you mean the world to me
9:36AM on August 13, 2008

You really mean the world to me
I asked myself, how could this be?
I really love you with all my heart
I dread the moments we are apart
You’re there for me, through good and bad
You’re my everything; you’re all I have
I hope you noticed, the way I feel
I hope you noticed, that these feelings are real
When we talk I feel so secure
I hope that our love will forever endure
You revealed your true love to me
You revealed a love; I never thought I’d see
I think about you day after day
I really love you what more can I say
I’m glad you came into my life
I’m glad I feel this way inside
I’ll end this poem with an I love you
Please believe, my love for you is true
I hope we really are meant to be
I hope you know, you are the world to me.

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sexyb...
August 15, 2008 (Report It)

Baby! I LOVE YOU TOO! But seriously I know how u feel and I hope someday I feel the same way about someone!
  
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Unconditional
3:56AM on May 18, 2008



You deserve more than I could ever give you,

cause nothing can compare to your love

As much as you give me, I am unable to take, it´s enough for a whole world!

Unable to show you how much I stand by you, you are just too amazing!

I could never proof how far I would go for you,

every way would be too short...

Your love is unconditional

Your heart beats loud,

sensitive and fast.

When I lay my head on your skin daylight rises around me

Your love is unconditional

your looks are sharp,

vulnerable and faithful.

Your love is so big, new every single day and unconditional!

I could never tell you how much I miss you,

cause no day starts without you.

I don´t have to ask how much you love me,

as clear as your eyes are!

Your love is unconditional

You love me

I love you

Your love is unconditional and what you give is undescribeable!

Your love is unconditional

Your heart beats loud,

sensitive and fast.

When I lay my head on your skin daylight rises around me

Your love is unconditional

your looks are sharp,

vulnerable and faithful.

Your love is so big, new every single day and unconditional!



For my special someone... you know who you are! I love you

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turbo...
May 18, 2008 (Report It)

aww ty beautfiul. n i love u to:)
  
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