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Security
11:07AM on May 24, 2009

Tell me that this place is secure
and that everything good stands still here.
Tell me that what you promise me today
you will still keep tomorrow.

This world is fast paced and
forgot how to be steady.
Temptations everywhere you look.
Please swear that, when I get to you,
everything will be the same.

Just give me a little security
in a world where nothing seems certain.
Give me something that stays.
Take some of my pace.

Love letter
11:00AM on May 24, 2009

Cause all the lovers are still a child inside
And cause those, who follow their heart
are our real heroes,
I wanna save the world with your love in me
Cause I am there for you
... no, I am here thanks to you!
Cause you could keep the ability to love
and the strength to forgive, I was awoken
And whatever was sleeping deep inside of me
is now leading my feather and is writing you this love letter.


I fell into the water and something pulled me down
I guess I would´ve drowned if I hadn´t found you.

You reanimated me and now I am hungry for life.

Please feed me with experience,

every word from you is essential.

I seem to feed you, too,

almost like you can´t be without me

you look at me, but I can´t promise,

don´t wanna cheat, while you tell me with a smile

that the here and now is enough to live of.

You´re like the oil for my machinery of thoughts

and I wanna take you to a flight through the night....


Put your arms around me, so the scar on my heart

finally stops hurting.

If you´d ask me "Why did I have to win you over"

I would reply:

Even though we´re apart, our love is like the howling of a wolf

towards the moon that connects us,

he knows everything about me, also that you´re not with me´.

You feel millions of miles away these lines I am writing for only you

I am wearing my heart openly,

so everybody can see.

I can only hope that you read this letter

and understand that in each other´s eyes we can see ourselves

If this is love
12:44PM on March 15, 2009

I fell asleep under tears,
the same way I woke up again.
I thought about the same fucking question 2 Million times! 
I tossed and turned over the same fuckig problem,
it´s over to you, but I... I can see you!

Can´t sleep, can´t eat, 
I can´t understand it, 
you forgot about me, while memories freeze me.
I´m afraid of the evenings, scared of the nights, 
cause this one same question keeps me up,
WHY, why are you not here?


I dialed your number 1000 times and hung up 1000 times.
Can´t talk to noone about this Bullshit,
nobody would understand how much I miss you.
That´s exactly what brings all the other stress.
Sadly I can´t drink enough to finally forget you...



If this is love, then why won´t it let me sleep?
If this is love, then why is it using up my strength? 
If this is love, then tell me what it does to me!
If this is love.... then what is hate?

The best
12:31PM on March 15, 2009

I found a treasure and it holds your name,
So beautiful and precious that no money in this world could pay for it. 
You fall asleep beside me, I could watch you all night long;
watch you sleep and hear you breathe until we wake up the next morning. 

Once again you managed to take my breath away!
When you lay nextto me, I can´t believe that someone like me
deserves something as wonderful as you... 

You´re the best thing that ever happened to me!
It feels so good how you love me 
I forget everything around me when you´re near 


You laughter is addictive
almost like it´s not from this world.
If your presence would be poison,
I´d stick around till I die.
If you left, that´d destroy worlds, but I don´t wanna think about that
It´s way too amazing how it feels when we love each other

You fill me with strength,
take my doubts away.
Tell me a thousand lies, I´d believe every single one;
And yet, one doubt stays: That I deserve someone like you.... 

You´re the best thing that ever happened to me!
It feels so good how you love me
I forget everything around me when you´re near

where r U going to?
8:06AM on August 30, 2008



Where are you going to?
It doesn´t make sense
to leave now

I´ll hold U tight!
Look for you north, east, south and west
to beg you...

I will look for you,have to find you
I´ll invade all countries,
will attach myself to your ways
and will turn every single stone.

Where ever U may be, I will find that place.
If U wanna forgive me then, I will find you , my love

Cause it makes no sense to leave now
I´ll hold U tight!
Look for you north, east, south and west
to beg you not to leave

It will end however you want it to.
Remember when U laid nextto me in the sun?
I will do what U tell me to.
I will be there when u ask for me.

Where are you going to?
It doesn´t make sense
to leave now

I´ll hold U tight!
Look for you north, east, south and west
to beg you...

Don´t think twice when I stand in front of you
and tell you that I am only leaving WITH you!
I will bring you home with me,
until then I won´t rest!

where r U going to? It makes no sense to leave me now!

you mean the world to me
9:36AM on August 13, 2008

You really mean the world to me
I asked myself, how could this be?
I really love you with all my heart
I dread the moments we are apart
You’re there for me, through good and bad
You’re my everything; you’re all I have
I hope you noticed, the way I feel
I hope you noticed, that these feelings are real
When we talk I feel so secure
I hope that our love will forever endure
You revealed your true love to me
You revealed a love; I never thought I’d see
I think about you day after day
I really love you what more can I say
I’m glad you came into my life
I’m glad I feel this way inside
I’ll end this poem with an I love you
Please believe, my love for you is true
I hope we really are meant to be
I hope you know, you are the world to me.

personal declaration of love
10:55AM on July 22, 2008

Dear beloved AJ,

This feeling of love that I hold within my heart for you runs deeper than any ocean or sea; I just wish you could see how much you mean to me. If only you could hold me, then maybe you would feel my love for you that burns with a flame high enough to last. If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks. If only you could kiss me then maybe you would taste my love for you that's so sweet, and if only you could look into my eyes, the window to my soul, then you would know that this is no lie!

So, if what you feel for me is real and what you say is true, then with all my heart do I trust thee. If you want me as your love as much as I want you as my love then so be it. I give you this heart of mine and ask nothing less or nothing more but just that you don't go breaking my heart. My love and trust is all I have to give to you, sealed with honesty throughout and as time goes by, may it grow stronger to fulfill your heart's desire.

If it pleases you, call me your lover from this day forth and you're mine. For your love am I and your best friend too. As our body, mind and soul combine, so do our hearts become one.

Hear this, my declaration of love, from me to you. I love you, my Angel, with all my heart and I will never stop loving you. You are my life, you are my everything. Though distance may keep us apart, you will always be embedded deep within my heart.

Your love,

Anne