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If this is love
12:44PM on March 15, 2009
I fell asleep under tears,
the same way I woke up again.
I thought about the same fucking question 2 Million times!
I tossed and turned over the same fuckig problem,
it´s over to you, but I... I can see you!
Can´t sleep, can´t eat,
I can´t understand it,
you forgot about me, while memories freeze me.
I´m afraid of the evenings, scared of the nights,
cause this one same question keeps me up,
WHY, why are you not here?
I dialed your number 1000 times and hung up 1000 times.
Can´t talk to noone about this Bullshit,
nobody would understand how much I miss you.
That´s exactly what brings all the other stress.
Sadly I can´t drink enough to finally forget you...
If this is love, then why won´t it let me sleep?
If this is love, then why is it using up my strength?
If this is love, then tell me what it does to me!
If this is love.... then what is hate?
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Tweety79 |
March 15, 2009 (Report It)
I live the sentiments daily, I as of yet still can not explain the anguish and pain or find a way to extinguish it. I always thought love was an unconditional emotion but have found that sometimes hate will win out.... |
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What the French Frie?!?!
5:05AM on December 13, 2008
Okay, I have a Message I need to get across here and NOW!
Lately I got a bit sick and tired of what´s going on on Rude...
First and foremost I am here to enjoy myself, hang out with nice people, ADULTS that is, see beautiful bodies and catch a laugh or two.
But all I see these past few weeks is this: HE SAID THAT SHE SAID THAT HIS BEST FRIEND´S AUNTIES MOMMA SAID....
Folks, this is an ADULT website, we´re all here, more or less, for the same reasons. I don´t care if you´re on here to make a living or just to perv your nuts off, I respect you regardless, until you fuck me over!
Is this a new trend here that everybody n their momma gotta talk behind someone´s back?!
Personal Messages are being posted for the public to see, Threads where people talk about what other people said, people getting called out for having a good time on here, people complaining about Red Moderators...
The latest issue was someone complaining about me for writing one word in caps in a groupshow... The sentence was: "HAD is the keyword..." And someone complained about it to a Red Mod, cause they have a personal problem with me... Come on, this is too damn childish!
Ya´ll need to stop thinking you´re better than everybody else... All we can be is ourselves, take it or leave it!
This is supposed to be a COMMUNITY, not a battle arena, not everybody can like everything, and not everybody has to agree with everything, but why can´t we all just either leave it alone, handle it in a respectful manner or, if we have to, report it to the right adresses?
The Rude Boards: A place where I take my time off from perving and bullshit around with my friends. NOT! Cause there you´re being told you´re hogging threads, you ruin the quality of the Boards or worse. So I left THAT playground for the most part.
Group Shows: In the past week I came across AT LEAST 5 groupshows, where feelings got hurt, Rules were broken or people were called out... Not my cup of tea, sorry! So I reduced my time on THAT playground, too.
Live Houses: No need to say that those are VOYEUR cams, if one doesn´t wanna chat, then don´t, no need to complain about people not talking, last time I checked, it was not a requirement to chat in chatrooms in order to enjoy the view... So, more drama = less of me!
This goes out to EVERYBODY on here: If you have a problem with me, come and talk to me, if you´re unable to do that, please, feel free to report me, don´t go stalk my page, knowing it´s pissing me off, don´t go talk behind my back, eventually it WILL get to me, don´t post my Rudemails to you in your blogs, taking them out of context, just so you can make people think you have a hater, don´t start making smartass remarks in chatrooms; leave me a Rudemail and I will make sure I will get back at you on the matter.
Please feel free to post your opinion or don´t, like it would make a difference anyway... lol
All I know is that if the attitude on here doesn´t change, I will stop my perv-journey sooner or later, cause I have enough Drama in my personal life, I don´t need more of it in my spare time....
Thanks for your attention
Kisses and hugs
Anne
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Snipe... |
December 13, 2008 (Report It)
OK...everybody knows that I don't, and will never, take any shit from anybody. I will not not hesitate to give a tongue lashing to anyone that deserves it. The key word there is "deserves". There is absolutely no reason to cut on some body that does not have it coming. In a show..on the boards..on your pages..about pix or vids..no reason whatsoever. That's why I don't go to very many shows..I used to..but then I got to seeing all the abuse you girls were getting..and it pissed me off so much..I had to quit going..it is ridiculous. Like sweetp said..you are our friend..and this goes for all that see this..if you have a problem...then it also becomes my problem..that's what friends do...give me names..I'll make them regret it..and that's a promise..Steve |
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December 13, 2008 (Report It)
where is the french frie??/ |
sweet... |
December 13, 2008 (Report It)
YES I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH YOU..!! you are just too damned sexy and sweet!!..As you know. I have had alot of the same issues as you, in the past. I just don't think people realize just how much this hurts us. Growing up, being a big girl was very tough. I came on here and was accepted by alot of you good people and it boosted my self esteem tremendously.UNTIL..the haters came calling..and then it was right back to feeling depressed and thinking I was ugly..luckily for me, I had Sniper to boost me up and show me that I am doing this for me..and for the friends that appreciate me for who and what I am...yes, the haters words hurt..but the comments and love of friends..kinda makes it all go away..Anne--we love you..and if you have a problem..then we have a problem..your friends will help you and stand by you no matter what..fuck everybody else..Brandy |
BJMature |
December 13, 2008 (Report It)
I will just add that recently I was in someone's chat when another person entered, happened to be a green mod, immediately began harrassing me saying how come I NEVER talk in shows or live houses. Since I'm very rarely in shows or live houses where this person is, don't know why she felt the need to attack me, I avoid this person. And she doesn't know about 'ghosting', I leave and yet my name remains, so it 'appears' that I'm not talking. Now I will spend even less time in shows and chats, as I don't like being attacked for no reason. I have much better things to do with my time. |
MIZZ_K |
December 13, 2008 (Report It)
Amen to all of this and i 100% agree on this one
The Rude Boards: A place where I take my time off from perving and bullshit around with my friends. NOT! Cause there you´re being told you´re hogging threads, you ruin the quality of the Boards or worse. So I left THAT playground for the most part. |
Chest... |
December 13, 2008 (Report It)
Hi Ann
I wholeheartedly agree with everything that has been said here. You put in to words what I myself have been thinking. And i have to tell you it has not gone un noticed. Actions are being taken so bear with us on this.
Chestyxx |
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