I love you and caring too much
1:51AM on February 01, 2009
the words i love you can carry alot of weight when said in many different situations these three words are timeless when wanting to tell a lover how you feel. or telling a very close friend how you feel about them. i always use this term with my friends no matter how close they are, i love everyone and i will always tell you that. Although recently i have come to find that this can be misinterpreted by some people in many different situations, like if i become friends with a woman who has a husband or boyfriend and i become friends with the woman. the male counterpart will sometimes be offended or intimidated by my "closeness" when in actuality i mean no harm and i just want to be friends i dont want the female counterpart all i want is friendship and i happen to love my friends fiercely. I will fight for you and keep you until the day i die if possible, i will do anything i can for you and always reiterate that to you over and over again just to let you know i am there for you. but i have also found that this can lead to me losing my friends because i tend to think i become a bother to them and i am always too close and in their hair and they dont want me around anymore. But, eventually i see that is never the case and i should never have to worry but it is still a hangup in my head i am trying to get over and i am somewhat achieving but there are times i do still have trouble with it and it pops back up but for the most part i know that all my friends love me and i have done nothing to harm them. i ask all of you on my friends if i ever do anything to offend you or intimidate you or im "getting too close" in your relationship if you have one please let me know so we can work it out and i can actually know what i did that was misinterpreted or anything of that nature i thank you and i do love you all may peace be with you and may you all stay safe.
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