emotional investments in being an empath
2:09AM on December 10, 2008
Emotional investments in any relationship are worth their entire weight in soul in the relationship. to be able to get that close with someone to me is a very special thing. to be able to allow that person to open up to you as a friend and be able to tell them the deepest thoughts in your head is a very special bond that is very hard to forge between two friends, normally. But it seems anytime i meet anyone i can get them to open up to me and i can get them to talk to me and tell me almost anything almost right off the first meeting, this doesnt happen all the time but more often than not it does. when i forge this type of bond with someone i seem to become really close to them really quickly. i will do anything to help them and i will fight for them in any situation, sit up for them for any reason i will always be available to lean on and to talk to unless i am gone somewhere or just plain dead, i will never let my friends down nor will i ever betray their trust. i try my hardest to be the best friend i can be yet there are still times that i dont think i am doing enough as a friend to be there for my friends. There are times I feel I can do more, but then I wheel back and look at the situation and realize that I am doing all i can as a friend to be there for them and to let them know im available for them.
This is where being an impath comes into my life. An empath is a person who can feel others emotions around him/her anytime i see a person or talk to my friends i can feel their emotions be they happy or sad or angry or frustrated or anything. sometimes this makes me happy and sometimes this drains the living hell out of me and i am to weak to barely want to do anything but sleep. i will admit this doesnt always work the way I want it to but when it does it is quite a very interesting experience. i can tell the deepest things about a person just through their emotions and by feeling their emotions that allows me to see their soul. i see souls in different colors as well depending upon their moods. different colors for different moods and emotions and even goings on in the mind. sometimes being an empath is the most beautiful thing in the world and sometimes it can be the darkest most ugly thing that i have ever felt within myself. sadness and angry are the two most painful emotions anyone can ever experience but when i experience them it almost literally hurts. and i end up in a funk for the rest of the day. this is something that i am still learning and growing with i hope it shows me things that i have never seen before. to see things in people no one else sees is truly a gift in the minds eye.
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