I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK
7:02AM on June 29, 2008
TO THINK, IS TO SAY, TO SAY
TO BITE YOUR TONGUE AND HOLD IN WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY..
FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION NOT IN MY MIND. TO KEEP
WHAT I HAVE BOTTLED UP INSIDE..TO REMAIN
BOTTLED UP IS BETTER FOR ME..
PUSH COME TO SHOVE IT'S BETTER THAT MY TRUE FEELINGS HIDE..
IT'S NOT PRIDE OR EVEN SELF-AMNITION,BUT TO BE HUMBLE AND NOT SAY A WORD..
PEOPLE SAY "SPEAK WHAT YOU FEEL" BUT WORDS CAN HURT, SO WHY SPEAK WITH EMTION, TO TRIGGER A BOMB (C-4) IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT..
MY MIND IS LIKE A LOADED GUN WITH IT'S SAFETY
BUTTON ON, AS SOON AS YOU UNLOCK ME
THERE'S NO TURNING BACK...YOU DIRECT ME,TELL ME WHAT TO DO, YOU HOLD ME
POINT IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION....
ARE YOU HOLDING ME RIGHT? DON'T HURT ANYONE!
THAT'S WHY I KEEP THE SAFETY ON MY MIND
A BOTTLED TIME BOMB...SHOULD I EVEN CARE ANYMORE? AM I TRULY YOURS? OR THERE TO BE YOUR WHORE?
~mimicakes1~
the morning of june 29th 2008
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