SHYNESS AND SOME THOUGHTS
8:53PM on February 28, 2009
why am i so shy, i have been on rude for almost 2 years now and at times i still find myself shying away. I know what i want, i love being watched and watching people. It is a turn on for me and im pretty sure everyone else on rude. It's not about being alone on cam, but sometimes the comfort level can be intense when you have alot of people watching you. I watch others to learn there comfort level and it's not that i dont except my body, definitely not an issue because ima do me reguardless of what people think. i do appreciate all the love from my rude family and fans for those who have been there since i started rude and Ms Bambie. I miss the shows her and i use to do alot, but things change all the time, i respect the change..I love her so much..she means alot to me and it doesnt matter what anyone has to say about it. I MEAN NO ONE!!! I perv alot and there are a few people on here who can tell you that, vouch for me sometimes im on rude all night and all day. I love rude and yes i admit i am addicted, but for those who cant admit it, i did it for us...LOL
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