COULDN'T KEEP BOTTLED UP NEMORE!!!

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COULDN'T KEEP BOTTLED UP NEMORE!!! - Submitted: Aug 11, 2008 07:25 PM - From IP Address: Mods Only

Since i joined rude i seen lots of things. Not only house or group shows, but getting to know people n vice versa. Finding out how people trully feel, vice versa and etc..

1st-- countless of friendships. i have seen so many b made n so many get destroied. from somthing deep to shallow things.

As for me i have no problem being frineds with ne1 on here, PERIOD!! but there r those that r great people n will bleed to u n u to them no matte what. cause u know even if u see them on live house/group shows/IM's. u know how they r feeling no matter wat they say. hell as much as i have told people. im so glad that there r those that will always listen n even give the smallest prayer n cheerful words no matter wat each other's day is goingn i say ty all those that do that n i'll keep doin those same positive things to u, bet on it n believe it. n then there r those that can only listen for so long that they tire of u they r willing to laugh behind ur back n even one has courage to tell u this n still laugh at u. those who r willing to keep to their lil group n listen to those or that one n charge of that group n laugh at those they find funny to laugh at n not with. no matter how old u get, IMMATURITY never ever goes away. no matter the age,race, location IT NEVER GOES AWAY!! i know that those i n those groups that laugh at me n others r gonna reply to this n my blog to, its gonna b a mircale for me to belive their words as much as they try to mean it. i would say this to those that LOVE laughing at me behind my back n not with me n keep ignorin me n chat/rudemail/IM's: ur day is comming trust me its comming. no im mature than that n i'll say bless u n c u round.

2nd--countless of love realitinships. i have seen only an atom size of these stay tru to each other.

As for me I tried n fucked it up. Cant find the right words expect i fucked it up. I'm sorry i did n i'm tryin to move on. but I also have spoken n chatted with people that they have gone/in shitty realtinships n r still trying to find that one for them. so many women (think guys r to ) r or n shitty realitinships, its just not right. even if ur not n/been n one i bet u can think of atleast one who is going through this. it hurts me that so many good people r goin r going through/living this type of realtiniship. some r married, while others have promised each other's heart n still hurt each other, while one of them dont care. its just sad n wrong that people r going through this.

3rd-- huge burdens. here's mine n wats urs?

As for me if u havent read ne of my blogs to know wat im feelin everyday even though im trying for tech shcool. my burden isnt somethin i chose to take, IT WAS FORCED AND THROWN ON ME MOST LIKELY BEFORE I WAS BORN!!! my burden comes from my mom's hatered of my father. even if my dad did something wrong, the smallest detail, they would critize him for it. now that im his only child n they constantly c him every time they c me, they c him. even if i was to pick up an item n they meant something else, they say O UR JUST LIKE UR DAD N CANT DO NE THING RIGHT. they would have never guessed it would have ne effect on me from the time i first heard it to now. still do it no matter how old i get. my dad nor neother realtive of mine was/is perfect. it gets on my nerves when they say that. befor/after his death it hurts. dont know y they do it. if they think it will help me become a better person. i seriously doubt tellin some1 shit like that since they were little will help them ne. i rember my dad's death clear as a bell. n when mom or her fam say something like that, i just dont want to b round them nor help them even in the smallest of detail.

ty rude for reading this it's somethin that came to me today that i couldnt keep bottled up. hell if it was for u rude, i wouldnt have told ne one ne thing bout my life n blogs or chat. so ty all again for reading this.

i also have this as a blog