When a woman's fed up! (That was the last straw)
1:30AM on July 11, 2008
How long is to long?? When is enough, really ENOUGH?! How long can you care about someone else before it hits you that you are only one giving? I am flawed this I know, and sometimes spoiled in my ways and I’m aware of this characteristic as well… I am also very loving and caring; with out trying I always give 110% of myself…
Lately I feel as though I’ve allowed myself to be cheated with the hopes that in time things will change… Is it because I see the strength in him that he can not? Or is it because I KNOW he CAN even when he doesn’t think it’s possible?
I am not just made of his rib but I am his back bone! I will give all my strength to hold him up so that he may stand strong and tall… Is this wrong? Should I be as selfish as he is? Should I reclaim the cold and unfeeling side in order too remain safe and protected from harm? Or should he be the one to protect me from these things as I do him…
Should I be as ANGRY with him as he is with the WORLD or continue to provide a comfort zone for him? What about me and my wants and needs? I want to be in a home with my KING as we raise our young Prince to be strong, loving and understanding as well as patient…
What do I do when as woman I’m just FED UP?!
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