Do you find any satisfactionin being a woman that exploits herself?
12:43AM on February 08, 2010
Some one recently asked me this question-
Do you find any satisfactionin being a woman that exploits herself?
Now Lets get into the definition of exploits
Exploit- use or manipulate to ones advantage
Back in Late Dec 07 I sat in my roomates living room and made the decision to do porn.. to pack my bag take the trip w Jon Jon to cali, strip down for producers so they can see what i look like, and turn around and do a scene with Jon Jon b4 the trip was over. Mind you still totally clear of sound mind body and soul. No one pushed me No one sugar coated anything, i was not drunk, or high. knew full well this was forever as far as being out there and that did not matter. So no one manipulated me into anything and I used myself an my body for my advantage to make money and to continue make money..at the end of the day you have a choice and I chose to do this with no regrets.
Exploit- draw from; make good use of
I draw from myself on a daily basis, staying on my grind and hustle. I make good use of myself as a person, my mind to get what i need to get done. Speaking porn is a job yes i use my body for every scene i have been in to do a job that I like and enjoy.
Exploit- overwork: work excessively hard
I am a workaholic. Hell as a stripper I will stay in the club till it closes if i have not made my goal for the night. I know where i want to be as far as money and in life. I know what i want my little ones to have in life and I will work extremely hard to get that. I chose to be a stripper and be someone that does porn and as with any paying job you have to work hard to get what you want to get to where u want to be.
Exploit- feat: a notable achievement
I have no regrets. I love to dance I love to do porn. It takes a bold person to be able to do what I do as far as being a stripper but most importantly to do porn. I think its a great achievement to know I can choose my own schedule, be around my kids when most parents are fighting to be around their kids because of their work schedule. I think its incredible to be able to pay your bills, live comfortably and have a job that you enjoy. An as long as i meet my goals and expectations I have for myself and my family then thats all that matters.
So as far as your question, yes i take great satisfaction in what i do I love it. In this case exploiting myself is awesome!
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