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Why does love have to hurt
8:56AM on June 27, 2010

Yes. I mean the real thing. Am I just foolish for thinking She actually cares bout me. see, I've caught her in her web of lies nowe over and over. First, She was on her way here, actually on the road, but next thing I know I get a cock n bull story about her getting hit by a semi.  So,She was in a hospital in Ohio she said. When I asked which one. no answer,
   Now She says she checked herself outta there  and drove right past my city to stay with her girlfriend in Dallas. Why I wonder. 
   When I ask too many questions I get cussed and abused.. That's no way to build a lasting relationship, I know that much. Forrest Gump can figure that out ! 
      Am I wrong to still actually care about her ?  I still love her . but damn. she hasn't said that to me for months now. I am sorry to vent, but I need my Rude brothers and Sisters opinions on this subject. A person can only have their hearts broken so masny times till ya just want to say "I give up'
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xxfufuxx
November 14, 2011 (Report It)

I am sorry you had to go through this ferv. Your a sweet guy and a really good Mod. I hope you find the one your looking for someday. I can understand EXACTLY what your feeling. Some people can be sweet and very cruel at the same time. Best to try and forget.It's hard I know that myself. :( xxfufuxx

xCaro...
November 14, 2011 (Report It)

Wow ferv...I went thru something very similar a couple months back.Chesty said it perfectly.If you doubt then get out. I wished I had because I trusted and knew something was not right and then the asking , then the rage and anger and then you know the truth. they can't answer honestly, maybe never was. It will take a very long time for me to heal from this. I hope you heal as well ferv. From one Broken Hear to another. :) xCarolynx And again Right on Chesty!!!!

Chest...
June 28, 2010 (Report It)

Ferv only you can make the decision - you have to ask yourself is she really worth it - can you really trust her? If you answer no - then it will never work - trust is everything - if you trust someone you believe them and will accept them for who they are - if you cant trust them you may never believe them and what life is that to live - always doubting always wondering. Only you can decide what to do - but make your decision sooner rather than later so avoid hurting more - xxxx Chesty

turbo...
June 28, 2010 (Report It)

SWEETINNOCEN is right. cut her loose and keep on looking vent. ur a cool guy

Sweet...
June 27, 2010 (Report It)

I hate that you're being mistreated this way. If you caught her in this many lies then my advice would be to let her go before you invest any more of your time and heart into a one-sided relationship. There's someone out there for you love. Just be patient and when the right one comes along you will know it.
  
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