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My Christmas Visit With Master
9:02AM on January 22, 2011

It started the same as the other visits we have had, I go to pick him up at the airport. We always have the best times either in or near the airport, I love the trill of the chase, the thought of being caught and of course Master knows this. When he arrives we head out to the car, but he stops me by the restrooms. The look he gives me is more than enough for me to know the thoughts running threw his mind. I go in to be sure we can be alone when we enter the room, after checking I get Master and we proceed into one of the stalls. He pushes my skirt up and forces me against the wall, straddling the toilet and bracing my hands against the wall I feel him enter me, one hand on my hips the other over my mouth so that if anyone enters I will still be quiet enough for him to finish with me as he pleases without notice. As I feel his hips pressing against me I hear one of the other stall doors open and then shut, a slight grin comes across my face, but not for long Master shoves into me taking the grin and returning a painful grimace, which is one of pain and pleasure, something I have grown accustomed to from Masters touch. I can hear the woman in the next stall but only faintly as the noises from around me fade and I enter my own head where only master and I exist, where nothing can take away the touch of him or the feelings he brings to me. As Master finishes it takes every bit of restraint I have not to scream with enjoyment, a single moan escapes my lips and the woman next to us giggles and leaves. Master and I arrange our clothing and return to our walk to the car.

It was a long ride home and I could feel my need for another release from Master growing within me as we drive, my body wanting him with every mile. More and more the closer we got to home. Those few moments where I can catch his eyes in between looks as I drive I can see he is thinking, wondering, planning, of what I am unsure but I know it is there.

When we arrive at my place we gather Masters things and settle in. We lay in bed for a bit watching movies. With Master beside me everything seems right and in place, his hands caressing my back as I lay with my head against his chest. The touch of his fingers against my skin makes me quiver with chills. His hands wonder my back inching lower and lower until his fingers enter me, my eyes close and everything fades but him. The pleasure I receive from Master is a necessity something that I can not do without, it motivates my breath, my heart, and stimulates my brain in so many forms it is beyond words for me to be able to explain. As his touch brings me to orgasm I drift into sleep, a sound sleep that only Master can provide for me.

Just think this is only the first few hours, I will continue to write the rest of our visit out but wanted to be sure to get it started.

My Visit with Master...
10:53PM on August 07, 2010

July 30, 2010
 Heading for the airport I was so nervous. For one, it was my first time on a plane, and two it had been a while since I was in Master's arms.  
The flight went well, after we got off the ground, some kind of light on the instrument panel (figures huh? my first flight and they scare the shit out of me before we even take off.) But all in all I truly enjoyed the flight, once I blocked out the sound of the screaming children behind me.
Once I landed I called master to tell him where I was, lol, that was a treat. Now mind you, I had NEVER been on a plane, I didn't know what the hell I was doing. He told me to stay where I was, until he realized I was still behind security and he couldn't get to me. So I moved towards him and finally found where he needed me to be, wasn't to bad for my first flight, now the ride to masters house, OMG.
Ok, I don't like crowds of people and i don't like traffic...now lets put me in the middle of all that and see how it goes. yes, I was hiding in the back seat, closing my eyes and praying. Doing 70mph for 2 tenths of then slam on the brakes, yeah scared the shit out of me.

July 31, 2010
Today we help set up for a friends wedding and engage in more crowds of people, not bad at all though, until we went to the damn mall!!! My mall at home is nothing compared to this, then again I am a small town girl. Had to get a dress for the wedding. There is a picture on my page.

Aug. 1, 2010
Today we went to the wedding, I video taped the ceremony, and took over 200 pics from my phone, Master took over 800 pics all together. Between the bridal party getting ready at Masters house and then us helping with things there it was a long, long day. But it was a beautiful wedding, the bride cried the whole time...lol...from the moment she put her dress on, almost until they left for the honeymoon. 

Aug. 2, 2010
Spent the day lounging around letting me get used to things and just relaxing in bed, perving people on Rude.

Aug. 3, 2010
Went to visit hunny and irish. Hunny and I, along with Master and bits of Irish, did a "naked floor" show. Had a good time with that, hunny and I did most of the floor, well hunny did, I was busy laughing and having fun. Then Master got roped into helping and Irish took pics and greened for us while we did the floor. After that we hung out in the hot tub for a bit, then spent the night. The next morning hunny took us back to Masters and we all watched  the "Short bus" show with McP. I will be posting some pics of that...lol...yes we took pics of us enjoying the show.

Aug. 4, 2010
Aug. 5, 2010
Aug. 6, 2010
Just hung out and enjoyed each others company. Perved Rude, watched Lake and his balls, among other shows, and had a generally good time together.

Aug. 7, 2010
The final day of my trip, packed everything, or at least as far as I know I got everything...lol. Got to meet McP, what a great way to end my trip, being able to meet McP and chat with him a bit. So, off to the airport we got, geez it looked smaller when I arrived then it did when I was leaving. But I was able to get to where I needed to be and onto the plane to make it home...it is a happy flight but yet a sad one, knowing I am headed home away from the big city is a happy point, knowing I am leaving Masters arms is a sad point, but we will be together again soon, i know we will, and that is how I get threw.

So there you go, thats my trip, although I left all the major naughty bits out, I will save that for another blog, hehehe.

 

Leaving to visit with Master...
1:25PM on July 29, 2010

Hi all you pervs and pervettes. Just wanting to let you all know I will be leaving for a trip to visit with Master tomorrow, so the house cams will be off while I am in route. But be sure to keep an eye out for shows, vids, and pics, and as always the house will be running 24/7.

xoxoxo

What Master is to me...
9:06AM on August 13, 2008

I want you all to know what it is that Master does for, and to me. In order for me to do that I have to try to put you in my place. Master is the first thing I think of in the morning, the only thing I think of all day, and the last thing I think of before I sleep, He is even in my dreams. and that is on a day that I don’t get to talk to Him. When I hear His voice it sends chills threw my body, I get butterflies in my stomach, and my entire body trembles with fear and anticipation. Fear because I am afraid to disappoint Him, and anticipation of His very words. Although Master encourages me to let things go, to relax and be myself, when I don’t have His voice in my ear telling me every detail as I go threw the motions, I get to nervous to be able to do anything. Without Him I feel like I have lost myself, and with Him by my side I know my place and exactly where I am meant to be. The only thing I fear anymore is losing Him, and disappointing Him. I have a lot that holds me back from doing some of the tasks that Master requests from me, a lot of that has to do with my past, but by telling Him that and working threw it with Him, I have been able to conquer some of the things I fear most. Now that is just some of the feeling Master gives me, the courage, and the ability to express myself with my words, which isn't an easy task for me. Without having to touch me Master can send me into orgasm. Just the thought of Him can put me into a sexual state, make my body tremble, my thighs quiver wanting Him, my mouth waters, and my pussy gets dripping wet. Hearing His voice does more to me than any man, or woman, has ever done to me before. His words fall upon my ears and make me feel like there is nothing else, these are the reasons I give myself to Him, well some of them. The thought of His hands on my body, the thought of pleasing Him, the thought of having His cock in my mouth, my pussy, my ass, any thought of Him is orgasmic for me. To be able to please Him in the smallest of ways would be a privilege and an honor. For Him to allow me to touch Him, kiss Him, or to just be near Him, means more to me than anything else I could imagine. Without my breath I cannot breathe, without my eyes I cannot see, without my hands I cannot feel, without my heart I cannot love, and without my Master I cannot be. He is the reason I wake in the morning, he is my everything.

Wondering about my Master?
8:36AM on June 21, 2008

Just to begin, I want to try to explain to everyone who keeps asking me about Master and our relationship. But to do that there are a few things I have to explain first...

Me being shy has over run much of my life, held me back with a lot of things, and with help I am able to overcome those. This help comes from Master, His words, and touch open everything in me. There is a lot to learn when it comes to these types of relationships, it isn't just about sex, the D/s (Dominant/slave) relationship has much, much more to it depending on if you are in it for "scenes" or 24/7. In general the meaning of the "lifestyle" is a power exchange, either for a "scene", meaning that for the duration of the time chosen the power is given and then everything goes back to "normal". Or in my case the power exchange is given to Master permanently, until one of us, mainly Him, decides it isn't working, there are ways for me to break this power exchange if need arises. I am doing this willingly, because this is what I need, for myself to grow and thrive.

There are several key elements to this "lifestyle", trust, communication, and commitment are the basis for every relationship but go much further in the D/s relationship. Without those elements the relationship will not work, I must trust Master with my life, and everything in it, I willingly give everything including myself, mind, body, and soul to Master. With this exchange comes great responsibility for me, everything I do must come before Master and be accepted by Him, the way I sit, stand, or speak could be changed because of what pleases Him, and that is what pleases me, being able to please Master. In pleasing Master and being able to follow threw with His orders I will grow and be able to open myself to many things. I will ultimately be a better person for everything I learn from Master.

This is just the beginning of many blogs that I will write to try to keep your questions answered as to my situation, every D/s relationship has different Rules and limits, with each Dominant there are different rules as with every slave there are different rules, it is up to the "couple" to agree upon rules and limitations, contract or no, whatever it may take for both parties involved to be able to get the utmost out of the relationship.