What Master is to me...
9:06AM on August 13, 2008
I want you all to know what it is that Master does for, and to me. In order for me to do that I have to try to put you in my place. Master is the first thing I think of in the morning, the only thing I think of all day, and the last thing I think of before I sleep, He is even in my dreams. and that is on a day that I don’t get to talk to Him. When I hear His voice it sends chills threw my body, I get butterflies in my stomach, and my entire body trembles with fear and anticipation. Fear because I am afraid to disappoint Him, and anticipation of His very words. Although Master encourages me to let things go, to relax and be myself, when I don’t have His voice in my ear telling me every detail as I go threw the motions, I get to nervous to be able to do anything. Without Him I feel like I have lost myself, and with Him by my side I know my place and exactly where I am meant to be. The only thing I fear anymore is losing Him, and disappointing Him. I have a lot that holds me back from doing some of the tasks that Master requests from me, a lot of that has to do with my past, but by telling Him that and working threw it with Him, I have been able to conquer some of the things I fear most. Now that is just some of the feeling Master gives me, the courage, and the ability to express myself with my words, which isn't an easy task for me. Without having to touch me Master can send me into orgasm. Just the thought of Him can put me into a sexual state, make my body tremble, my thighs quiver wanting Him, my mouth waters, and my pussy gets dripping wet. Hearing His voice does more to me than any man, or woman, has ever done to me before. His words fall upon my ears and make me feel like there is nothing else, these are the reasons I give myself to Him, well some of them. The thought of His hands on my body, the thought of pleasing Him, the thought of having His cock in my mouth, my pussy, my ass, any thought of Him is orgasmic for me. To be able to please Him in the smallest of ways would be a privilege and an honor. For Him to allow me to touch Him, kiss Him, or to just be near Him, means more to me than anything else I could imagine. Without my breath I cannot breathe, without my eyes I cannot see, without my hands I cannot feel, without my heart I cannot love, and without my Master I cannot be. He is the reason I wake in the morning, he is my everything.
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