shooting TaQuilla: behind the scenes pt I
8:27PM on April 02, 2009
could u handle it?
it's a question most men never really have to ask themselves on this site
could u REALLY handle having one of the hottest ladies on rude (and the world) right in front of u
naked
prone
playful
and doing what u say
u imagine it'd be easy, don't u?
for most though, i imagine it'd be far harder to handle than they realize
because their desires will get in the way
but not for me
because TaQuilla and i have an understanding
we have ALWAYS had an understanding
we have a chemistry that we cannot risk destroying
it's too potent
its too powerful
it's too productive
like sam and diane on Cheers
or david and maddie on Moonlighting
actually i prefer to think of the relationship like Cary Grant and Eva Marie Saint in North By Northwest
constant witty flirting that builds and builds and builds...yet is never quite fulfilled
i like that
i believe she does too
after all, when EVERY man (and quite a few women) are trying to get in your pants it must be nice to have someone around who could care less
or at least appears to
im mean, i'm not stupid
i clown her constantly, but when u sweep all the jokes aside Taquilla is an amazing woman
and an irresitible force of erotic nature
but....
is it worth risking all we share for a few moments of carnal bliss?
okay...a few DAYS of carnal bliss?
in the end...no
and ultimately, a sexual relationship is moot
because we already have an intimate connection
it expresses itself when we work together
when i shoot TaQuilla it is a sexual act...without any physical contact
it is mental mindfuckery on a level few will ever experience
the only word that comes close is 'symbiotic'
i shoot as unobtrusively as possible...yet i make my prescence felt
as the lens slowly and gingerly glides over every inch of her body
as she can feel my eyes drink her in at her most vulnerable and exposed
as i encourage and tease and tempt to keep her in her zone
and as i let her know i enjoy it...so she can enjoy it
it is truly sensual
its a language we share without words
yet we both fully understand
and we relish in it as some would actual sex
but its deeper than that
its more unique than that
and ultimately...it's more special than that
and that is what it is like to shoot TaQuilla
sometimes...
next time i wil discuss her tub shoot...where our sensual sparks were so in tune with each other i was afraid the camera was gonna short-circuit...
*special thanks to CalifStyle for the behind the scenes photos*
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