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Ranting!
4:45PM on June 26, 2010

hi, I am mad! So I figured I would make a quick blog and just get this out of me! lol. First. I hate people who.. I give them a free pass out of kindness, and when it runs out they message me asking for another. Not only it that impossible to give someone more than one pass, but even if it was possible, ITS RUDE! I do not support free loaders! If you do not want to pay a lousy $2 to become a room mate, thats that your issue, Not mine. Another thing that makes my want to bunch myself in the face, is when I read my messaged and the shouts that are sent out from people and they say.."oh I have no money" or "oh I lost my job" or "oh I am 15 bucks away from payout" I think that it is the rudest thing to ask people for money. This is a site, that works as if it were a job. Would you dare say to your boss.. hey can I have some more money on my check to make it even. or whatever the case may me. I THINK NOT! so why do people sent shouts asking for money! It is clear as day that life sucks and no one has any money, I will be the first one to tell you. IM FREAKING BROKE! But I have things that I need to pay for, so I work my ass off and try my hardest to earn the money, and never once asked anyone for anything. Only kindness, and appreciation.
And from my opinion, if I was a guy, and I seen some girl asking for money, I would think that she is just a money hungry biotch and I would not talk to her because I would already know thats all she cares about. In this business, you cannot speak of money, these guys want to watch us and know that we are just doing what we do because we enjoy it, and thats that. Money is just a plus to doing what we love.

So ladies and Gents, for your own sake, and reputaion, stop sending this shouts. If you are having a tough time, and blog about your issues, and if someone just so happens to donate to help you, then be grateful, but never ask of anything, because it will just make your fans look at you different, 99% of the time it will not be in a good way either.

okay I am done ranting, and I appreciate you for reading my bitching. and I am sorry if I offended anyone, It is just how I feel.

UPDATE ON THE VISIT!
3:10PM on June 01, 2010

Hi all. So the visit with my dad went better than expected. He did not look as bad as I thought he would be. But he was veryyyy skinny, and veryyyy shakey, More so than I ever remembered. Anyway. He went down to the lake for a BBQ. He got to meet Joe, and Loved him! It was a pretty mellow day in my opinion. We just hung out and chilled. Of course being so white, I got burnt. Lucky me.

Now for a hectic couple weeks of moving him down to PA. Went apartment hunting for him this morning. Me and Joe found 3 great places. I filled out the application for one already. and we called the others and left messages. We shall see what happens!
xoxoxox

Just a little catching up with me!
11:37AM on May 29, 2010

Well, Since I don't really post blogs much, or tell people whats really going on in my life, I figured I would make this blog, to catch you all up on me! On the 8th of this month, if you haven't seen it on my page yet in my pictures. Joe proposed to me, in a beautiful park in a gazebo! It was very romantic! Things with us are better than ever! And I have been really feeling motivated to make more content lately. I have been referring quite a lot of people to rude, which is awesome. but they can be so greedy! No matter how many times you explain to them that the live house is not a show room.. they always start the conversation with " so when can we start" which really makes me want to revoke there free passes. 
     On a lighter note, this Monday I am going to go see my dad, whom I have not seen in 6 years, maybe even more. Its going to be very weird. I am just wondering what in the hell he will look like. Last I heard.. He looked like a walking dead man. He has MS and Has been in the Worse stages of it for years, And after dying multiple times..and still being here.. I figure I should take this opportunity before it's too late. Because whether I will admit it or not.. I will probably regret it if I don't. I talked to him for the first time in 4 years the other day, It went well. So we shall see! He will be meeting Joe for the first time.

Anyway, That's all for now. I will update on monday when I get back! Wish me luck! xoxox

My website
6:36PM on March 12, 2010

From now on Some of my Flix will be free to my members. Also I will be making a lot of exclusive content so Keep your eyes pealed for updates!

Tits and Talk
3:18PM on December 24, 2009

I would like to make TITS AND TALK a weekly show, But I just cannot seem to make up my mind as to when the show should be held. I would prefer Fridays, But what time? THAT IS THE QUESTION! 

Any Ideas? 

RIP Katrina Schoenbrunn
6:40PM on December 23, 2009

I am disgusted, and so hurt, Words cant even describe the pain I feel. She was the best friend anyone could ever ask for, and the perfect person to have in anyone's life. It truly sickens me that god could take such a great person, at such a horrible time. She deserved to live forever, and forever she will live, In our hearts, and in our minds.

we had such amazing times together, and I will never forget them.

I remember when she bought me a pack of cigarettes for my 16th birthday, and wrapped them up oh so pretty. And when We crawled around on the floor and under tables in the middle of class when the teachers back was turned, Just to give eachother a hug, bc he had purposely separated us because we couldnt keep our mouths shut. Or when we walked around hackettstown and the cops were everywhere, and there was katrina, with a beer can in her hand, happy as can be. She always put a smile on my face, no matter what she did.

No friend I could ever have, could ever compare to the friendship we had. And for that, I will charish it forever.

Contest amyybaby
10:39PM on December 18, 2009

Contest amyybaby!

Hello my sexy rude friends and fans!
I have decided to host a contest with the ending prize of a free 30 minute private show from me!
Here are your steps to entering:
1. Buy one or more of my premium flix.(for each flix purchase your name gets entered into the drawing)
ex: 1 purchase= 1 entry. 2 purchases= 2 entries
2. Message me to verify your entry. Some people might want to buy my flix without entering the contest,
so this is a must to message me.
3.you can also refer a rude member to this contest. once their purchase/purchases are made,
their name will be entered, and so will yours ( if they buy 2, their name gets entered twice, and so does yours)
But the refered user must message me and verify that YOU had refered them.

This contest is from December 18th- January 10th

I can't wait to see who I get to give a sexy free private show to!

More shows!
9:04PM on October 21, 2009

Working on getting 3 more webcams and 4 usb extension cords so i can have cams running 24/7 for you all! Thankyou to the people who have been tipping me like crazy to help me get some money together, hopefully at this rate within the next 2 weeks it should all be set up!