I am the 'Whore of Babylon' it seems ...
11:09PM on April 28, 2008
 I got some 'moralist' hatemail in my outlook box today. I was definitely for me and not a circular cos it mentioned particular videos and photos that I'm in. It had a very religious bias too. It seems that if I don't repent and stop being rude I will be struck down and my immortal soul will spend eternity in a lake of fire. Not quite sure how that works since it's the corporeal body that has the nerve system and pain receptors and one is rumoured to leave that behind according to their own manual ...but heigh ho ... who am I to spoil their delusions? I stopped having an invisible friend at 5.
 It appears that I am also 'demeaning women' by getting me baps out for the lads and am being 'victimised' by the people who watch me! Well spank my bottom and call me Wendy - I never even suspected I was a victim - I mean - no one sent me a badge or anything ... I've never even been to a meeting! Sheesh !!
Don't get me wrong, I know that some poor souls are exploited in the sex industry, folk with low self esteem and poor levels of confidence etc., who end up being controlled by unscrupulous people for the purpose of making them money ... and I agree that is a bad thing, however, I only ever use my own images of me, any co-stars are fully consensual volunteers and no small furry creatures are ever harmed in the making of my content.
I was at first amazed then amused that anyone would bother sending such a missive. Then I thought about it some more and began to feel mildly annoyed. The thing that annoyed me most was the self-rightous assumption that simply because I am an overtly sexual woman I must be morally bankrupt, a traitor to my gender and some sort of weak victim who needs 'rescuing'.
It's not the first time that I have encountered such an attitude ... but it has been a few years since it has been flung in my face like that. Anyway, since there was a return address I sent them the following response. It won't make any difference to them I'm sure - but it made me feel better. 
RUDIES PERSONAL POLICY STATEMENT
I do what I do for fun and because I belive that its my body and I have the right to say what I do with it ... society says that a guy who has lots of sex is a stud but if a woman does she is a slut / whore / tramp etc !!
Oh yeah?
Well, I reject the negative connotation of those labels ... if ignorant people wish to stick them on me then I embrace the label as a positive statement of my right to own my own sexuality ... a trollope? ... yeah and the best one around !!! LOL
I have been told by certain women that what I do is demeaning to women ... BOLLOCKS !! ... They tried to tell me that to be 'free' I had to conform to their narrow, sexually repressed steriotypes.
Excuse me?
Do I hear aright? To shake off the chains of so called male oppression I have to accept the chains of female oppression? Did I miss a meeting? When was that vote taken? The good Lord, (pick any one that suits) gave me my libedo and NO ONE is gonna tell ME how I should wear it out !!
I AM WOMAN ... HEAR ME WAKE UP THE NEIGHBOURHOOD WITH MY SHATTERING ORGASM !!!
(and the real reason those so called 'moralists' carp and criticize, judge and condemn such as I is simply that I do that which they dare not even fantasise about !!)
Love n stuff,
Rudie
xx
"No conduct should be suppressed by law unless it can be shown to harm someone"
John Stuart Mill - 1806 - 1873
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