Shit happens....
8:54AM on September 13, 2010
Here iam trying to understand what life is trying to teach me lately...
i have troubles everywhere,
first i got my twitter account suspended...
then i got my epassporte visa card suspended and my money locked there...
then i got kicked away from rude and wasnt able to login
!!!!!!
and for none of them i know the reason why?!
ook i got the twitter account back (twitter.com/teasenplease)
but with epassporte it goes much worse really, www.epassporte.com is the service most models, sites and webmasters were using to transfer money, get paid etc, on september 3rd it blocked all our cards and stopped their service,
so i cant withdraw my own money and i cant transfer any money thru their service anymore !!!! FUCK!
i ld already forget about that if i would not have so many bills to pay this month... i was relying on that money... fuck fuck fuck.. sorry my french !!!
then i wasnt able to get into rude exactly when i was going to make a group show! good i didnt have it setted up before! thats one of the reasons i dont like setting up shows time before even if thats better for my promotion,
ok with Lake helping me, thanks to him, i got back on rude!
Now tell me??? what life is trying to teach me? what it is trying to explain to me ?
That it is bad to be in debts ? or it is ok to be in big debts because you are still alive?
Or maybe that i should move away from the virtual life into the real one? and go on with the business i would like to have ?
the resolution :
I dunno what life is trying to tell me But i feel FUCKED UP !!!
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theRU... |
February 14, 2011 (Report It)
the world economy is a different beast now, than in years past.
factor in "Rude" is not the same rude when we joined years back.
i don't know what factors led to this CURRENT site. Rude better not ban me for free speech. They SOULD really listen, and start an agressive marketing campaign aimed at restoreing Rude.com to the BEST site on earth.
the epassporte issue: sounds political (did they sieze assets because of other LARGER companies isues. probaly in fine print somewhere.
or is epassporte a less than honest bunch of Pirates?
your answer: NONE of the above.
No matter how much money you make or owe,
your heart and dreams-Left UN-fullfilled
will HAUNT YOUR ASS
everyday, until
you get your booty back on track.
then YEARS from now
you will LOOK BACK and see that
You made the right choices.
I speak from experience...
I am tormented by my creative ghost.
I should have not gotten distracted in bars
and focused more on my artistic skills
and less on my drinking skills.
recently i discovered my own Auto-biography that i wrote in 4th grade.
at the very end are my future hopes.
My future hopes are to be a special FX artist. i will go to Film School at UCLA (hopefully) and be a millionaire like Steven Spielburg...blah blah bla....
I would probably marry a beautiful actress in my late 20s or 30s, and live happily ever after...The End!
( Did I really think this nonesense was possible)
Geting back to reality...If i can't make it as a special fx artist, then I'll be a Chef of some sort, because that might be fun.
I didn't graduate college, I have worked as a graphic designer for 20+ years leaving the fine artist inside me to slowly fade away. Beacause of the path that I did choose, I ended up with 2 of the most awesome kids a parent could ever want. i did completely forget about this report from 4th grade, i ended up almost exactly where i wished to be.
I recently started doing fine art again.
Yesterday, i worked on a zombie movie...using the marketig skills i learned doing graphic design.
Life happens, if you follow good instructions you might get there in one peice. if you dont follow indtructions-your results might vary
Natural disasters not included...
I hope too know what your special dream is.
best wishes to you from the best wisher I know.
BTW: you are the SEXIEST women that I have ever met from Latvia.
xoxox
Love Noel
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UKnewguy |
October 31, 2010 (Report It)
It sure is a bummer when somrthing happens and affects your financial situation - but when it's three things all at the same time :( :(
Hopefully things are sorted out now - I only got to see this blog today.
HugZ xx |
garybill |
October 15, 2010 (Report It)
Lana, it seems problems always come at once, usually three or sometimes more, as if one wasn't enough. Somehow they seem to work themselves out in time, not always the way we want, or think we want, but sometimes point you into a totally different direction that you may never have thought about.
Two of the three are already resolved, but the third, the "biggie" will take some time I would guess.
All I can say is just keep keeping on, this too shall pass, and all will be good again, perhaps even better.
With all my Love and best wishes, Gary |
nigeblue |
September 14, 2010 (Report It)
Lovely Lana, sorry that life has given you so much hassle, but it not anything that you have done it just life unfortunately.
We all have times when the world seems against us but you will work through it and will get back to normal believe me.
Well you take care and kisses to you |
Licki... |
September 14, 2010 (Report It)
Yeah, that is definitly a bad moment. But is there a lesson to learn, I don't know since I am not knowing your real life. Concerning debt I must admit I don't like that but well who an I to say something. The only thing I know is that you have to take sometime for you to enjoy, if you enjoy doing live show sharing your body for your and especially our pleasure, keep that. I must admit that being on rude make me wanna join you in the producer, despite I am not really sure I got something nice to give.
For what I feel about you, I am pretty sure you are not those neird people living only on the web, so I don't think it is the problem.
Just go with the flow of your friends in real life or here.
Oh, by the way despite I am a french guy I am not usually using 3 times fuck in a same sentence lol
All wishes for you futur, there is always a bright sun and rainbow after the strom.
Love,
Jim |
Tweety79 |
September 14, 2010 (Report It)
Lana, these are bumps in the road we all experience. Should I? Could I? Will I? All questions we try to answer everyday but we never know the answer....look down the road and see where you want to be....decisions come easier the farther down the road you see...xoxoxoxoxo |
turbo... |
September 13, 2010 (Report It)
hell life is shitty for everyone, only time will tell |
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