So much for a good start.....
11:11PM on January 03, 2011
Once again a crisis has turned my life upside down. Last March i lost my Nanaw, a strong support in my life. Now, I am facing losing my Grandfather. He, along with my other grandparents, pushed me to my limits to be the best i could be. It is because of him that I have started writing as I do (not only erotica but everyday life poetry as well). The doctors have given him to the end of this month to early February.
Needless to say I am devastated and it showed in my house cams last night. So to those who may have been in-house and saw my meltdown I apologize. I usually control my emotions much better than that, but was something I couldn't hide this time.
I don't bring this up for pity, but because i know that each of you as my friends and family in some cases will say a quick prayer for my family and give me an ear if I need to talk. So many of you have always done that and it is greatly appreciated.
Once I receive the news that my Grandfather has passed, I will be gone a few days for the funeral and travel to and from North Carolina. Cams may or may not be up depending on whether hubby goes with me or remains home due to work. As the month goes on I will try to keep you updated so as not to alarm those of you who are closest to me.
As always lots of Sweet kisses!
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