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my fetish
1:20AM on July 03, 2009

well some of you or probably most of you know about my wierd fetish for cute words but I don't know if you know how it started! maybe ya don't care either but what the hell I'll tell ya anyway! back when I was a teen this girl I knew started the whole thing, lets just say she was a friend with benefits! we already knew each other for a few years and flirted and fooled around alot but nothing crazy! I guess the big night happened when I was 17 and she was 15! Now being in a wheelchair I didn't exactly have girls knockin down my door to jump on me so I wasn't too picky! this girl didn't have big boobs but her booty was pretty damn cute! we were chillin in my room one night listening to tunes and flirting a bit! she dancing around shakin that cute ass of hers! she brings up fantasies that she has and how she wants to try spanking but doesn't wanna get hurt so she wants to do it with someone she trusts! at first I was thinkin, "what the hell ya tellin me for?" I never really thought about spanking and yes I guess I was kinda slow back then, lol! anyway, she proceeds to tell me she wants me to spank her because she trusts me and knows I won't hurt her and at first I said no for that very reason! I hurt her, she gets pissed, then she never talks to me again! So I didn't want any part of that! of course girls can be very persuasive in the way they talk and move, damn you girls are good! she starts wiggling that booty in my face teasing me and begging me to spank her! This is where the fetish comes in and I eventually give in! she kept saying things like "come on spank my naughty tushy" and "my hiney is so bad" followed by a few spanks of her own! at first I thought it was wierd the words she was using then it got cute and the more she danced and wiggled and everything it got cuter and sexier! so of course she broke me down and I started spanking her lightly at first then I got into it! She kept using those words as I spanked her and I started fingering her and rubbing her boobies and of course she had to use the word boobies and instead of pussy she said how moist her cookie was getting from the spanking! So it might sound lame to some people but because of that night which eventually led to sex and my first time having sex to be honest (late bloomer I know) it turned out to be a great night after that night whenever a hot girl would use those words it always got me excited at least a little bit! in fact the same girl used to tease me when we were out with other people by saying those cute words to see my reaction! I haven't seen her in years but I still love it when hot girls use those words! Plus I think porn has me jaded, its pretty much the same thing with the dirty talk and 20 minute BJ's and long drawn out scenes with the same positions so the cute words or what I like to call "Tushy Talk" is something different and ya don't hear it much in porn if at all! So thanks to the pornstars and rude girls who do use those words for me and don't give me shit about it, I appreciate it!

a lil background
12:09AM on July 03, 2009

hi, just thought I'd write a little about myself so people kinda know who I am in a nutshell! born and raised in NJ, don't blame me, lol! big time sports fan, love all philly teams, once again don't blame me thats how I was raised, thanks mom & dad! I can't walk but I'm not disabled, I say that because as soon as people see me they are shocked at things I can do, they just assume if ya can't walk that ya sit at home and do nothing all day! I drive a regular car with hand controls, I work at a bank (it sucks but it pays the bills which beats living at home with parents at 35)! I hit the nightclubs from time to time although not as much as when I was younger and I must say I'm not bad on the dance floor for a white guy on wheels! yes I drink once in a while but not as much as I used to, the liver is gettin old quick! when I was a teen people were shocked I drank beer! Why do you have to stand up to drink a beer or smoke a bowl? that always confused me! my dad used to have a beer at dinner once in a while, he didn't stand up to drink the beer! I am just a regular guy who likes to have fun I just sit down to do it all, my lap is always available ladies (what guy doesn't love a nice female tushy on the lap, lol)! I get great parking too which comes in handy when the rain comes pouring down! I don't care if people park in handicapped spots either just for the record, I only need 1 spot and as long as I can get enough room to open up my door and get my chair out thats all I care about! why do they have 8 handicapped spots at bowling alleys? i have no clue! I don't bowl, I'm a basketball man myself! do I need help getting my chair in or out of my car? No, unless you're a hot girl then yes help me and give me your number! my life is pretty normal, parents raised me to be independent, thank god! the only bad thing in my life was losing my brother in 2005 from Cystic Fibrosis! That pretty much killed me, he was my best friend not just my brother! CF is like asthma but a million times worse! he got a double lung transplant in july of '05 then died 2 months later at the age of 33! so now I live alone and spend most of my time working, watching sports, and going online! Thank god for Rude, met lots of cool people to chat with so that takes up most of my time! I used to go out and drink and smoke and party like crazy but like I said I'm gettin older and my liver can't take it much more! Plus my brother was always my designated driver! So not sure what else ya wanna know, just ask if ya have any questions! I'm easy going with the wheelchair thing, I can take a joke and will answer pretty much anything, so don't just assume things about me, just ask and I'll try to answer the best I can! Just to put a few to rest, yes I can have sex but not standing up, yes I pee sitting down, no I do not stand up during the national anthem at live sporting events (not being disrespectful, just lazy, sue me!)