My Blog :: A little bit of what I think about from time to time. I may share a poem or two. I may post words from someone else because I thought it was just that good to ME. Read and comment, thank you.

My BFF (Best Fucking Friend)
2:45PM on May 29, 2012

I wrote this about 4 years ago, but I wanted to share this with ya'll.

My BFF.(Best Fucking Friend). I met him in an unconventional way at an inconvenient time. I had no intentions for this man, except to have a cyberspace friendship and chat via phone every now and then. What began as an email here and a phone call there, ended in me losing my Year and 4 month vow of celibacy!!

    I knew he was trouble when I saw him; 5' 11", slim, athletically build, light skinned (double trouble), high cheekbones and a bold nose that implies that there is Native American or Caucasian in his genes somewhere; and black, wavy hair that lay so smooth after a fresh cut. He was so down to earth, so laid back, so hilarious and his laugh was infectious. My hormones were raging! My pussy was talking to me, LOUDLY he looked so tastyI couldn't help myself; I had to touch him, had to feel him. He made it clear what his intentions were when he saw me. He was pleased that I indeed look like my picture but he said the picture didn't do me justice. (cheap webcam) The things he said to me, I would normally be offended, however, he was turning me on!

    I was under the influence (peer pressure, peer pressure), and my curiosity was heighten, not to mention my libidoand before I knew itI was face down, ass up and I DIDN'T CARE.

    OMG! The sex is so good I had to tell somebody about it and I am sharing it with you. I will not say what he did to me, but I can honestly say he is my BFF!!! (Thank you Myspace!!)

Feeling You (Poem)
2:23PM on May 29, 2012

There is smile that comes to my eyes when I see you
My mouth becomes dry when I look into your eyes
My tongue glide across my lips
I feel a hunger
I'm starving to be kiss.
To taste the essence of your tenderness,

Your shoulders so broad and wide,
Arms spread out to enclose me.
I lie in your arms and close my eyes,
Taking in the scent of you for a while.

Being so close to you is so healing, inducting a
Nice safe feeling.

I like that mental awareness that is between us,
The intimate encounters, which has gone beyond
the physical obvious attraction.

As I lay folded in your arms sensing you.

Your hands caress my tender skin,
I move closer lifting my head high and look into your eyes,
Your lips now cover mine

Hearing the rhythm of your heartbeat.
My head rise up and down
as you breath, my body adjusting to your rhythm,

Our hearts are on the same wave length.
We inhale and exhale together.

It is so soothing being with you.

Foolish (Poem)
2:17PM on May 29, 2012

I'm foolish
for letting you
into my life that day

I let you
control me
and I choose to do whatever you say

You tampered
with my emotions
and I slowly fell in love with you

I had to get
the picture one day
and realize that we were through

You lied to me
laughed and
talked about me to my face

I let you make love to me
with your elegant grace

How foolish was I to
open up to you
and let you know the real me

I know right now that I'm free to do me......

Now You Want Me (Poem)
2:03PM on May 29, 2012

For all the times I sat by the phone waiting for your call. For all the times you were slacking with the sex.

For all the times you said I don't want what you want.

You say you can't come by today, and I say ok no problem (without a fuss).

Now u want me.

You call me at 2am and I say I am busy.

Now u want me.

You try to reach me, but I'm unavailable.

Now u want me.

You say you wanna come over, but I am going out.

Now u want me.

You hear my cell ringing off the hook (and it's not Mom)

Now u want me.

You finally give me sex, (and really put it down) and I say thanks, but you must bounce.

Now u want me.

You see me smiling, happy, hair done, nails done, toes done and in lingerie you've never seen before.

Oh yeah you want me.

You see me with the OTHA BROTHA, so now you know that:
                               
BITCH I NO LONGER WANT YOU.

You Are On My Mind (Poem)
1:58PM on May 29, 2012

You are on my mind, when I go to bed at night.
Throughout the day thoughts of you plague me.
I can see your face; damn you are sexy to me.
I reminisce from the last time you were with me,
Feeling your body; damn you smell good.
You did not want me to pleasure you,
It was all about me; so generous.

You are on my mind, when I go to bed at night.
You know how to make me feel loved.
The way you hug me when you first walk through the door.
The way you kiss me like you've missed me.
You look at me as if it was for the first time, every time.
When I am naked you look at me like I am the sexiest woman in the universe.
Damn that man.

You are on my mind, when I go to bed at night.
You tell me how you feel about me every time I see you.
ALL OF THE TIME.

I am not the only one.
You have her.
You have me.
Yeah you got me

You are on my mind, when I go to bed at night.

You Didn't Give Me any Pussy So Now You's A Bitch.
1:55PM on May 29, 2012

Why is it that you meet a man that says that he is looking for a good woman, and wants to settle down, but thinks he is gonna get pu$$y on the first date? Then as you get to know the guy, you learn that everything he told you were lies and he is looking for a woman to take care of HIM. You are patting yourself on the back because you did not give up the pussy and you kept your integrity intact.

You happen to meet a new friend that happens to know the old friend and you find out that he portrays himself as a mack. Now you are puzzled by this because when he was calling you, he was always begging; wanting to see you, wanting to spend time with ya, wanting to make love to you. So you tell the new friend to ask him if he knew you and see what he says.

New friend does one better. The other guy happens to call him on the cell phone and lets you listen in on the conversation. Old friend says "Yeah I know her. That bitch is a trip." And you are listening to this dude bad mouthing you and calling you all kinds of bitches and hoes. So basically I am a hoe if I give you some and I am a hoe if I don't?

What it boiled down to was that he was mad that I had to put him in check for getting out of line and mistaking me for an easy lay. I told him to lose my number. Then he learns that a friend of his likes me and is having better results, so he is hating.

I appreciate the request but...
12:45AM on May 24, 2012

I get bored very easily. I like variety and need to be stimulated. In saying that, I want to find new talent to place on my rude page. My problem is the way I have been approached. People (men mostly) fail to realize that I am a PERSON and I have a BRAIN. Rude is what I DO not who I am, so when you come at me with stupid talk, I am immediately turned off and your emails are deleted. If you want to work with me, telling me how fat my ass is and what you will do to it at the BEGINNING of the conversation is going to get you deleted. I need to know that you are more than just a DICK; I want to converse with you so I can see if there is chemistry. I can't fuck you if you are simpleminded.

Not tonight
12:26AM on May 24, 2012

I am not much of a blogger, but I do feel like expressing myself tonight. I have steady dick where I live, but when I'm under stress and worried, the last thing I want to do is fuck. In order for me to fuck my MIND has to be on it and honestly my mind is on how I am going to make some money. I wish that real life did not get in the way, because I REALLY enjoy sex, but damn I am not on it now, so I have to say "not tonight."

SexyC's Looking for a sexy HER.
5:32PM on November 13, 2011

I am attracted to women and men. I love, love, love me some dick, and wish I could pull them from the tree.  Now I also like the naked woman with her curves, and feminine smells, but have yet to have a REAL woman to woman fuck session. On two occasions I was in a threesome (w,w,m) and I ate some pussy, and sucked on some nipples, but that was about as far as we went and the experience was well unsatisfying to say the least. 
I want a woman 57 or taller. Curves in all the right places, but not considered a BBW. Pretty pussies are a major turn on for me. The ones that are pink inside and the inner lips do not look like they have been through a paper shredder.  Mature minded women, not little girls and keep the drama for your mama. Nice breasts like 38 C on up, so I can place my face in between and suck both nipples at once.
I am not looking for a relationship, just someone to give and get pleasure from time to time.
Oh and dont bring your man if you are Bi, because I am not interested.

HATERS
3:48AM on June 14, 2011

A hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time
trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very
negative people to say the least.  Nothing is ever good enough!  When
you make your mark, you will always attract some haters. . . Thats why
you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your
dreams with because some folk cant handle seeing you blessed... Its
dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like
somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right?

You never know what people have gone through to get what they have...
The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they
dont
know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the
fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too!

Weve all got some haters among us! Some people envy you because you
can:
* Have a relationship with God
* Light up a room when you walk in
* Start your own business
* Tell a man / woman to hit that curb (if he / she isnt about the
right
thing)
* Raise your children without both parents being in the home
* Haters cant stand to see you happy
* Haters will never want to see you succeed
* Haters never want you to get the victory

Most of our haters are people who are supposed to be on our side. How
do
you handle your undercover haters?
You can handle these haters by:
1. *Knowing who you are and who your true friends are *(VERY
IMPORTANT!!)
2. *Having a purpose to your life
3. * Purpose does not mean having a job. You can have a job and still
be
unfulfilled. A purpose is having a clear sense of what God has called
you to be. Your purpose is not defined by what others think about you.
4. *By remembering what you have is by divine prerogative and not human
manipulation.

Fulfill your dreams! You only have one life to live...when its your
time
to leave this earth, you "want" to be able to say, "Ive lived my life
and fulfilled "my" dreams,... Now Im ready to go HOME! When God gives
you favor, you can tell your haters, "Dont look at me...Look at Who is
in charge of me..."


Watch out for Haters...................BUT most of all dont become a
HATER!

What Men Really Want
1:01AM on August 13, 2009

"What Men Really Want"



The desire to touch is a human need, as much male as female.


But the need to please sexually is stronger in the male.


If women only realized this, we would have more sexual confidence in

ourselves.


We would make love with greater abandon because we would finally

understand he isn't thinking about our heavy thighs or thick hips when he is

in bed with us.

IF YOU NEVER HAD SEX WITH A BIG GIRL (Poem)
12:28AM on August 13, 2009

IF YOU NEVER HAD SEX WITH A BIG GIRL

If you've never fucked a big girl

I suggest you go out and try it

Pussy so plump would have you out boycotting every diet

Fuck slim fast, fuck Atkins

As a matter of fact they've all got me laughing

See because it's more than baby fat

But I'll take it just like that

Hips so wide you grab them and them mother fuckers grab you right back

With every stroke you feel like you're in Cali

Riding a killer wave

And to have a big girl sit on your face

Your either really strong, naive or mother fucking brave

And see this is where me and my crew will have to agree to disagree

Because I know someone in here is bound to disagree with me

But physically we weren't made to do every and anything

This is not Barnum and Bailey

And no my last name is not ring ling

So let's skip the circus act and fuck the acrobatics

Just insert and start blasting away like a semi automatic

And no you will not hurt me

These big bones will not break

So go ahead and down all the gin-sing and caffeine that you can take

Because I ain't worked out in a minute

And I'm ready to break a sweat

Fuck so long your dick's complaining like

"This bitch ain't cumming yet?"

And I know for some the thought of fucking a fatty

Is like trying to get out of a water bed

You struggle and keep falling back in

So you decide to lay back down instead

But don't you ever think that you fucking me is doing me a favor

I got the kind of pussy you didn't know you fell in love with

Until three skinny bitches later

Just looking at me should put some meat on your bones

And no skinny bitches aren't evil

They've just been fucking up your vision for way to long

I'm not ashamed of my size so you can leave on the fucking lights

No need to hide under sheets and comforters

We can fuck on the bare mattress if you'd like

And you may want to set the AC to 40

Because the bigger the body the greater the heat

So many curves these nooks and crannies

Have you eating English muffins for so many weeks

A fat chick is the type of chick you take home to pops and moms

She's the girl that come a cold winter

You want to be wrapped in them arms

She's the girl trying to cook you a meal

Instead of worrying about her nails and hair

She's the chick the dirty south was about

Before the beach blonde bomb shell landed there

And don't get so caught up in what you think your boys will say

I guarantee them the same niggas trying to get a sample of your shit at the end of the day

And ignore the malnourished bitches yapping all up in your ear

She needs a quick trip to Nigeria because girth equals status there

And see this is not hate it's just an opinion

But of course in my mind it's purely fact and not fiction

You may want me to be wrong

But believe that I'm right

Fuck a fat chick now and that's the kind of chick you'll want to wife.