I like trying to be as real as needed, and we all need to understand life is an Experience, Right!
9:37AM on September 04, 2010

by dburger
26-30 year old man

A Story From A Group I Know That It Will Work Out In the End


Life is 100% relative to your situation.  Your life is built on your expectation.  What you expect from a situation will determine whether or not you will be let down or amazed.  For instance, if youre going see a movie and someone tells you its a great movie, and all you hear about it is how good it is.  You go to see it and it doesnt live up to your expectations.  Well, your then a little let down even if the movie was pretty good.  Every aspect of life is like that.

 If youre going through a tough or bad situation it feels so much better when things get better.  The tougher or harder the situation the better it feels later.  I myself have gone through it time and time again, and I dont expect it to stop.  I just live for the good times and survive through the bad times.  For me things are a little more extreme mainly because I am bipolar.   So, the good times are really good and the bad times are tough.

Early in my life I went through a tough situation.  In middle school, I went through a public school hell.  I wrote a piece on it, but it made my private high school experience so much sweeter.  The middle school I went to was about ninety percent black and high school I went to was about ninety percent white.  I went from being picked on every day to being voted class favorite.  But all those wonderful high school years set me up for a big letdown later on.

After high school, I went on to college to chase my dream.  Things were great for about a year or so.  Then my long time high school sweetheart broke up with me.  Well I stayed in college from then on I struggled.  I failed a Calculus class and a few others along the way.  But, what kept me motivated was the fact that no one expected me to graduate college.  Again expectations comes into play, I pushed on an graduated college.  It felt unbelievable to graduate, but in my mind I thought graduating college would fix all my problem.  By that time, I had started dating a girl that was great, smart, pretty, going to be a doctor.  The problem was that I didnt love her.  In my mind I thought me being an Engineer and her being a Doctor, we would make a boat load of money and be perfectly happy. I found out the hard way that money does mean anything.

Once again expectations come into play, I started working as an Engineer in a really nice office thinking this is going to be great.  I so realized that I hated working in the office. I found myself hating my job and dating a girl that I didnt want to marry.  So what happened, I had a mental break down went into a mental hospital for a week.  I came out a different person.  A few weeks later I broke up with my girlfriend and quit my job.

Its been over four years since I broke up with her and about the same since Ive worked as an Engineer.  Now, Im almost thirty and Im single.  I can honestly say that Im just about as happy now as Ive ever been.  Yea its hard watching all my friends getting married and having kids.  And yea I feel a little jaded because Im not sure if I want to bring another girl into my life.  Im a little worried about the future. 

To everyone out there that are in bad situations, just make it through and know that better days are coming.  No matter what tomorrow is a new day and things somehow someway work themselves out in the end.       


Posted on August 28th, 2010 at 5:08AM

I'm Can So Relate! AMEN!

I'm about to post, Footage that's been taking up room on my hard drive, So I hope many of you enjoy,
3:23PM on August 28, 2010

Okay! Okay! Look people I have a lot of footage that I never got around to posting. Some of it's scene's, Funny, Sexy, Crazy, Nasty, and some of it's behind the scene but all of it's good. Cause all of it is starring Me! Ur Favorite Gal Pal SaXXX! Bka SaXXXJUST4U Aka SaXTripleX!
For those of you that are co starring , please don't get upset I had to clean up my hard drive, and make extra room, plus cash, so deal with it! Dam you'd do the same to me. I don't know why I feel so bad at times about doing things that may bother others cause they never have a second thought about what would bother me, and if they do, they do it anyway, lol so sorry and on with the Footage. (You know I care but money comes first you got yours now Let me make mine)

To all my fans I hope you enjoy, and to all my New Fans Bon Apatite!  And WELCOME to my Lovely MESS!

Ur Gal Pal SaXXX BKA SAXXXJUST4U, Google me baby! if you don't know.........

PS. Let's all stay "Drama Free" this has been a public service announcement, lmfao.........................

Thanks to all that stopped in on my show last night! even the one Hater!
1:31AM on July 28, 2010

I had alot of fun last night, thanks to you all, it's been a  while and  I have had a lot going on, but nothing stops the sexy and mature. if I did everything I do for the funds I would never get anywhere, but I've found that doing what you enjoy is key. I  am sexy, i never meant to be and growing up I never said "when I grow up I want to be a sex goddess, it just is, that way for me. Shit back in my days there where no crazy shit like this let alone your people letting you get away with it, like we do today, with out being outcast. Well that something Im use to, being an outcast, lol! When you are different or choose to be different it can be hard but, its all worth it if you understand this, You are unique, there is noone else like YOU! Your GOD made you the way you are, he knew and knows all about you, do you think it matter to him really what we do, it matter to him who we are within, and he gave you all that you are good and bad, we are earthly being so we think with earthly minds, but not Him, So what do you or I care what man may think of us, and or what we have chosen to do with our bodies, we create ourown destinies not the people around us. Believe in self and your greater Being, cause in the in the haters die too and face there end the same way we do, and at least we kept it real, at least I know i did. i love all haters, you gave me reason, and meaning and without you, life would be boring, for real, Muaw! keep living my ppl what goes around comes around!

I Almost Died A Few Days Ago, Kidney Stones Can Kill, along with added stressers, but I'm Still Here
5:18AM on July 18, 2010

 

I just wanted you all to know what has been going on in my world, I want to Thank each and everyone of you for having such great time with me also, and to let you know I'm not gone.

I have had alot of changes happen in my personal life, one major one is the break up of my five long year relationship, two is I moved back to New York where I originally come from, and three dealing with a number of life threating health issue, non of which has to do with an STD and or AIDS Okay! Yeah I know how some think. Im all good in those area.... Lol! Freaking Haters!

Any how! I had not been feeling well from way earlier this year, but you know ladies how we just pushing on! We push on with everything, work, children, boyfreinds bullshit, and all the other shit like family drama! LOL! "OMG! My Niece is a PornStar!" and she didn't say it in a nice accepting way, either! Lol!

Well Im one of those, I try very hard to go the extra mile, for freinds, assocaites, business, Distressed and Really  truth be told homeless people I just happen to meet and try to house clothe and feed thru the kindness of my Overly Big Heart.

That's another crazy story I may tell one day! But not now! Anyway, I kinda was so busy I stop eating well, yeah I went to the gym but never drank enough water! Then on top of that drinking that wine, coffee, tea, and other dehydrating beverges and eating not alot but just enough greasing foods, coupled with stress and  me getting a little more mature in age, all accumlated into SERVERE KIDNEY STONES!   OOOOHHHHCCEEEE!!!!

Ladies if you have ever given birth, try passing a stone, birth is a pleasure party compared to this shit! And I have not one but several in one kidney and a massive one in the other. Need I tell you " I almost died on JULY 9th"! What a way to go....

Well they found that and then they found a cyst on my ovarie, now dam! who's trying to kill me! Who! put the hex out on me, I never did you wrong, LOL! Just kidding, about the hex thing. Any how I don't believe in that, cause my God is stronger.... So I just wanted you all to know a lil of what Im going thru, and yes I am better, and I am still trying to get sexy things in but I think, they will be a little more laid back. IE masturbation, waterplay,sexy pics, clothiing, etc. you know?

So Friends keep me in your prayers and know that Im crazy about you all and Ill be trying to get back online and have some sexy fun, at least for the mature audience you do know that stones don't stop a person from being sexy, it just delays the jiggle when you wiggle, lol! Hope to be back online live soon, coming to you from a new location! at my beautiful home in The Big and Beautiful NEW YORK!!!  Muaw! I love you all, stay sexy and perverted always Muaw! SaXXX Ur Favorite Gal Pal!

There are many sick people in this world!
5:25PM on April 13, 2010

Schemers will always fall prey to there Own Schemes! thats why I always Have JOY!!!
1:54AM on April 01, 2010

 Schemers will always fall prey to there Own Schemes! thats why I always Have JOY!!!

Like MJB says "Im Doing Just Fine"

Rude pep, Since I been gone, what's been up?
10:41AM on March 28, 2010

I have been away taking care of family. So wihile I was away for four glories days, what have you all been up to? 

Thru trials and Era.... Peps!
12:34AM on March 05, 2010

I know there are  some that like to think dam SaXXX is slow, But just for the Record... thru trail and era u learn, no one knows or can learn everything over nite. But thu patient and my strong detemination, I have stride 2 shut some of u up and give the rest my very best luv.
 
No hatred toward any of you who may have doubted me, just my very sincere thanks to you for it, it has been a great motivation for me then to show you all to not be such, Know it all, Viscous, Cocky, Pride Filled, Uncuffed Beings.
 
Everyone learn and do things in there on way, mine way is thru love, Patience, Trail and Era. Noone can pic my freinds in Biz or other wise, I learn about there ways on my own terms and then if that person is not fit to be in my arena, because they may do something tryfulling, or uncalled for towards me, I let it go but with love.
Then they can sit back and see Im still going to be me and just how wrong they really where! People, Freinds and Business  partner are hard to come by. Be Just in what every you do and just will come back to you.Muaw!
 
Im still evolving........

I need noone, but I love having you as my freinds, always! Ur Gal Pal ....... SaXXX

Some Fans & Freinds have been asking me about, how I do it all, hang in here, life and all
11:21PM on February 23, 2010

 I have learned alot in the past two years and again this is not anything agaisnt Anyone or about Them! This has to do with the way I feel and see things, okay people! LOL!!!

But at 43 Im no dummie and I have found it's better that I do alot of my shit own my on. You must be on point when asking for help with things  out of people. What Im finding is that noone is having fun, with what they love, or do they, well I do. and sometimes I even get drunk and fall down, but Im a work in proccess, Lol! Let's be real don't you sometimes, Smoke and/or drink. And u may do that also to try and calm down when people have pissed you off, right?  Well I do drink at times that is especailly when stressed or shy about something, lol! yes SaXXX gets shy too, Lol!

I love adult entertainment but you can pick up some pretty bad habits along your way, and I did, and It seems that I may have had to curse one to two people out, in my tiraits,( But it was warranted) they was asking for it......... Cause I don't Fuck over nobody, Im just a Hurt but Strong Soul and I let noone come at me wrong! Im out here on my own, I will protect my esteem and anything else I feel if you handle me wrong!!! So everyone u know how that goes. But never have I ever sat out to bad mouth or hurt anyone in anyway. So peps im being real honest here in public veiwing, for all to see, (forgive me about my That One Sin at times I do Over Endulge) I'm working hard at not doing that, I will overcome it and just know God is not finished with any of us, and that includes me. (this is not an EXCUSE for me doing this, This is just what it is)

Just A Note about How I am and How it works for me:

Im crazy fun like that and some just don't get me, my soul is in everything I do , and some days are great and then others aren't so great,( bills, kids, grands, Depression, hangovers) lol!!! I just choose not to be so freakin uptight as some people in the industry Im just a naturally Happy Person and alot of people can't deal with that so. I totally understand.

But I get the jobs done! I mean Im a pro at what I do best and that's fucking sucking, flaunting, hosting,and just making whom ever im entertaining feel comfortable around me, Im a perfect Party Girl, I know my place, the hat I wear. But others may think I should be stuck up and hard like these other girls with all the, im so professional and business like, But you can't always be on that tip in entertainer other, Fans don't come to hear you go on about how you get paid and all that, they come to you to be ENTERTAIN and yet noones having and/or enjoying the footage they are putting out. So even though I don't know much about being all stuck up, I do know how to handle my biz without throwing all that type of EGO around. I do know great bit about pleasure and what people want to feel , and They want to enjoy what they watch! and the girls that work in the industry should want to feel good when working with anyone, and I just find that it's not always the case when working with other so called pro individauls. Yes it is a business but it is a business that is about bringing people PLEASURE, not your Hostilties and Turned Up Faces. Dam You work hard at the gym, keeping up appreances, joggling things the least people you work around and with, I feel should be a lil caring or concern about how you feel today, Like for example: Just A producer saying "How r you feeling today before we shoot" Make a world of a difference to a performer. I guess that's why so many talents come to me to get started and or give me work, Im a loving person, I care. And in return for me being that way I have such an array of Fans and Friends that knows That. So what One or even two of  you harden people don't really hurt my STATUS at all. I have been around for a long time over 23 yrs.   

Yeah I know it's about the money too, but don't you want to enjoy what you are doing so that others can also? especailly your veiwers enjoy it too. So Im just giving my fans and freinds what they want and I get to enjoy it to while getting my ends met. I don't want to rule the industry I just want to get my share and enjoy it while im here. So I stand alone, but not distroyed by anyone or thing.

Im Just SaXXX, Love me or Leave me to do me. 

 But know I have much charm, you just gotta love me, I mean no Harm. Just working all things out, it takes time people. Real changes in a persons make up doesn't happen over night and all we can do is be.

This has been brought to you by, the Fans and friends That really care about me, and my well being. I really appreciate it, and no im doing my very best at it.

Muaw! your Favorite Gal Pal SaXXX 

Right now in my life, and I want to share this with you
3:20PM on February 08, 2010

If you want something to change in your life, you gonna have to change something in your life!

«This post is an answer to someone who asked me how to do so. I think many of us would benefit of the answer...»


Well you first need to consider that every case is different but for sure, you can't keep doing what you've been doing and expecting differents results. You just gonna keep getting what you've been getting...
But maybe it's a change of attitude
(how do u talk to urself and to others? the words u say have the biggest impact on urself. do u see the problems first or the solutions? on what do u focus? do u see problems as something that gonna slow u down, or as something that is part of success, as an opportunity to do things differently, as a challenge to become better?),
a change of minding
(what you think about yourself, about your projet. do u really really believe in it? do u congrats urself? or do u repeat u 're stupid and cant make it happen? )...
A change of action
(is the action u invest in ur project is representative of the results u expect? Do u take the time to look from the outside to see what are ur progress? Are u doing the right things to get the results u want? Are u working in the right direction? u may do a lot of work but in the wrong direction? or on things that wont give u big results, wont do a real difference, or simply on stuff that wont make u achieve it at all. the biggest efforts arent necessary the one that gives the biggest results.)
a change in your schedule
(maybe the deadline you've fixed isnt properly related to the work that has to be done, sometimes u have to take the time, not to take ur time, but to take the time it needs. Do u expect too much? Is ur goals are unrealistics? Not too big they are but maybe the deadline or the action too importants. Do u loose a lot of time doing things u could make it done by other people? Or that just make u loosing time, and not doing the things that really matters?

Never think that a dream may be too big. Only the time, the action, the schedule, your minding or the actuals ressources arent at the right level. There is no dream that u can dream, that u can imagine that is too big to be realized.

Now how would u like your life to be? what do u exactly want? want do u want to change? and what do u want to achieve to give a sense to ur life? who do u want to become? what do u want to live or to see?

U have to write it down, CLEARLY with all the details. that when u read it, u can feel it. read it outloud for urself every day, that u know why u wake up and why u go sleep, for the next day that comes...
so much that when u close ur eyes, day or night, u see ur dreams & ur life u want! if u dont believe yet that u can do it, by the time u read it, u gonna start to believe its possible.
and ur mind gonna record it as something possible. its gonna work to find solutions to make it happen.
so now, i wont go on details for that, unless u want me to, but:
-stay away of dream busters.
-find ur life purpose. U dont have one, u dont have any dreams? Find one! (there is ways to do it, so no panic! But everyone has somes, maybe so deep inside of u that u cant see it but we all have it!

and no matter what happen, remember to urself:
-the succes isnt an achievement. its a long way to walk on.its who u have to become to make it happen that gonna make U, a success.
-dont let anybody or anything steal your dreams.
-u are unique and precious. u are more powerful than what u can think. u just dont know yet....
-a setback is only a setup for a comeback (willie jolley)
-dont give up. Dont ever ever give up. Never give up.(winston churchill)
-its not over until I win! (Les Brown)
U can do it! Its never too big to be real!
So now, lets just start!

Become your BIG U!!

Swingers are we Ready to..
11:24PM on January 29, 2010

JPs Vegas Winter National Swingers FunVention Las Vegas ON THE STRIP HOTEL Feb 17th-20th, 2010 SAVE NOW! ALL ROOMING PACKAGES WILL GO UP THIS WEEKEND. We have TWICE sold all the rooms in our block. The Host hotel is releasing more rooms, but did increase the price. So we are lucky to have rooms available in the party area, but they will cost more if booked after Jan 29th. We are booking back into Vegas in February. This time with more focus on AfterParties and Party rooms, since that is where all the fun is anyway! It is another FunVentionall about the FUN! We have gotten a new Hospitality Suite at a more upgraded location. This suite is almost 2000 sq ft and on two levels. Plenty of couches and seating areas and SIX adjoining rooms for all the kinky play areas. No more searching which floor is the Sybian Room or forever walks down the hall. Now it will all be right off the Hospitality room, all in one place. All while still being in The Penthouse Suite over looking the strip. This will be the Party Suite to beat all Party Suites! This is showing less than half of the main room in the Hospitality/ Party Suite. *NO OFFSITE LINKS OR PHONE NUMBERS ALLOWED* Wednesday we will get rolling with group dinner at one of the restaurants on the property of our host hotel and then a drink or too in a bar with live entertainment. The AfterParties in the Hospitality Suite will open up at 10 pm for all the real fun to begin. Thursday is when the Hospitality Suite will open at 11am. This is a good time to check in and get your armband and to chit-chat and get to know other folks who are also attending. A dinner is planed for that evening with in walking distance and the wilder side of life will get rocking with AfterParties back in the Hospitality Suites and the adjoining rooms. Friday is a good day to explore the strip in Vegas. Stop by for a cup of coffee in the Hospitality Suite that will open at 11am and see what others have planned to do that day. You can always hang around and see what kind of day time action you can get stirred up. And yes it does really happen with the sun shining! Friday Night will get kicking at 830 pm as the Hospitality Suites and the 6 rooms will light up for a kick ass In Suite party. Go enjoy dinner with your new friends at one of the many great restaurants in Vegas and then come back and let's PARTY! A little music, a few snacks and all BYOB will make a good start on some wild parties and AfterParties that will carry on till the wee hours of the morning all in the same location. BODY PAINTING!!! Linda will be offering free body painting during the events on Friday and Saturday, please consider a nice tip. See her amazing talent at her vanilla web site www.lindacowell. com . Saturday is the day to explore the other side of the strip. Dont miss the Tigers at the MGM or the M&M store a few blocks away. For those staying closer in, the Hospitality Suite will be unlocked at 11am and is always the Living Room" of the event. At 2pm Richard Anthony who has preformed at many JP events with his "Triple X Naughty Hypnotists Show", will drop by for his 90 min presentation to couples on "Hypnosis For Lovers". This is a great seminar that has helped couples to be enlightened to a better sex life. Very Interesting! Saturday Night is always the biggest night of any JPs event and that will be even more true as it all gets started at 830 pm in the Hospitality Suite and the SIX attached rooms will get it all going with the In Suite Party. Music, snacks and all BYOB will make a good start on some wild parties as they flow into the AfterParties that will carry on till the wee hours of the morning all in the same location. Play rooms and more... The "Red Light Room", Space to watch and be watched. More than one? Try the "Gang Bang Room" and for those into the dark, try the "Chocoholic Room" featuring MagnumBBC's from Dallas, Texas. Can we say... SYBIAN ROOM! The ever popular John and Paula will be making a return visit for more Horse Power riding fun! These folks know how to turn up the power to please all the ladies! And the New DOUBLE Body Shot Bar will bring some surprises. There is1 Party/Play rooms available for rent by sponsors, if you agree to host some AfterParty events in your room and get these rooms for $99 per night. *NO PHONE NUMBERS ALLOWED* for more info. THIS IS A FOUR DAY EVENT. YOU ARE WELCOME TO ATTEND ANY AND ALL DAYS THAT YOU CAN, but you do not have to attend all four days. Many can just get here for the weekend events. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE A ROOM AT THE HOST HOTEL. It is much nicer to be closer to all the action, but many folks have comp rooms or even condo's in Vegas. A Limited Numbers of Single Guys are admitted to our events. So, Guys - Get Hooked Up EARLY - WHILE OPENINGS ARE AVAILABLE! We ask politely, that all single males attend a discussion on "How to get Lucky". This will take place at 4 pm on both Friday and Saturday. Not a rules type of class, but an honest look at the single males roll in the LifeStyle and how you can increase your odds of having some extra fun. You will be given a new arm band that shows you learned to be a better player. This is lead by a long time swinger who has played as a couple and as a single male. JPs will release the location only to those who purchase admission to the event. This just makes for a higher quality party. Everyone who attends is committed to having fun. This is not a typical club type party where 90 per cent of the people just stand around with their arms crossed. JPs events bring out the best of the best with a great attitude and kindness in their hearts. There is never a promise that you will score", but we do know that you will have a chance to meet lots of like minded folks who are looking for the same things that you are. And that is Fun and Kinky Friends! PRICING Does NOT include Lodging, Meals or Drinks *NO PHONE NUMBERS* COUPLES - Event Only Wednesday Only :: $25.00 Thursday Only :: $25.00 Friday Only :: $55.00 Saturday Only :: $55.00 Friday AND Saturday :: $100.00 ALL FOUR DAYS :: $140.00 SINGLE MALES - Event Only Wednesday Only :: $45.00 Thursday Only :: $45.00 Friday Only :: $70.00 Saturday Only :: $70.00 Friday AND Saturday :: $120.00 ALL FOUR DAYS :: $195.00 SINGLE FEMALES - Event Only Wednesday Only :: $10.00 Thursday Only :: $10.00 Friday Only :: $10.00 Saturday Only :: $10.00 Friday AND Saturday :: $20.00 ALL FOUR DAYS :: $40.00 PRICING INCLUDES Events AND Room Hotel will be sure all rooms are in the same building as all the fun. And will try to get the all rooms on the same floors as the 2 story Hospitality Suite *NO PHONE NUMBERS*! Event Tickets and Your Hotel Room COUPLES - Event + Room Wednesday Only :: $90.00 Thursday Only :: $90.00 Friday Only :: $135.00 Saturday Only :: $135.00 Friday AND Saturday :: $255.00 ALL FOUR DAYS :: $395.00 SINGLE MALES - Event + Room Wednesday Only :: $105.00 Thursday Only :: $105.00 Friday Only :: $150.00 Saturday Only :: $150.00 Friday AND Saturday :: $275.00 ALL FOUR DAYS :: $455.00 SINGLE FEMALES - Event + Room Wednesday Only :: $75.00 Thursday Only :: $75.00 Friday Only :: $85.00 Saturday Only :: $85.00 Friday AND Saturday ::

2010 AVN Awards Winners
9:22PM on January 13, 2010


And the winners are.2010 AVN Award Winners

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The 2010 AVN Award winners were announced on Saturday night during the 27th annual ceremony at the Pearl Concert Theater inside the Palms Resort Casino.

Here is a list of the winners in the order they were announced:

Best High End All-Sex Release

Deviance, skinworXXX/Adam & Eve

Best Oral Sex Scene


Sasha Grey, Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Group Sex Scene

2040, Wicked Pictures; Jessica Drake, Kirsten Price, Alektra Blue, Mikayla Mendez, Kaylani Lei, Tory Lane, Jayden Jaymes, Kayla Carrera, Randy Spears, Brad Armstrong, Rocco Reed, Marcus London, Mick Blue & T.J. Cummings

Best All-Girl Release

Evil Pink 4, Belladonna/Evil Angel


Best Actor

Eric Swiss, Not Married With Children XXX, X-Play/LFP

Best Gonzo Release

Tori Black Is Pretty Filthy, Elegant Angel Productions

Best Anal Sex Scene


Anal Cavity Search 6, Erik Everhard/Jules Jordan; Sasha Grey & Erik Everhard

Best Comedy

Flight Attendants, X-Play/Adam & Eve


Male Performer of the Year

Manuel Ferrara

Best Ethnic-Themed Series Black

Black Ass Master, Alexander DeVoe/Jules Jordan


Web Starlet of the Year


Sunny Leone


Best Couples Sex Scene

30 Rock: A XXX Parody, New Sensations; Amy Ried & Ralph Long

Best New Starlet

Kagney Linn Karter

Crossover Star of the Year

Sasha Grey

Best Selling & Renting Title of the Year


Pirates II: Stagnettis Revenge, Digital Playground

Best All-Girl Couples Sex Scene

Field of Schemes 5, Girlfriends Films; Tori Black & Lexi Belle

Best Director Feature

David Aaron Clark, Pure, David Aaron Clark/Evil Angel

Best Actress

Kimberly Kane, The Sex Files: A Dark XXX Parody, Revolution X/Digital Sin

Best Parody

(A Tie):


The Sex Files: A Dark XXX Parody, Revolution X/Digital Sin

Not the Cosbys XXX, X-Play/Hustler

Female Performer of the Year

Tori Black

Best Video Feature

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best Supporting Actor

Tom Byron, Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Supporting Actress

Penny Flame, Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Non-Sex Performance


Thomas Ward, Not the Cosbys XXX, X-Play/LFP

Best Tease Performance

Tori Black, Tori Black Is Pretty Filthy, Elegant Angel Productions

Female Foreign Performer of the Year

Aletta Ocean

Male Foreign Performer of the Year

Toni Ribas

Best Male Newcomer

Dane Cross

Best New Web Starlet

Lexi Belle &nbs p;

MILF/Cougar Performer of the Year

Julia Ann
Best All-Girl Three-Way Sex Scene

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures; Bree Olson, Tori Black & Poppy Morgan

Best All-Girl Group Sex Scene

Deviance, skinworXXX/Adam & Eve; Eva Angelina, Teagan Presley, Sunny Leone & Alexis Texas

Best Threeway Sex Scene


Tori Black Is Pretty Filthy, Elegant Angel Productions; Tori Black, Rebeca Linares & Mark Ashley

Best POV Sex Scene


Pound the Round POV, Digital Sin; Kagney Linn Karter

Best Sex Scene in a Foreign-Shot Production

Dollz House, Harmony Films; Aletta Ocean, Olivier Sanchez & George Uhl

Best Solo Sex Scene

Teagan Presley, Not the Bradys XXX: Marcia, Marcia, Marcia!, X-Play/LFP

Best Double Penetration Sex Scene

Bobbi Starr & Dana DeArmonds Insatiable Voyage, Mike John/Jules Jordan; Bobbi Starr, Mr. Marcus & Sean Michaels

Most Outrageous Sex Scene

Belladonna: No Warning 4, Belladonna/Evil Angel; Bobbi Starr & Bobbi Starr, Go Fuck Yourself

Best Interactive DVD


Interactive Sex With Tori Black, Zero Tolerance Entertainment

Best Screenplay

Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group; Raven Touchstone

Best Art Direction

2040, Wicked Pictures

Best Videography/Cinematography


The 8th Day, Adam & Eve; Monmarquis, David Lord & Ren Savant

Best Editing

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures; Ren Savant

Best Special Effects

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best Music Soundtrack

Live in My Secrets, Vivid Alt

Best Original Song


The Crack Pack, Adam & Eve, Brees Bossa, Joe Gallant

Best Makeup

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures; Christi Belden, Lisa Berczel, Leonard Berczel, Nicki Hunter & Julia Ann

Best New Line

Reality Junkies; Mile High Media

Best New Series

Glamour Girls, Elegant Angel Productions

Best DVD Extras

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best DVD Menus

2040, Wicked Pictures

Best Packaging


Operation: Tropical Stormy, Wicked Pictures


Best Packaging Innovation


The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best Overall Marketing Campaign Individual Project


Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Overall Marketing Campaign Company Image

(A Tie)-

Vivid Entertainment Group

Digital Playground


Best On-Line Marketing Campaign Company Image

Sitcums.com, X-Play
Best On-Line Marketing Campaign Individual Project

The 8th Day, www.the8thdayxxx.com, Adam & Eve Pictures
Best Adult Website

BangBros.com, Bang Productions

Best Retail Website

AdultDVDEmpire.com

Best New Video Production Company

Bluebird Films

Clever Title of the Year

Whos Nailin Paylin?, Hustler Video

Director of the Year (Body of Work)

Will Ryder

Best Director Ethnic Video

Jules Jordan, Lex the Impaler 4, Jules Jordan Video

Best Director Foreign Feature

(A Tie)

Paul Chaplin, Black Beauty: Escape to Eden, Bluebird

Moire Candy, Ritual, Marc Dorcel/Wicked

Best Director Foreign Non-Feature

Raul Cristian, Ass Traffic 6, Cruel Media/Evil Angel

Best Director Non-Feature

William H., Evalutionary, Elegant Angel Productions

Best Gonzo Series

Jerkoff Material, Mike John/Jules Jordan

Best Vignette Release


Nurses, Digital Playground

Best Vignette Series


Penthouse Variations, Penthouse/Pulse
Best All-Sex Release

Evalutionary, Elegant Angel Productions

Best All-Sex Series


Addicted, New Sensations


Best Classic Release

Debbie Does Dallas 30th Anniversary Edition, VCX

Best Educational Release


Tristan Taorminos Expert Guide to Threesomes, Vivid Ed

Best Foreign Feature

Billionaire 1&2, Private/Pure Play

Best Foreign All-Sex Release

Bobbi Violates Europe, Clark Euro/Evil Angel


Best Foreign All-Sex Series

Rocco: Puppet Master, Rocco Siffredi/Evil Angel

Best Anal-Themed Release

Ass Worship 11, Jules Jordan Video


Best Anal-Themed Series

Evil Anal, Manuel Ferrara/Evil Angel

Best All-Girl Series


Women Seeking Women, Girlfriends Films

Best Ethnic-Themed Release Asian

Asian Fucking Nation 3, Jonni Darkko/Evil Angel

Best Ethnic-Themed Series Asian

Cockasian, HandHeld/Digital Playground

Best Ethnic-Themed Release Black

Phatty Girls 9, Justin Slayer International

Best Ethnic-Themed Release Latin

Young Tight Latinas 17, Red Light District


Best Et

New Blog coming soon! SaXXX AVN Fun!
11:44AM on January 11, 2010

I am Beat! Wow the AVN Award, Networking, shooting content while there, parting, on and on so many things happen I want 2 tell u my fans and freinds. And I will just as soon as I get some much need rest. I want 2 thax all of u for following along with as I hung out with Don-N-Lisa and Ms. Wet N Hot and of course my Baby Danny Blaq!

Ms. SeXy Ass SaXX and what she's been up to lately
2:36PM on December 09, 2009

I have so very busy, Im so sorry. I have been busy filming . I also have been doing 5 hours at the gym getting my body in the best shape as possible before the AVN awards out in Vegas. Yes I will be there from Jan 7 til I have an open ended ticket. I have been ask to work with a shit load of others out that way so Im leaving my schedule open. I have Pics and stuff to share and I do all this myself so I will really try hard in the next few days to get thing back up and poppin for you all. This Friday I will be shooting with The Lovely Karen Kougar, Yeah Im finally going to eat me sum VANILLA mmmmm! So stay tuned. I want to thank you all so much for the luv and u know where u can watvh me online live Vouyering around my house. Gang Banging with Danny at his home and we always have guess from all over stopping thru nightly so make sure and check out http://rude.com/Dannyblaq.com also htt://rude.com/1Don-n-Lisa-4u, there great people to play with... Check me out and all of us in the crazy ass videos we have been shooting at http://rude.com/SAXXXJUST4U

Wow I have been a very Busy Lady lately, lol!
1:57PM on November 30, 2009

Just alittle quicky blog,

        As u all know Im always so dam busy, so I now have just a little time 2 get some great footage out for all of u. Im so sorry I haven't been blogging I just been on the go, I now have time and will be posting all over the place to get everyone caught up so remember 2 check in on me okay. I no you all will love what i have to show u!


 Ur gal Pal SaXXX!

I am so sorry my rude buddies...
6:01PM on September 14, 2009

Im sorry, but i have 2 BE REAL WITH ALL MY FANS...........i HAVE BEEN SUFFERING FROM A DEEP DARK DEPRESSION.

I just went to florida and put on a great face for my girls, but even though they are my heart and soul, I still felt quit bad. alot has happen and has been going on with me for some time, I can cover my inside pain good huh?

Anyway,Sometimes I wish I chould just fade away, but then my passions just keep bring me back to you my online fans. I feel safer this way then risking freindships personallly. Because noone can understand my personal stuggles and I get hurt so and I hate letting freinds down because I don't meet there expectations, People see me as this got shit going type supa diva, NO Im not. Im really very shy and very much an intervert, I love peaceful things. Shit I'm forty-two, you have to slow down at sometime right, LOL! 
Im learning to adjust and respond and deal with my depression so everyone just pray for me please, I hope to be back on with you all soon I hope. I have really been considering quiting all together, but I like having fun with you all and that's all  I want, is to enjoy my life the way it is, with no drama, I don't have the need to be the best or a star, I just want to shine in my own humble little way.

I love you all that has given me  such positive comments and just been fun to enjoy ur interest in little old me, lol!


Wish me Blessing and if u can, just alittle cool ass prayer to help me over come my DEMONS!

LUV U ALL, Ur Gal Pal SaXXX

Somethings for my Real Freinds
12:58PM on July 16, 2009

To all my Fans and true freinds this may come as sad news and then some of you maybe very happy, but I will no longer be pursing a career in professional porn. I have also terminated my contract with BSP, and won't be accepting anymore contracts, vid shots, or photo opps. I am sorry but sometimes things just don't work, and life has it's own way of causing you to adjust, lol. Thanks to all always SaXXX



NO I Don't have AIDs people, I'm sick of the fowl hustling that goes on and you have to deal with, so I made the discion to leave that is all. Yeah people are pissed and are calling me selfish, but hey. It's just not ment for me. You will still see me around my own crazy stuff. I'm still at Rude, but as far as working in the industry, I'm going amateur and more or less private. Props to pro's I can't hang! LOL!!



No offense to anyone or companies, just what i have expreinced and no I don't need the right people and all that  I hear from others trying to get at me. I understand that I may be to sensitive to the hustle, to old, to crazy, to fat, to much of a partier, okay okay a Drunk! LOL! all good reason for me to leave and no one to come after me again. But thax to all of you great guys out there.Sorry 4 letting U Down, peps...

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Robert Can Eat Some Mean Ass Pussy...
7:09PM on June 30, 2009

I slid my hand down between my brown thighs and slipped a finger gently along my shaved smooth slit feeling the glistening dew leaking from my tingling slit it was Rob. Oh my, it felt so good. I was lying alone in the sauna at the gym, wearing just the gym’s short white towel around my body and nothing else. Through the steamy mist Rob enters with a small towel wrapped around his fit waist. He closes the door behind him and moves towards me and tells me he has waited for this moment. He then drops the towel to the floor where I am greeted with the sight of his very hard cock and his beautiful muscular body. He begins to kiss me passionately sending jolts of electricity through my whole body, but more importantly into my pussy. Immediately as I felt his tongue probe my mouth, I could feel my juices flowing.
I opened my legs wide to welcome all of Rob deep inside me; I began to thrust his dick in and out of soaking wet pussy. My juices were beginning to trickle down my ass. Moaning I rubbed my clit harder, feeling the building of my climax. I wanted it to last so I slid his dick back out and slid it up and down my sensitive lady parts. My mind went back to where Rob told me he just had to taste me, and slid down my body licking and kissing my tits and belly along the way until he reached my smooth mound. Gazing at my pussy, he spreads the lips open wide and gives my clit a quick flit with his tongue making me gasp. I hear Rob's voice tell me I have the most prettiest of lady parts he’s ever seen and buries his mouth onto my pussy. My finger worked on my clit as I imagined Rob's tongue licking and sucking it.

His tongue ran up one side and down the other and then down to my anus. I squealed in delight as I had never felt a tongue there before and it was awesome. He flicked his tongue like lightening over my clit, sending me into incredible spasms over and over, bringing me ever so close to an earth shattering climax, but would then back off and then bringing me back over and over. "Mmm, SaXXX not only do you have a beautiful cunt, you also have the most delicious cunt," Rob said as he then buried his tongue into my wet hole. His finger expertly rubbed and tickled my very swollen sensitive clit. I was in heaven; never had I had my pussy so wonderfully eaten before. For over a half an hour, Rob was perfectly happy bent between my legs as he licked, sucked and fingered my pussy into so many orgasms, I had lost count.

At one point, after licking and tonguing my anus, he slid a finger into my tight sphincter and began to finger fuck me as he slicked and sucked on my clit until I screamed out, ‘OM MY !!!OH ROB YESSSS!" as I thrashed about and bucked hard into his face as I had the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced in my entire life. I suddenly squirted a huge amount of hot cum all over Rob’s face. He gasped as it flooded his nose and mouth, coughing as it drowned his face. As I began to come down, I could not stop thanking him for the most amazing orgasms I had ever had. He said, "Trust me SAXXX, really the pleasure was all mine!"

Out Break!!!!!!!
7:00AM on June 28, 2009