My Blog :: This is my place to give much love to all at RUDE.com. To let you into my Bedroom, Home, and Life Style! I need to be intouch with you all! So Come on and veiw my BLOGS and enjoy the BUMPY Ride with me........ Ur Ebony Gal Pal SaXXX

Yes It's true SaXXX Did Not Go to The AVN as I wanted to
12:30PM on January 09, 2011

Hey People I got to behind and money was very tight, so I made the choice like a week before the AVN Not To Go. "Shit Happens" Right? Yes I was very sad about it, but it gave me some much needed time and I saved that monies and bought myself a brand spankin new HD Cam Corder YEA! Yes I know everyone thing I got it like that, But people the truth is none of us have it like we want it all the time. So I know there a few that will be like" good that icth", But It was my choice and not that I couldn't it was more like what can I do with this money I saved to better help, and produce for myself. There is something to be said about going it alone, and really this year I really want to do a lot of my on footage, be it not so pro, but it will be mine. I am thankful to all that have helped me in learning all this Tech stuff that I now know. LOL! I know it was hard on you cause Im slow when it comes to such things, but I hope to improve on it all. I feel that I need to give it at least a really hard try, to be better to myself, I run from here to there shooting with others, all the time and now I have the means of inviting, neewbies, amatuers, and other to my little studio here and do my own little thing.

 Also this year I am celebrating my independence from a lot of things, last year and the year before that was very hard on me, I lost alot, my mom died, I made a very hard choice to leave the guy I was with for almost 6 years, and I made the choice let go of few friendships (NYC/DC/FL) that just was not working out, some of it was because of my on and off agian issues,but none of my issue's harms a person heart or soul though (Im owning up to it).  Shit it's hard trying to navagate it all. Im telling the TRUTH here so you all can hear me say it. People love to twist shit, and paint me as "let me us some of there words that have hurt me at times, words like(Bitch, Lush, Stupid, Silly, dumb etc.) and not in playful ways and maybe Im to sensitive. (people I am not as hard core as you may think) I am Girly! Im only hard when backed into a corner.

You my fans can understand how words such as those to someone you consider a friend can hurt. But to my Fans and those who truly enjoy and like me I am human, just because I am 43 does not mean I have it all together all the time and I have such a crazy life I do it all on my own, and in some ways they may be right. But People always remember there are two sides to every gossiping whisper. My belief is this,True Freinds never insult each other, they may disagree, argue a point of veiw, and take time out from each other, But never put you down. Or make you feel less than. So I decided to  let lose and let go without disliking or hating anyone. Maybe we are all just wrong for the task, who knows....................

So enough with that aaawww poor SaXXX Shit! LOL! Really Im good though, You live you learn RIGHT? as one of my ex friends would say, Lol! I am doing things my way this year and I took the the time I would have used to go to Vegas and monies and spent them both well!  I got a nice new Cam, fixed up the SaXXX Suite here in Jersey, any one In and around New Jersey, New York want to drop in and sit a spell, SaXXX's Suite is always open for FUN, No snuttiness here and I promise to show you nothing but love. So, now I could bring to you my fans and those that really do like me my crazy ass ways and all, me doing me, and I hope to make great strides in bettering myself, my talents, as a producer, RudeStar, my Sex scenes, my mind, and my heart. I hope that you my fans will join me in my endeavor's to improve and be an uplift to me and all, not a critical insult to my Spirit and/or others. I will try to keep you up to date with great amatuer vids, like my Freebie's, clips, pictures, blogs and adventures. Hey! Im learning,  I want to spend more time at home so I can get my scehdule on point, I miss doing my live Rude shows. So lets try to be kinder to each other and have some Real Sexy Perving Fun! OKAY? Okay!

Ur  Favorite Gal Pal SaXXX!

Oh yeah and Be on the look out for my new project ! my Alter-Ego "Ma Ma MILF! She's old school wickedly Funny, Telling everyone How it T-R-U-L-Y IS! LOL!

I Almost Died A Few Days Ago, Kidney Stones Can Kill, along with added stressers, but I'm Still Here
5:18AM on July 18, 2010

 

I just wanted you all to know what has been going on in my world, I want to Thank each and everyone of you for having such great time with me also, and to let you know I'm not gone.

I have had alot of changes happen in my personal life, one major one is the break up of my five long year relationship, two is I moved back to New York where I originally come from, and three dealing with a number of life threating health issue, non of which has to do with an STD and or AIDS Okay! Yeah I know how some think. Im all good in those area.... Lol! Freaking Haters!

Any how! I had not been feeling well from way earlier this year, but you know ladies how we just pushing on! We push on with everything, work, children, boyfreinds bullshit, and all the other shit like family drama! LOL! "OMG! My Niece is a PornStar!" and she didn't say it in a nice accepting way, either! Lol!

Well Im one of those, I try very hard to go the extra mile, for freinds, assocaites, business, Distressed and Really  truth be told homeless people I just happen to meet and try to house clothe and feed thru the kindness of my Overly Big Heart.

That's another crazy story I may tell one day! But not now! Anyway, I kinda was so busy I stop eating well, yeah I went to the gym but never drank enough water! Then on top of that drinking that wine, coffee, tea, and other dehydrating beverges and eating not alot but just enough greasing foods, coupled with stress and  me getting a little more mature in age, all accumlated into SERVERE KIDNEY STONES!   OOOOHHHHCCEEEE!!!!

Ladies if you have ever given birth, try passing a stone, birth is a pleasure party compared to this shit! And I have not one but several in one kidney and a massive one in the other. Need I tell you " I almost died on JULY 9th"! What a way to go....

Well they found that and then they found a cyst on my ovarie, now dam! who's trying to kill me! Who! put the hex out on me, I never did you wrong, LOL! Just kidding, about the hex thing. Any how I don't believe in that, cause my God is stronger.... So I just wanted you all to know a lil of what Im going thru, and yes I am better, and I am still trying to get sexy things in but I think, they will be a little more laid back. IE masturbation, waterplay,sexy pics, clothiing, etc. you know?

So Friends keep me in your prayers and know that Im crazy about you all and Ill be trying to get back online and have some sexy fun, at least for the mature audience you do know that stones don't stop a person from being sexy, it just delays the jiggle when you wiggle, lol! Hope to be back online live soon, coming to you from a new location! at my beautiful home in The Big and Beautiful NEW YORK!!!  Muaw! I love you all, stay sexy and perverted always Muaw! SaXXX Ur Favorite Gal Pal!

Wow! What a beautiful New Year!
10:24PM on January 20, 2010

Well my Rude Pep!

                           It's a new year and I am more than ready! So to all my fans and freinds I am glad to know u are r around for me.I have tried 2 b a main stay 2 all. But sometimes I find u have 2 weed fakes out. LOL!!! But let that not slow my love down, so here we go. I arrived in Vegas around 10:20 am, the ride was smooth not the longest ride I've had on a plane but long enough with snotty nose kids yelling all over. But I felt no pain, why, hey a pain killer and a mini of Vodka always does the trick 4 me. I slepted all the way. LOL! now Im on the shuttle headed toward the car rental, got the car no problem, but dam I had to pay like 285. in insuranceon top of what I thought was a great deal of 106.oo for the week. dam! LOL! oh well I went ahead got the car and called my babe Danny to see where he was at in his journey. Even though I started out to Vegas before all my crew, he had landed right behind me. So I got the car and went back to passenger pick up to pick up Mr. Fine ass Danny Blaq!  But I chould not find him, that was because he had freakin like 9 big bags that needed to be claimed, so I just kepted going around in a circle until I spotted him. There he was .........


To B Continued........ 

2010 AVN Awards Winners
9:22PM on January 13, 2010


And the winners are.2010 AVN Award Winners

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The 2010 AVN Award winners were announced on Saturday night during the 27th annual ceremony at the Pearl Concert Theater inside the Palms Resort Casino.

Here is a list of the winners in the order they were announced:

Best High End All-Sex Release

Deviance, skinworXXX/Adam & Eve

Best Oral Sex Scene


Sasha Grey, Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Group Sex Scene

2040, Wicked Pictures; Jessica Drake, Kirsten Price, Alektra Blue, Mikayla Mendez, Kaylani Lei, Tory Lane, Jayden Jaymes, Kayla Carrera, Randy Spears, Brad Armstrong, Rocco Reed, Marcus London, Mick Blue & T.J. Cummings

Best All-Girl Release

Evil Pink 4, Belladonna/Evil Angel


Best Actor

Eric Swiss, Not Married With Children XXX, X-Play/LFP

Best Gonzo Release

Tori Black Is Pretty Filthy, Elegant Angel Productions

Best Anal Sex Scene


Anal Cavity Search 6, Erik Everhard/Jules Jordan; Sasha Grey & Erik Everhard

Best Comedy

Flight Attendants, X-Play/Adam & Eve


Male Performer of the Year

Manuel Ferrara

Best Ethnic-Themed Series Black

Black Ass Master, Alexander DeVoe/Jules Jordan


Web Starlet of the Year


Sunny Leone


Best Couples Sex Scene

30 Rock: A XXX Parody, New Sensations; Amy Ried & Ralph Long

Best New Starlet

Kagney Linn Karter

Crossover Star of the Year

Sasha Grey

Best Selling & Renting Title of the Year


Pirates II: Stagnettis Revenge, Digital Playground

Best All-Girl Couples Sex Scene

Field of Schemes 5, Girlfriends Films; Tori Black & Lexi Belle

Best Director Feature

David Aaron Clark, Pure, David Aaron Clark/Evil Angel

Best Actress

Kimberly Kane, The Sex Files: A Dark XXX Parody, Revolution X/Digital Sin

Best Parody

(A Tie):


The Sex Files: A Dark XXX Parody, Revolution X/Digital Sin

Not the Cosbys XXX, X-Play/Hustler

Female Performer of the Year

Tori Black

Best Video Feature

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best Supporting Actor

Tom Byron, Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Supporting Actress

Penny Flame, Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Non-Sex Performance


Thomas Ward, Not the Cosbys XXX, X-Play/LFP

Best Tease Performance

Tori Black, Tori Black Is Pretty Filthy, Elegant Angel Productions

Female Foreign Performer of the Year

Aletta Ocean

Male Foreign Performer of the Year

Toni Ribas

Best Male Newcomer

Dane Cross

Best New Web Starlet

Lexi Belle &nbs p;

MILF/Cougar Performer of the Year

Julia Ann
Best All-Girl Three-Way Sex Scene

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures; Bree Olson, Tori Black & Poppy Morgan

Best All-Girl Group Sex Scene

Deviance, skinworXXX/Adam & Eve; Eva Angelina, Teagan Presley, Sunny Leone & Alexis Texas

Best Threeway Sex Scene


Tori Black Is Pretty Filthy, Elegant Angel Productions; Tori Black, Rebeca Linares & Mark Ashley

Best POV Sex Scene


Pound the Round POV, Digital Sin; Kagney Linn Karter

Best Sex Scene in a Foreign-Shot Production

Dollz House, Harmony Films; Aletta Ocean, Olivier Sanchez & George Uhl

Best Solo Sex Scene

Teagan Presley, Not the Bradys XXX: Marcia, Marcia, Marcia!, X-Play/LFP

Best Double Penetration Sex Scene

Bobbi Starr & Dana DeArmonds Insatiable Voyage, Mike John/Jules Jordan; Bobbi Starr, Mr. Marcus & Sean Michaels

Most Outrageous Sex Scene

Belladonna: No Warning 4, Belladonna/Evil Angel; Bobbi Starr & Bobbi Starr, Go Fuck Yourself

Best Interactive DVD


Interactive Sex With Tori Black, Zero Tolerance Entertainment

Best Screenplay

Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group; Raven Touchstone

Best Art Direction

2040, Wicked Pictures

Best Videography/Cinematography


The 8th Day, Adam & Eve; Monmarquis, David Lord & Ren Savant

Best Editing

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures; Ren Savant

Best Special Effects

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best Music Soundtrack

Live in My Secrets, Vivid Alt

Best Original Song


The Crack Pack, Adam & Eve, Brees Bossa, Joe Gallant

Best Makeup

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures; Christi Belden, Lisa Berczel, Leonard Berczel, Nicki Hunter & Julia Ann

Best New Line

Reality Junkies; Mile High Media

Best New Series

Glamour Girls, Elegant Angel Productions

Best DVD Extras

The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best DVD Menus

2040, Wicked Pictures

Best Packaging


Operation: Tropical Stormy, Wicked Pictures


Best Packaging Innovation


The 8th Day, Adam & Eve Pictures

Best Overall Marketing Campaign Individual Project


Throat: A Cautionary Tale, Vivid Entertainment Group

Best Overall Marketing Campaign Company Image

(A Tie)-

Vivid Entertainment Group

Digital Playground


Best On-Line Marketing Campaign Company Image

Sitcums.com, X-Play
Best On-Line Marketing Campaign Individual Project

The 8th Day, www.the8thdayxxx.com, Adam & Eve Pictures
Best Adult Website

BangBros.com, Bang Productions

Best Retail Website

AdultDVDEmpire.com

Best New Video Production Company

Bluebird Films

Clever Title of the Year

Whos Nailin Paylin?, Hustler Video

Director of the Year (Body of Work)

Will Ryder

Best Director Ethnic Video

Jules Jordan, Lex the Impaler 4, Jules Jordan Video

Best Director Foreign Feature

(A Tie)

Paul Chaplin, Black Beauty: Escape to Eden, Bluebird

Moire Candy, Ritual, Marc Dorcel/Wicked

Best Director Foreign Non-Feature

Raul Cristian, Ass Traffic 6, Cruel Media/Evil Angel

Best Director Non-Feature

William H., Evalutionary, Elegant Angel Productions

Best Gonzo Series

Jerkoff Material, Mike John/Jules Jordan

Best Vignette Release


Nurses, Digital Playground

Best Vignette Series


Penthouse Variations, Penthouse/Pulse
Best All-Sex Release

Evalutionary, Elegant Angel Productions

Best All-Sex Series


Addicted, New Sensations


Best Classic Release

Debbie Does Dallas 30th Anniversary Edition, VCX

Best Educational Release


Tristan Taorminos Expert Guide to Threesomes, Vivid Ed

Best Foreign Feature

Billionaire 1&2, Private/Pure Play

Best Foreign All-Sex Release

Bobbi Violates Europe, Clark Euro/Evil Angel


Best Foreign All-Sex Series

Rocco: Puppet Master, Rocco Siffredi/Evil Angel

Best Anal-Themed Release

Ass Worship 11, Jules Jordan Video


Best Anal-Themed Series

Evil Anal, Manuel Ferrara/Evil Angel

Best All-Girl Series


Women Seeking Women, Girlfriends Films

Best Ethnic-Themed Release Asian

Asian Fucking Nation 3, Jonni Darkko/Evil Angel

Best Ethnic-Themed Series Asian

Cockasian, HandHeld/Digital Playground

Best Ethnic-Themed Release Black

Phatty Girls 9, Justin Slayer International

Best Ethnic-Themed Release Latin

Young Tight Latinas 17, Red Light District


Best Et

New Blog coming soon! SaXXX AVN Fun!
11:44AM on January 11, 2010

I am Beat! Wow the AVN Award, Networking, shooting content while there, parting, on and on so many things happen I want 2 tell u my fans and freinds. And I will just as soon as I get some much need rest. I want 2 thax all of u for following along with as I hung out with Don-N-Lisa and Ms. Wet N Hot and of course my Baby Danny Blaq!

Wow I have been a very Busy Lady lately, lol!
1:57PM on November 30, 2009

Just alittle quicky blog,

        As u all know Im always so dam busy, so I now have just a little time 2 get some great footage out for all of u. Im so sorry I haven't been blogging I just been on the go, I now have time and will be posting all over the place to get everyone caught up so remember 2 check in on me okay. I no you all will love what i have to show u!


 Ur gal Pal SaXXX!

Hey Guys I'm feeling better, Let's see
6:43PM on September 23, 2009

All though I'm feeling better, I have to get busy again and so, where do I start. Hhhhhmmmmmm????
 
Well if you have any Ideals plz feel free to let me know and I'll see if I can make it happen??

Somethings for my Real Freinds
12:58PM on July 16, 2009

To all my Fans and true freinds this may come as sad news and then some of you maybe very happy, but I will no longer be pursing a career in professional porn. I have also terminated my contract with BSP, and won't be accepting anymore contracts, vid shots, or photo opps. I am sorry but sometimes things just don't work, and life has it's own way of causing you to adjust, lol. Thanks to all always SaXXX



NO I Don't have AIDs people, I'm sick of the fowl hustling that goes on and you have to deal with, so I made the discion to leave that is all. Yeah people are pissed and are calling me selfish, but hey. It's just not ment for me. You will still see me around my own crazy stuff. I'm still at Rude, but as far as working in the industry, I'm going amateur and more or less private. Props to pro's I can't hang! LOL!!



No offense to anyone or companies, just what i have expreinced and no I don't need the right people and all that  I hear from others trying to get at me. I understand that I may be to sensitive to the hustle, to old, to crazy, to fat, to much of a partier, okay okay a Drunk! LOL! all good reason for me to leave and no one to come after me again. But thax to all of you great guys out there.Sorry 4 letting U Down, peps...

I've been told I'm a nobody, and so.....
10:55AM on July 16, 2009

To all my Fans and true freinds this may come as sad news and then some of you maybe very happy, but I will no longer be pursing a career in professional porn. I have also terminated my contract with BSP, and won't be accepting anymore contracts, vid shots, or photo opps. I am sorry but sometimes things just don't work, and life has it's own way of causing you to adjust, lol. Thanks to all always SaXXX !


But I will never give up my RUDE!!!! YYYYEEEEAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

So what If some think I'm to old, To tired, To Fat, To Crazy, Got issues, Stupid, Selfish, party to much........ and ??? What else, HUMMMM What ever people can come up with...   I'M GUILTY Damit!!!

I LOVE RUDE !!!!! and Non of what they say can take that away from me!

WWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! YYYYYYEEEEEAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm Free to be me, Crazy as I want to be!!!! WWWWOOOOO HHHHHUUUUUUU !!!!
 YIPPIE! YIPPIE!!! YIPPIE!!!!, HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!


PS Please don't take my RUDE AWAY!!!!!!!

MUAW!!!!! LUV YA ALL   LOL!!!