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1:32AM on August 31, 2010

The story behind the scenes, with Ky& Kn. How They Fucked me (SaXXX) Over Unfairly, plus Kn trying to dis me.
First let me make this clear I had a great liking for Ms. K, felt she was really cool and was flattered that this young

women would want to work with me. My old ass, I never once felt she would say nor do the things that has been done to

me, neither do I still think she would have if it had not been for Kn. I don't dislike her,nor did I dis like Kn, But I had also

been warned, by a few people, not just My DC people I had been working with, but others. But for me I like to give people

at least a chance. I mean after all that's what others do for me, give me a chance. We all need them from time to time.

Plus I like Ms. K talent, lol!
I was contacted by Miss Kn, believing it to be Ms. Ky K. Which I later found out that Kn is the one that basically does all

the talking, calling booking, searching for gigs, etc. Ky just performs. Not that she isn't capable of doing these things

herself as she has told me a many times, but she likes to chill. Kn her partner is really into all the hustling of it all, and

now I know yeah HUSTLING and not the good Hustle. I really wanted to believe that they really didn't mean to just

forget that we shot footage together one for her and one for me, in which I get my copy of doing her and she gets a copy

of her doing me, you all know what I mean. I waited for months, I even allowed Kn to come over and stay once again

at my apartment, which I had done once before when we all first met. They came over and stayed for like a day or two

the first time. I was so excited, My guy and I cleaned like we had family coming over form out of town. I even went shopping

for a few things and cooked just to make them feel welcome. I think this is what you do right, when you are tring to

impress and make lasting business deals and  maybe even friends. Yeah you could met out at a dinner, but Im like this

down home type lady, and me inviting you to my house is showing that I real.
 We'll now all during the first time and this time, they had shots and interviews for Ky in NYC and Had invited me, in

which at first I knew I had no funds to be going to New York, But I'm from New York so I had a place there and my guy

could front me really, but I was like naw maybe next time. Then Kn insisted and said she and Kelly would handle it,

that they had my back, Kn telling My Guy at that time Robbie this, She was like SaXXX I'll ask Robert for you. He was

like he didn't want me to go, plus she ain't got no money to be going on a road trip, but finally I gave and went. Letting

them no if we needed to I got a place we can stay, but Kn say's we got this, Cause Kz had this income tax check

and bla bla bla. So I was like I'll help drive, that made Ky happy, cause she is always driving.

Anyway people, New York was great, we get there and check in, and not getting into all the little petty stuff here, that

Kn did, and how she would piss Ky off. I enjoyed anyway. I sat back and watch as what's Sub Zero's pep stop

through to interview Ky, and surprised the shit out of Kn only because she believe's she knows everything, and all at

23. Sob was like looking at me saying, "wow you look like someone I know" to me. I just giggled and Kn say's oh yeah

that's SaXXX, she's a squirter too. Then Sub goes OOOhHH Shit SaXXX you a Legend, you the girl from Black Tails

Magazine, Yo, don't leave. Cause the room was so small I didn't want to be in the way, so I was just going to go down the

street and see if I could get a drink. But I told them thanks, but this is about Ms. Kz, we can possibly hook up on my

time. I mean isn't that how it should be done? I not going to go somewhere with some one and just take over there shit,

it's just not proper. any how they film for a while and I chilled down the street. Should have went to my place in Jersey.

Well the next day same type thing happen, Ky shooting with Ms. Jessi Love Star and another interview, and Im there

tagging along, before all this Kn and Ky had told me feel free to get mine in too, But really I just was there to kinda

see how all this was going down, met some new people network you know. Not really jump in on her thing, but as time went

by Kn was telling me it's all good me, that is after the second interviewer, recognized me too, lol! So then you know when people

recognize an person like me and I been around, you can't deny a LEGEND can you? Lol!  So I got in on some of the shoot, I

can't remember the guys but they new me and wanted me in on her shot, I spoke a little to the camera and then help Kelly

in Squirting, and Squirt she did, all over the Camera, it was so fucking funny, the guy was like oh shit, she almost took out

the cam, Lol! aaawww good times, I wish we all could just stay having them. But Not possible huh? So then we shoot with

Jessi LoveStar also it was fun. So I got a little in too.

Now the night then morn and money low for them so I suggest as I did before us getting there let's stay at my sis house

in Jersey, But I guess they didn't figure on having to park the car at garages that charge a arm and a leg. And or they

just did not believe me when I told them I have a home with my sis, I have the keys and we can just go and stay there, my

sis won't mind. So any how off we head to my sis and I home. We get there and there like mouth open, this yours and I

say I told you, It's more my sis, but we had this place for some time, I put my key in the door and they walk in, Ky

telling Kn "Don't you touch shit!" Lol! Cause well if you guys seen one of my shows I did form the house you would

know we have a  Grand Piano, and the house is just 4 levels of beautiful stuff tat we have collected and deck the house

out with. My sis and I worked hard back in the days when they had all the hottest clubs, like lime light, webster hall, tunnel

and shit was outrages and fun. We made our money and invested and also she bought this beautiful house. So we would all

have a home to come to if we ever found our selve in need.

 Kn asked if she could hump my sis leg? I was like huh? why? cause my sis got it all going on? Lol! We stayed my sis

even called and ask if she needed to send the maid there to cook for us and they where like dam! I said I told you guys, I

had a life, and that you really don't know who I truly am, cause if you did, Kn would not have been going on and on

about how to run things, how to be a bitch when it comes to getting things, done, oh and yeah telling my sis that I, Get this

I (SaXXX) hangs out with these nasty ass group of people, that take advantage of here, to which my sis asked, "so what is

she doing with you two and what are your attention toward her? "Cause she ( SaXXX) has a very good heart and I known

her her whole life and people do try to use her, cause she is a good person, but she's not weak at all. She just has very kind

heart, a little too kind". I went into the other room once i heard that acting as if I didn't though, lol! So we leave the

next day headed back to DC, I forgot that during this time Kn was telling me all along not to trust this person and that

person,( meaning the peolpe I had been working with in DC) and that just because Im older, don't mean nothing, and bla, bla, bla,. So much so that as Ky driving she's

feeling the need to light up, So I say pull over we change set and I put the petal to the mother fucking petal to the metal, 90 all the

way back! Dam!

Well I tell you guys all this so you can get a general sense of how things where. Oh Yeah while They had stay over to my

place Kn and Ky told me a lot about themselves, stuff so personal about the cutie Ky, I just won't share, cause

Im not like that I just wouldn't tell people about it, because even though Im upset that she would texted me dissing me

about shit she assumed, it's not in my personality to try and hurt someone by telling there really heart torn tragedies, that

will be mine and her secret to my grave, cause she and I both had terrible things happen to us that should not be so.

That's just me, I can't speak for Ky or Kn. But Kn is due this from me, just because she was never truthful, and she cam at me like she can me all wrong, Not lady like at all. She

is a manipulating, thieving, trouble making, little fat, smelly, unchuffed, unwashed Bitch. Yeap thats how pissed I will always be with

her, cause Of how she came off trying to handle me.

She told me and showed me stuff that maded me even warn her if she ever did that shit with me, well you know. People

she told me how when she stayed, with this one guy, how because he didn't give her something she wanted, she waited for

him to go to the bathroom and went into his phone took the sims card out and download the imfo from then replaced it

without him knowing it, she showed me how to follow, the girls on Back Page, how to use some others name and pic for

escorting service. She was even posting for me, but I just asked how it all worked, where was the good spots. Because i

was going to be leaving my guy and I might just have to care for self. You know, but the things she did and how she said

she can even plant a virus on someone computer that will save and send her there imfo. I was like Dam and before I

could get it out of my mouth, she says, I know I'm a trifiling mean bitch, but I only do this to people that do shit to me. I

was like in my head of course. Oh Boy! This chick here is scary, How did her and Ky get together and why. But they told

me that story to so I know why. I mean if it was the truth I was told.

 Ok so fast forward to month later haven't heard back from them since trip but maybe once, twice, finally I get a call

it's Kitten asking if she can crash at my place, im thinking it's Ky and I say of course, not really thinking to ask about

my footage, because in my head I would think she would bring it with her. At the time of the call, I'm standing in front

of DB, so as I hang up DB looks at me and ask did you get your footage and I say oh yeah, I call her back. it's Kn and

she knows Im not to happy with her, so I ask are you bringing my footage, and she replies, oh me and Ky broke up, and

how Ky's not doing anymore porn and all this and so she packed all her things and took it all to her family place she

don't have it. So I asked I thought you where asking to crash at my house because of Ky, she's like no, so im like why

you wanna stay at my place if Ky not going to be with you why you need to stay with me, she replies cause she has some

girls working in DC and she needs to deal with something. So Im scratching my head like ? Then I call Ky and Im like

what is going on, she's like no we not together anymore, come to find out Kn is sitting next to Ky, even though the

have told me they broke up, and I guess Kn just feels as she has told me she can get Bitches to to anything for her. So

I know this is going to sound stupid on my part, I told them okay anyway. Hanging up the phone DB looks at me like WTF!

Yeah I know people, But I had a reason for allowing this and that was if they really showed up, I could have a sit down

and try to understand there method of madness.

I get to my house they come in and I sit at my desk and let Kn Know Im not crazy about you and the only reason I let

you stay is because of Ky. I go to take a bath and I call Ky into the bathroom and I tell her what I did not like and

how she should consider what type of a girl she has, and how it is damaging here career in this biz if she continues letting

Kn talk for her and in the way she comes off to people, I told her that people in the industry had called me and told me

about how they did not like Kn, and they way she conducted biz, ( I won't name names of these people cause they did

nothing wrong, but try to warn me) she says she knows and that she be trying to tell Kn that, But she does what she

wants to do anyway. So I tell Ky I got luv for her but I can't stand Kn and the bitchy way she handles things, and

Im disappointed in them both. Kn promise me she will get me my footage and I wish them good luck on there journey

into what ever. So people I never see them again, until one day I get a call about some work and about this chick that

would host for me, from Kn telling me she transffered the accounts she did for me to her because she to busy. That

shortly feel apart too, cause for some reason (my Fault really) but these chicks are like 22-23 and telling me how I need

to get my nails done , how I don't know how to place ads, and just because im older Kn says to me by phone it don't

mean shit just crazy, but in one day one day I brought in 2 grand. I think my old ass is doing well. I got the jist of it all.

So I go it all alone after two days.

More time goes by and I get these texted back to back, "All Beats are off" "Old Bitch you must be doing crack, we put

your ass on to money when none of those nasty ass people you dealing with would". "SaX I really liked you man, but you

going around saying shit about me, I never did anything to you man"   I'm like WTF? who is this? I look at this number and

Im shocked cause it's actually Ky texting me this. Now dig this I haven't heard from neither one of them, so I dropped

trying to get my footage from them, all the while being picked on from others for trusting them in the first place. Still

more text coming in at this time I could tell it wasn't Ky that it was probably Kn riding her fat ass along side

texting, "you crazy bitch that's why your man is cheating on you and on and on. So I call them up with WTF? Kys trying

to tell me how she just got finish hearing from Kn how someone that's been my friend for a very long time and has

never done me wrong, just got finished telling her how I told him about, they was homeless, and had STD's  and some hear

say shit. So Im like why would I call up some one in LA and tell them anything, you guys probably got this wrong, I know

this guy well and I know he did say SaX said shit! So I tell them I m going to call him and ask and then I hear Kn in the

background "it was that bitch she know she said that shit"! I just hung up and called out to LA, Come to find out they had

not showed up for this persons shoot after he spent his money to fly to DC to shoot with Ky and He told me that he

RIPPED Her a new asshole, telling her that he had heard from SEVERAL SOURCES all type of stuff, but he said He

never  ever put my name in it at all. So Im like cause I haven't talk with you dude in years, so he's like Kn just mad and

needs someone to blame for her fucking up. So him  I talk about other things like when i'm going to get some of that agian

sense he was the first anal scene I even did. It was with him and we made plans.

Now while him and I are talking guess who calls him? Ms Kn, LMFOA! He tells me what she is saying and she trying to

apologize, he said Finally after like 4 month he didn't hear shit from them. LOL! Well I get of the phone with him and he

forwards me her text to him and then I call her ass back and tell her straight up enough is enough cause if I had anything

to say about you I would have said it in your face when you asked to stay at my house, you probably are feeling  bad and

thinking you can push your pain off on me, but it wasn't me and everybody and they momma knows what type shit you

been doing and going through,  your right Im to old for shit like this, as you said all bets are off I don't need to be dealing

with people like you, and it's fine with me, cause I don't want friends such as you.

People this whole thing was fucked up from day one, me even meeting Kn, I never had said anything to anyone, but as i

told her, people around me heard  and seen the things you said to me, cause they was there when you called me, and

maybe things got twisted, from hear say. But How dare you text some one with such bullshit, after all that person has

done and put up from you, You only 23 and Im 43 with years of bonded freindships, and experiences that has made me a

kind human being and you come at me with this silly shit, and yet you still haven't done right by me, after you ask me to

film with you guys! Don't ever cross my apath again and I hung up the phone. The END!

PS. Did you like? This is all a true story, a day in life of SaXXXJUST4U! Now You all see why I made stop hating video

part1 and 2! There are other great true tells I must tell people about how some of these so called friends have treated me, that I will

be blogging and telling you about.  Just so all know I'm not crazy or a bad person, but this is why I am on things the way

I am now, why people feel they need to treat me like these two did I have no clue. I never talk shit or try to say bad

things about anyone, Im always helping people out, and so on. But all this shit I been through just trying to do content

exchange and maybe make a few friends along the way has cause me to retreat. I refuse to deal with it, and or try to sort

thru who's my friend and who's not. Who will do good business and who will fuck me over. I will do my shit alone and have

fun, it may be hard for me cause I don't know all the tech shit I should but damit man! I can't be dealing with shit like

this, plus be a mom, Grandma, girlfriend, biz partner, and run my biz. Then have to chase someone down for what's mine.

Just like some one else that really wants me back, just called me the other day. Trying to find away to say let's work

together again, but had nerves to send me a nasty ass email, calling me a drunk, that nobody knows who the fuck I am,

one old ass magazine I did, all kinds of stuff. But you forget this same old ass drunk get's the mother fucking job done

and I look good getting it in, plus it's what the people want that makes you money and the people want SAXXX. So again

why are you calling me, and if you wanna even try to butter me up, where's my half of the income that the site has

brought in, huH? that is is why I'm not doing any more for anyone, you keep those 4-5 short videos running  and cheating

people out of there money cause when they join there not told that, SaXXX is no longer filming with them and you will

only see those few clips. Oh yeah and this person also Has footage that I never received, but I see it being sold on the net. Just wait til you see what I have in store for that shit too. SaXXX has stopped taken shit, and being a push over. I still have my good heart, but now I use

my brain and just like I did with drinking, now I say Hell No, to all you fucked up, chip on your shoulder type, suppose to be

business minded professionals, rip offs!, Users!

*** Remember KARMA, deals with a person personality, you people who do shit like this, it's going to come back to you Seven folds.**

So to all my REAL Fans Now You KNOW!  just what the fuck is really up with SaXXX! Why I been so to my self, Why she is the way she is now, I can't let people get away with this type shit anymore.
So Please don't do it!

Whwew!!! Enjoy all the clips, I got much more to come........................