35 wit a L, The L!F3 ! ChoSe
5:37PM on October 07, 2008
in the 7th grade i sold garden snakes that i would find in parks & cemetery's that i would venture into, but the kids i sold 2 would have the snakes 4 to long. "slow money sucks ! " so with a lil insulin & a needle i found out how 2 work this thing called life manipulation. the snakes would die within 24hrs. The clients would B back the next day 2 pick a new joint. in my bookbag i had 2 have @least 50 sum odd snakes @ anygivin time. i guess i new since i was a child i would B a HUSTLER. Now were i was brought up " The Block ! " was were the P!MPS Hoes & DRUGLORDS would kick it. My family try'D 2 do all they could 2 keep me away from them, but walkin 2 & from skoOl you would see more than 3NUFF things 2 make U love the life. Yeah my mom try'D give me the world & i had a lot of ppl on my side. So i stayed out of the GAME and bullshit 4 a minute. Then came this place called HIGH SKoOL. All of my Freshman year i was dressed fresh 2 deff .... The only thing was my mom brought my clothes, that means i could not wear things of my own or on my own " lol yepper i had a mom that dressed me till my 10th year of skoOl, almost a lil longer. " Not even thinking of how i can get more bread. " MON3Y! " You no 1 of them days were all is great & it seems NUFF'N can go wrong. how did i know it would be the day my grown up life would start. so that day on my way home from skool i saw my cuzzin " R . I . P " & He was driving a stole'N car. He pulled up on the side of me & asked if i new how 2 drive. " Now what teenage boy in there right mind would pass up a chance 2 drive? " HELL YEAH ! " Now i know He had his own G-ride, " his own car " but sum dumb shit happened and he had 2 get 2 his house. This was the reson he was driving a stole'N car. anywho, >>>>>>>> FUCK it let's go! nuffin 2 do @ home but homework <<<<<<<< lol and my grades were all the way on point & up 2 par. After getting the car we went back 2 his crib. So as we get out hes telling me 2 grab all these bags, and he carried 2 big & pretty gunz.. When we get up stairs he locks us in a room and tells me 2 check out the things hes bout 2 get paid from. Now everything he pulled out of the bags i new of but not that well. There were 2 rectangle shaped white boxes " YAYO ", little bottles of what i seen my mom wear perfume from, straws, a deck of playing cards, a glass chemistry set, a bottle of amonia,a box of bake'N soda and a nigga wit real amounts of weight " a must have sumthing like his or her best friend " a SCALE ect. So while he was setting all of this up i watched, he told me 2 touch nuff'N. Not my first introduction 2 DRUGZ, but the amount, the nature, the smell and the putting 2gether of it was. Making a Long story short that was the day i learned 2 whip that work and stretch it, you know make a dollar out of a dime lol in this case dimes lol ... So he went on 2 tell me the things i need'D 2 know of the TRAPSTAR. Like the ppl you will run into, the ups, the downs, the trial'z & trib'z of the FAST LIFE. NO 1 in my family new he was gettin dat bread from The HUSTLE GAME, So best belive i listen'D 2 ever word. They all thought he worked. Now by this time he said i had 2 go home, but HELL NO !!! i told him; Cross dat i was in this 1 for the whole ride ya dig. He called my mom and asked if i could stay the night. NO PROB he does no wrong. Thats when he told me what the house that we were in was truly 4 & sum real fuck'D down thingz happenz there. Then aske'D if i was still down 4 this way of life. i was 2 cool 2 answer. So let'z get it. Then makes anotha call 2 whom i would B meeting in a matter of minutes. a knock @ the door then i see him pick up both of the gunz, 1 witch he told me 2 hold then, he told me 2 go stand in the closet were i was 2 have the door slightly cracked, & watch the goings on of the room, and only come out when he tells me 2 and if anything went wrong close your eyes hold the joint up and squeez the trigger till i got out of there. So i stood in there. b4 he open'D the door i heard the most beautiful sound in the world, The cocking of a pistol's hammer!!! Then he opened the door reache'D out & pulled in a very & prolly the most beautiful creature i have ever seen @ that time in my young life. Once that was done he looked around out the door then slammed it shut. " all locks back on the door " She follows him over 2 the couch where he chills, sleeps, & watces tv. " i guess, cause i neva been there b4." @ this adolecent firm & young age i thought i was gonna watch sum adults have sex ! " Yippy," but nope that day would come later on down the line witch i soon came 2 realize. Now this unbelivably beautiful female that is sitting there with my cuzzin speaks very softly 2 him, with a few words pass back and fourth, then she hands him what looked 2 me 2 B a wadd-O cash. Few more words then my cuzzin gets up walks out of the room 4 a sec. As he returns & walks past the closet he gives me a wink and sumthing like a smerk. Back down next 2 her is were he sat. Then the girl reaches into her shirt " Horny lil nigga i thought i was bout 2 see a titty or 2 " NOPE !!! This chick pulles out a pipe .!? Let me just say if you were 2 see this very nicely & well put 2gether woman walking down the street you would never guess she got on, unless she told you. Then the unthinkable happened this woman stuck this pipe 2 her lips and lit up. my eyes were wide open for this. Thats when my cuz got up and walked pass the closet again this time the look on his face was the look of disapointment, not 4 her but how her life was gonna B. i mean this girl was gettin high. She was schmokin-N pullin on that pipe like it was a gallon of edy'z ice cream fresh out the freezer and she was drink it through the straws they give you @ the clubz. So he let her sit there, right there in front of me she got on ! She all makin funny movements and funny noises, in that lil bit of time i watched here smoke her life away. My cuz comes back in the room now back on the phone telling whoever he was speaking 2 SHOP was OPEN & he was ready. 5 minutes or less Thats when you heard more knocks @ the door. Then in walks my cuzzins friend " best friend so i thought " now mind you he told know 1 of me being in the closet, When dude walks in my cuzzin gives the rachet too him.Then tells him 2 not 2 let any1 who comes in 2 leave his eyesight nor enter these 2 rooms. Now it's on! Just as soon as dude gets comfee more knocks. All types of ppl were comming in and giving my cuzzin money, ppl that you would see your mom speaking 2 on a everyday type-O thing, clean ppl, dirty ppl, young ppl, old ppl, sexy ppl, ugly ppl, white, brown,yellow, & black ppl. lol even green ppl. Sum ppl entering & not leaving 4 a couple of hrs. in & out ppl just all kinds of FUCK'N ppl !!! lol i even saw my aunts, 1 of the ladies that baby sat me b4 & even my father, but never saw him smoke & NO my MOM didn't get down. Wow i had no idea this many ppl needed 2 escape everyday life. i watched everything that caught my young eye's. i even saw my cuzzin'z homey collect sum gwap but what he had was different from the bottles my Buzzin had, he had things that were held 2 gether by rubber bands. " DOPE ." i also noticed that when my cuz'O would come next 2 his he would shake his head. "That's a nother story." anywho much time has past i have seen ppl kissing, rubbing, dancing & chillin. i was getting hungry so i waited 4 my cuzzin 2 walk back past & told him. He told me 2 give him a little bit and he was gonna close shop, NO PROB !. well 2 make a even longer story short, he put every1 out enen his dude, but left the chick past out right thurr. Then came & got me. He asked if i was alright and about the things i saw & heard, all the while im talking i look over onto the bed in the room that no 1 could go in, and it's more mu-la then i have ever seen in real life. 1's -100 dollar billz . While in there hes grabbing up sum-O the money by the hand fullz an putting it in a bag, Then turn'D 2 me wit his hand out & said good looking out. He hit me with a big stack & told me this was 4 my pocket & 2 take a lil female out the way i was suposed 2, & that money was just 4 me looking out. Oh Hell-to-the YEAH !!! From that moment on i new i was gonna get dat fetty just like dat....... WOW, its a whole lot more 2 this story, but i feel that my trip down memory lane must come 2 an end 4 now. AND i got other things 2 DO. Just know the life i lead after this was VERY WILD more like the things you see on Tv or @ the movies, more than likely i will put sum of them storys up 2, cause i did sum real shit & nothing i will lie about, But i wanna share this with sum1. Things from jail 2 trial, stole'N cars, Stick ups, shoot outs, runnin triz, drinking, fighting, & MUCH MORE ! NOW i hope i didnt bore whoever reads this i realy just wanted 2 tell sum of the crazy things that have went through & things i have seen in this world so you will better overstand the person you know as J-S!N Z@mm!r.
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