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The Beast
3:31PM on November 08, 2009

Do you have enough in you?
To fulfill my needs...
To indulge the freak...
Yet quiet the beast...
The growl in my chest
Created by the need to taste your flesh...
Can you match all of my wild instincts?
Giving me all that I need during our Primal intimacy...
Can you tame the wild in me?
And tap the potential that you were only mean to see...
Could you meet me in the place in the dark?
In the middle of the jungle of my life...
In the midst of my heart...
Would you tell me to stop if I was getting rough?
Pounding you into submission until I got enough...
Would I be so rude if I licked my hands after I was done eating?
After cleaning up between your thighs...every single drop u was leaking
Would it turn you on if u was riding me and I let out a low moan?
Me...inside of u...creating my home
A place that is all mine
Would you mind if I pulled your hair as I fuck you from behind?....
Do you have what its takes once the Animal has been unleashed?....
Tell me baby....
Can u conquer The Beast???

A fine line
12:23AM on March 09, 2009

Temptation everywhere
I try not to give in
They say He is powerful
I tell them well so is Sin
I walk a thin line
One step at a time
Trying not to fall off
Living my life right
Or maybe semi...
At least still trying
People walk around living
Others walk around like the living dying
I try to find the answers
But I don't even have the right question
When I mess up...
That's just a new lesson
A new test...
So everyday I challenge myself
Trying to improve on my best
I wonder...
Was the person who asked me for money on the side of the road
Sent as a test?
Do I help them, or do I help myself?
Cause I can barely pay my bills
But he needs money to provided his family with a hot meal
It is a shame...
You can even trust your own blood
Everytime they call you, you wonder
What the hell do they want?
Change
I keep hearing that it is gonna come
Ok...Well imma keep working, and you keep waiting
And you can tell me when it's done
I try to be the voice of reason
But it's kinda hard when people don't have anything to believe in
Then there's the choice
Which one of the kids do you feed today?
Because the light bill due, and you haven't  got paid
Then there's the paper
The paper you need to make
And the one tacked up on your door ever so straight
Man...we walk a thin line
But I'm hoping at the end everything will end up fine


Tell me what u think...I might write a part 2 to this one later, because I left a lot on the table...RDicks90

Dream
11:57PM on March 08, 2009

Sitting at my computer after my shower
I'm deciding to write
Unwinding after a long day of work
Getting settled into my night
I got a little rest, so I'm feeling rather fresh
A good mind exercise always relieves the stress
A thought comes to mind...
Have you seen her?
When I closed my eyes she was the woman that I dreamed of
I remember...she had a soft touch
She never seemed flustered, and was never in a rush
Her eyes...her eyes
The prettiest set I've ever seen
And everytime she walks it's like something out of a movie scence
Slow motion for me...
I love the way she walks
The way her hair flows down her back...
And the sweet things she says when she talks
A beautiful mind...
Overshadowed because she is so fine
She can turn me on with her just with her conversation
I want to keep her, so that is motivation...
To treat her like a Queen, give her everything...
Before my time runs out and I wake up from my
Dream

Eyes
1:34PM on March 07, 2009

"The windows to the soul"...

Inside a reflection of my eyes
You lie
The only place where I can truly capture and hold
A perfect picture of you
A fondness of you eched in a memory
Deep inside of the brown...
You drown
Away all the past fears
Traces of tears...
Your eyes said it all
In flawless silence you looked at me...so beautifully
And through those eyes I knew
Everything would be fine
Inside of your eyes



A lot of people say that your eyes are windows to your soul. I believe that there is some truth to it. What is your take on this subject? What can you see when you look inside someone's eyes? RDicks90

A look inside
7:11PM on February 23, 2009

This is just a peek inside of some of my feelings about myself...It is sort of like I'm freestyling, so just roll with me.

This is my redemption.
From all of the mistakes, screw up, and unmentioneds
My rendition of my life.
My pain, God''s grace, my strife
My days, my ways, no Christ...
Lost everything, so I began a new life
From the ashes I rose, smelling like a rose
I wouldn't be any less of a man, even if you stripped me down to no clothes
The bare truth
Au natural
In the flesh...
So fresh, but I'm not smelling myself cause I'm so blessed
No stress...No net
God caught me, so no death
All wrongs made right
No colors
No black, no white
I'm colorblind
The only colors I see are the ones in my mind
So artistic
Sometimes I feel like somewhat of a misfit
Like I don't belong
But I know that if I keep singing, someone will hear my song
My words
A see things through a 3rd eye
The one in my mind
Giving you just a little look at what is inside

Up here
6:49PM on February 23, 2009

Just a little something I've been working on...

I wonder...
If I'm the moon, could you been my sun?
In orbit we fly
To space upwards we rise
So high, so high
I could almost french kiss the sky
I put my tongue in it...
And what we do up here is strictly our business
As gravity pulls you near, there is no place else I'd rather be than
Here
In my airspace
On a plain somewhere distant...
Away
Escape with me
Your strength and love allow me to breathe...
Up here


 

Period
10:08PM on January 13, 2009

This poem is a little different... This is my apology for some of the things us men do. I just put it in a unique way.I hope you understand it. Enjoy

Like a shadows distance
Close, yet familar
We flow red
Red eyes made from white lies
You cry at times
You wear protection to protect you
From me. Why?
I know I make you cramp up inside
But really? Am I all that bad?
Temporary
It isn't like that all the time
The things I do to you causes you to change moods
Ok. I apologize
All I want is to cleanse you
Sometimes it just doesn't come out the right way
Sometimes it is just a clot of bullshit
I trip sometimes, my ego, ya know?
Others times the things I do might be too painful to bear
But like I said, it is only temporary
Some of the most wonderful things can come from pain
Life lessons, God's gift to you
I know. I know. You probably don't want to hear it
But this time, imma be your period

Untitled
9:53PM on January 13, 2009

Close your eyes and let my words flow through you as they flow through my fingers
Cause these words right here, imma use to conquer ur body tonight
Right here, right now
Can I explore you to get ideas for what I wanna write?
Let me kiss behind your neck to get you in the mood...
Rub your back because my job isn't the only thing getting worked today
Your body, a magnificent canvas to work my art on
Would you allow me the pleasure of kissing down the blade of your shoulder?
To your breasts?
I stop here to get some more paint on my vessel
And the vessel of choice is my tongue
I kiss your nipples in a circular motion, and they rise, harden telling me I can...
Continue? Down.
I descend down to capture your motion inner thoughts
Open up to me
I want to taste everything that you are
And I won't stop until I get it right
Can I take my time and draw an everlasting picture within you?
 

Computer Love
7:15PM on January 11, 2009

  Since I can't be a million places at once... I've decided to make love to you right here from my computer screen. I hope you don't mind...Get really comfortable with your keyboard, and just use your imagination for a minute...I can take it from there...


Sexy, Sassy Seduction sitting chatting with me through the computer screen
I can smell your essence as I stroke the keys
With every period (.) and every comma (,) you make me hot
And I hope to put my exclamation point (!) on your spot
Let me TAB over to Philly and pick up your tab
Or we can ESC down to Florida, and you can check my pad
You can come hit me @ my crib
I can send this 69 to you instantly where you live
I CAN MAKE YOUR CAP LOCK
Or make your panties drop
F1, F2. Whatever kind of fucking you want to do
You can lay down, as I take your Page Down
And when I come back up, u can stroke my Shift until its time to fuck
You have a disk to my Harddrive
So sexy let's ride
I'm in CTRL, so BACKSPACE, and make that ass roll
Sometimes I wish I could just come through the screen
Giving you some of this computer love
U know what I mean?


Damn... U just got me so hot right now. I'm gonna just stroke the keys and see what I come up with...

Damn baby. Slow down
I was on the other side of the screen, but I'm here now
Now that I'm in your presence, what would you like to do?
Do you want me to take control?
Or would you like me to wait on you?
Could I slide your clothes off slowly like it's the last sight I will ever see?
Can I take my time while kissing your neck, as you climb on top of me?
Sexual tension built up from all the nights at the screen watching you
Thoughts in my mind of when we meet, what I'll do
And now you're here, right in the flesh
As quickly as I wanted it to happen before, baby take your time to undress
I want to savour every precious moment
The momentum turns to rhythm when you get up on it
This is no longer a dream
I have to keep reminding myself as I'm make you cream
You moan
My hands and tongue roam
Turning you on...

That was just me freestyling a little on that 2nd part...I could go on forever. Tell me what you think...RDicks90

A Sample from a story I'm writing
8:59PM on January 09, 2009


This is based on a true story...mine. The names have been changed.




...Eventually, through the drama and tears, Paula told me that she indeed loved Sasha. The conflict begins. Paula loves Sasha. Sasha loves me, and has feelings for Paula.The next couple of weeks was filled with drama, mind games, and just plain bullshit. Like any predator, Paula aimed to swoop down and catch some prey. The prey was Sasha. I sat back and watched the developments of their relationship. It was truly a beautiful sight to any curious mind, such as mine, but only one thing was missing. ME...

Rain
8:34PM on January 09, 2009

Rain falls down from the sky
God's pain
A tear fof every man slain, a new angel made
It is raining, pouring
But without the rain the sun would just seem boring
Without my pain, you would only have half of the story
Without the bad times, I couldn't enjoy the glory
A quiet calm comes over me, even in the denses of rain I can see
I can see you and me
On opposite ends of the spectrum
Come throw some of that love in my direction, giving me an erection
Don't worry sexy, I got protection
And after our session, you giving me your blessings
Let's have a heart to heart
Chest to chest
Beat after beat
The beat goes to the rain outside coming down in sheets
And between the sheets, when you and I meet...
Believe me sexy, imma make it rain
Look into my eyes
Am I playing?

A Special Request
12:56AM on January 09, 2009

Anticipation as soon as I hit the door 
Not even an attempted knock before your Secrets hit the floor
I pick you up and you kick the door closed 
A trench coat, so there is no need to remove clothes
Wet kisses lead us to the bed. Damn sexy, can I have some head?
Or do you want me to pleasure you instead?
I'm looking for that treasure chest beneath your flesh, beneath your breasts
Your heart
I didn't have it from the start, but I'm hoping that if I play my part
You'll let me be the one to lighten where its dark
Do we have passion or attraction?
Which one is more important?
Looking you in the eyes, or worshipping your thighs?
Brown, both nice, round
One set looks up at me, the other I look down
If I pull back the sheets, would that make me more of a freak?
The smell of your perfume unleashes the beast
When I got you on the bed, I spread your legs
I wanna put my dick up near your eggs
Tickling your Fallopian with its head
Can I watch as you slowly undress?
Can you fulfill my special request?