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Such Bullshit !!
6:30PM on October 03, 2011
Please somebody tell me how on earth people can take a person's side of a story without knowing the WHOLE story or history? When are people ever going to realize there are TWO sides to everything and what you think you know and believe to be true MAY NOT be true. You think you know somebody that well to think they arent abusive, mean or addicts, with many secrets to hide? The statement, " I never would of thought that about him or her, he or she is such a nice person." And that person turns out to be a killer or some bullshit like that.... Thats what everyone said about Ted Bundy...he turned out to be a real nice person huh?
Now we lose another good person because of stupid bullshit, funny thing...so many people think the other person is such a good nice sweet person...then why oh why has that person had problems with so many others of the opposite sex ??......
I got so sick of the woe is me, it is disgusting. It is all a mask, hiding the true person underneath. I am so disgusted it makes my stomach turn to think of all the lies that have been told and trouble started because of this person. Self pitying, Narcissist, insecure, low self worth, addicted to many things including masturbation, can't perform with a person of the opposite sex, intelligent or seems to be, anger issues and anger fits, and I could go on...
Nothing but serious trouble in the making with this person
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High_... |
October 06, 2011 (Report It)
He is just a wolf in sheep clothing... Just keep ur head up dont waste ur time on stupid untrustworthy people and Karma is a bitch watch this come back and bite him in the ass hard and he will sit there wondering why that happen to him but we all will know why. Great post hope ur feeling better too hun. xoxo |
Mistr... |
October 04, 2011 (Report It)
Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. You hear a story and you think no way..then the stoies keep coming from different people, people that don't know eachother about the same person. Then you throw in your own knowledge of the person and BINGO!! I was drawn in once to a friendship, thank god it never went any further than that. I pulled out on my own accord cause "things just weren't right with the person" and what I stated in my blog I know to be fact, through my own experience with the person or the person told me directly. I havent told anyone else's account or story in my blog. |
camcp... |
October 04, 2011 (Report It)
Sorry to hear about all this sh** . |
turbo... |
October 03, 2011 (Report It)
his day will come. trust me it will! |
busty... |
October 03, 2011 (Report It)
Let me just say i know way to well who you are speaking of, unfortunately i see this person has recently appeared back to Rude, I thought of you and the other lady he had used and treated badly, I think this man is a con artist and plays on women's kindness....
He will get what is coming to him for sure, maybe not on earth but a power much more potent than even his poison.
What he did to me was not in any sexual, for we had a "friendship" across the net, I did give him my real name and even was a idiot to give him my addy so he could mail me info to surprise Bo with "Vietnam" he in turn looked up my FB account and sent links to my rude account, needless to say that would had been the worse thing in the world for me, luckily Kenny was kind enough to freeze my account until i got things removed from FB...Yes i made a police report, did find out who the IP addy was from, hmmmm...Still not sure why he did it, he is a drunkard old and lonely man....I have no pity for him what so ever. .. Only anger..
I still can't have a FB account today because of him, i dare not allow him to do more corrupted things to me..
I will wait to see whom his next victim will be? Shall I alert her, who knows, she deserves to know how much of a useless person he is..Maybe i will let him "Squirm" like the worm he is and watch him wonder if i have the nerve to do so
Great Post my friend, the good thing about his ugly is that i made a new friend from his mean ways, smiles
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rebellee |
October 03, 2011 (Report It)
it is a shame one man can do all this damage to such nice lady's of rude . again and again . |
Mistr... |
October 03, 2011 (Report It)
Thank you Season! xoxo |
Seaso... |
October 03, 2011 (Report It)
great blog no Bullshit |
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Retarded Ejaculation and Masturbation Addiction
1:58PM on October 01, 2011
What a name and oh so appropriate..roflmao..
"Retarded Ejaculation"..simple means a man cannot ejaculate inside a woman but usually can during masturbation..
"Masturbation Addiction"
Are YOU addicted to masturbation?
Do you have one or more of the following?:
1.Are you having trouble establishing and maintaining emotional closeness in a relationship?
2.Do you experience recurrent and intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, and behaviors?
3.Do sexual fantasies, urges or behaviors cause you distress?
4.Do sexual thoughts, feelings or behaviors impair daily functioning?
5.Do you feel driven to masturbate, whether or not it is a source of pleasure or satisfaction?
6.Do you use masturbation as an escape from other problems, such as loneliness, depression, anxiety or stress?
7.Does your preoccupation with masturbation affect your health, job, relationships or other parts of your life?
8.Do you continue to engage in masturbation despite consequences (relationships, trouble at work, etc.)?
9.Have you make promises or commitments to stop masturbating that you break?
10.Do you want to stop masturbating but cannot?
and my favorite
11. Are you unable to ejaculate during sexual intercourse
Treatment for masturbation addiction:
Treatment for any type of sexually compulsive behavior usually involves seeing a therapist who specialized in sex disorders, visiting an in-patient sex treatment center, going to sex addiction support groups or some combination of the three. With time, education and support you can lead a normal sexual life again, free from the compulsion to masturbate.
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Mistr... |
October 01, 2011 (Report It)
Carolyn, I will definately research PTSD and do a blog on it. Glad you enjoyed this blog..xoxo |
xCaro... |
October 01, 2011 (Report It)
And again ...lol sorry but I also absolutely Loved the questions :) |
xCaro... |
October 01, 2011 (Report It)
I just had to comment again ...This made my day even better Thanks again ....lol WoW !!!
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October 01, 2011 (Report It)
Wow!!! You said that very well Farrah!! Whoo Hoo !! I couldna said it better. Great Blog and oh so true ..Maybe do a Blog on unstable minds and PTSD ? this is going on my fav blog list Thanks so much for this :) xoxox Carolyn |
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Would you, if you could?
10:00AM on September 25, 2011
I have seen 2-3 images of different people here on rude and a short video many years ago of a person going down on themselves. Quite interesting... This question is for guys and gals....My question is this: IF you could do it, would you?? I know I would! "evil grin"....
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Mistr... |
September 26, 2011 (Report It)
I'm with you Nadia....I'd probably never leave my house either! ;) |
ducem... |
September 26, 2011 (Report It)
I most likely would if I could. Not all the time, but every so often. |
TEQUILA2 |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
you never know till you try. |
CD_Nadia |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Most def! The only problem is i'd prob never leave the house LOL |
Dani-... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Yeah Why Not Its Something Cool BUT I Rather Others(Girls) Do It For Me ;) |
Mistr... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Blade, I agree withChesty. It is not gay, if that was the case wouldn't it also be gay to masturbation? We are indulging in self pleasure. xoxo |
Chest... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Definitely would if I could - and Blade I dont think its gay its knowing what you like and doing it after all us girls lick our own fingers after - is that gay? |
holly... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
it would be different but dont know if i would down. only go down with women. |
alpho... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
I guess it would be somethim\g different |
Mistr... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Carolyn,
Of course I would!! I know what I like and what feels good ;) ;) |
xCaro... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
I believe I would give it all I got...lol And what about you Farrah? lol |
blade... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Hmmm well I guess if I could...I jack off..so hmmm..still kind of gay.. i think but its me.. so if you suck your own dick is that gay... |
Nilou... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Sure, y not ??? I know where I've been... lol
& I love to have options !!!
Smooches,
Nilou Achtland |
cumin... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
oh heavens yes, i would suck my pussy dry....lol... |
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Deans List
6:54PM on February 24, 2011
My goal is to make the Deans List even in my first semester of college, which ends in about 7 weeks. At this point my GPA is about 94 which is WOO HOO awesome! Who would of thought a 50 year old could make the Deans List.
Kisses,
MistressFarrah **
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February 24, 2011 (Report It)
AWESOME. WTG !!! |
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It is Over.............................
10:27PM on January 01, 2011
On Dec. 28th I was told by my surgeon that the 3 inch lesion on my right upper lung was completely gone,
with just some scar tissue left....He said as long as I was feeling well I didnt have to come in for my next appt which was on the 29th. He said he will recheck it in 6 months (June 2011) to continue and make sure all is well...
I can't explain the TOTAL relief that came with the news...I am ecstatic over this wonderful news!
On a little side note I found out that all these years of neck problems is Arthritis...Oh gosh I'll take that any day over
the few months of pure terror I went through when I found out about the lesion on my lung ...
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
Mistress Farrah **
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Mistr... |
January 06, 2011 (Report It)
Thank you Lacey.....I cannot begin to tell you the terror I went through for 3 months...it was horrific....xoxoxoxo |
busty... |
January 03, 2011 (Report It)
I am glad that all went well for you, now you can start a New Year with a better insight to your health, hang in there, it will all be okay!!! |
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Don't ever think you know somebody
2:16PM on December 23, 2010
My rant for the month..
No matter if its months or years of talking to somebody online, dont ever think you know that person. Even if you meet!
Most times It will bite you in the ass if you do.
Its amazing what you can learn about a person, who they truely are...
or who they arent..
All the self pity gets disgusting after awhile. The complaints about being taken advantage of (how many times does it take before you learn your lesson-or are these just stories?), or complaing about the situation you're in..but yet all the while they continue on without changing any of it. Or the jumping from woman to woman/or man to man...Telling each...oh I love you,(and I dont mean as a friend). This is all just Narcissistic behavior and of course wanting people to feel sorry for you and your situation. Everyone will get tired of it sooner or later. It drives people away, not closer.
The lies that can spill forth from a mouth
is amazing....just step back and watch and listen (of course on the downlow/without their knowledge)...its wild the things you'll see, hear, and learn about a person and what they are about...
Be leary about going to bat in somebodys corner because you may end up looking and/or feeling like a fool....Which I have done and I very much regret doing now.
Im sure I'll have more thoughts to add to this
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Mistr... |
December 23, 2010 (Report It)
Lacey, Thanks for posting on my blog...no reason to block you :) I can totally understand how you felt and what happened in the past was wrong, very wrong....And its because I went to bat for this person a few times that I made mistakes along the way and realize just how much this person used me for his own benefit....and for that I am SO SORRY |
busty... |
December 23, 2010 (Report It)
Not sure if i am blocked from here, I may very well be, I read your blog after i read what you had posted on the boards. When i read this it sort of took the breath out of me, for it felt like maybe you were feeling the way i did a year ago, very hurt & embarrassed over the fact that you had someone that you thought was a friend of yours make you look like a joke in front of hundreds of people, if that is it then yes i know how you feel, I will never get over the hurt it has caused me, in fact it is the worse thing i have ever been through. And the fact that it didn't stop on rude, they took it outside of rude to try & expose me to my family & friends on Facebook, simply because i was stupid enough to give this person my true name . So yes i have been used before from a few ppl on rude before. This has made me not to ever trust people 100% on internet again. And i am sorry it happened to you, for i know how badly it hurts & affects you, I have learned that Rude does have really wonderful people & some really mean & evil ones as well |
fanta... |
December 23, 2010 (Report It)
Yes, I can relate completely.Narcissistic behavior is very dangerous .In fact very selfish ...But the truth comes to the light and it takes time to realize..Just know karma is a bitch and they will get their service soon. |
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December 23, 2010 (Report It)
Well the darkness of the web is a double edged sword - you can be free to be who you are - without worry - or some people use it to pretend and con...
Happens all the time to webcam girls - they get conned and heart broken as do chatters who believe the lines naively - chatters tend to become unruly and turn the free chat into hell... webcam girls seem to move on to the next mark...
Then there are those on the boards - as we learned before who will con for the fun of it - without any reward but their own jollies - the worse of the human condition - total selfishness...
To those I say - I am who I am - sometimes nice sometimes so very mean - but I'm never the fool because I am who I am - its me - and what you do with it - is you... so I may make an error and be sympathetic or empathic even show compassion for someone plight - i never send money - i will give helpful suggestions - I will go by my gut feeling of the person - my mind tends to rationalize away what my gut tells me is wrong... and if I look like a fool - so what - really look at it - if that person was not a con - would I be foolish to be nice to them - did they win by pulling off a con - or did they lose so much more...
Never be ashamed of being the good person you are - how they use it is on them... I've been fooled by a few people - most of the time my motto applies - "I can be your best friend or your worst enemy - I'll give you the opportunity to take advantage of me - you decide which one you want" Those that chose they wanted to be enemies truly lost so much and trust me - Its not my best side but it is a very very long lasting side of mean... and best of all - as the last person said - "what goes around comes around" and you'd be surprised how often we meet one another again at a different time n place... as the song that sticks in my mind goes... "timeeeee is on my side -yes it is..." Dont lt it bother you file it away and wait- someday this emotion will sever you well... your gut will remember - even if your brain wants to foget... you will learn alot and that person lost alot.... Compassion, empathy, even sympathy are good qualities... don't let the cons change you negatively - you will gain so much more positively from all this... and one last thing... Negativity feeds on itself positivity grows ... keep on growing... Happy Holidays and Merry Xmas ;-}}
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December 23, 2010 (Report It)
People will show you exactly who they are. And when they do, believe them. Also, people will treat you just like you let them...It's best to just "have grace" and leave them alone...."Last one mad, loses"..... |
Uncle... |
December 23, 2010 (Report It)
You sound like someone screwed you over. I've found there's a lot of truth to the old saying "what goes around comes around". That person will eventually get exactly what he/she deserves. |
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College Placement Test Results !!
1:49PM on December 13, 2010
WOOHOO!! I am so super excited. I had to take 2 placement tests, one in English and the other in Math.
I placed college level in BOTH TESTS!! Does that mean that this old sexy 50 year old lady is smart? LOL LOL
My classes officially start Jan. 12th and I can't wait to get into this. It is one of two fields that I've always been interested in and many years ago I did work for an Attorney and did alot of research, so this shouldnt be too hard for me....well, lets hope not anyway....
Kisses,
Mistress Farrah **
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Nurse... |
December 15, 2010 (Report It)
Sounds Great You go Girl ! Big Hugs From Texas |
drago... |
December 13, 2010 (Report It)
congrats farrah |
Tease... |
December 13, 2010 (Report It)
Congrats! good job! |
turbo... |
December 13, 2010 (Report It)
congrats! |
Nilou... |
December 13, 2010 (Report It)
That's great , Love ! I'm so happy for you !!! We should go out for ice-cream and celebrate one day !!! Big hugs & kisses !!! |
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December 13, 2010 (Report It)
Congratulations, Mistress!!! We are so excited for you! We are definitely wishing you well as you embark on something that is going to change your life! |
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Wow!! Is it over yet??
8:19PM on December 10, 2010
The bustle of the upcoming holiday has really kept me super busy and I'm finally able to take a breather from the "hustle and bustle" of everything that I had to do....still a few last minute things to do but the mad rush has slowed considerably so I'll be on much more often....
Then after the holidays, starting Jan. 12, 2011 I will be taking college courses full time to become a Paralegal...that is one of the two professions I have had a long time interest in....so in two years time I will be a Paralegal...
This new adventure in my life will not keep me from being online because I am taking the courses online and I am SUPER excited about this to say the least!
Kisses,
Mistress Farrah **
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Sexy Stranger in my House Tomorrow 10/27/10
12:04PM on October 26, 2010
Tomorrow there will be a very sexy stranger in my house all day and on cam!
Doing private shows, live house cam, group shows, making videos, and all sorts of naughty nasty things!
Make sure you're around, you wont want to miss this LONG BLACK HAIRED beauty!!!
Kisses, MistressFarrah **
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October 27, 2010 (Report It)
I would love to be a sexy stranger in your house, we could spend the day naked and getting really nasty. Please let me know when is best for you.<<<< |
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Journey of Pure Fear
10:30AM on September 25, 2010
(For the past few months I havent been around much and this will explain why)
July 13th, 2010:
I woke up this day as any other normal beautiful summer day. Had my coffee and cigerette(s), laptop was on etc. About ready to get dressed for the day ahead of me. When I coughed up a tiny bit of phlegm (normally when I cough my phlegm doesnt come up all the way so I have to swallow it - but this day it didnt happen that way). I spit it into a napkin and happen to look at it. What I saw was so faint but I knew...it was blood. Immediately my thoughts were racing, my heart was pounding, and the overwhelming fear set it. I knew something wasnt right. And as MUCH AS I HATE/FEAR hospitals and doctors, the fear of seeing that tiny little bit of blood scared me enough that I knew I had to go and get checked out. I didnt want to go alone with just my 5 year old so I got a friend to go with me. And off we went.
Standard blood work is ordered and of course chest xrays and the wait...oh my gosh, the wait and wondering...what is wrong with me, am I dying?? Just thinking about it now and all those feelings going through my mind and body...The panic (of course the panic is worse now having had panic attacks off and on since I was 19)...Damn I feel like I can't breathe or get enough oxygen, even though my oxygen level was excellent...It doesnt stop the panic... I cant focus on reading, the tv, my son or friend...just the thought of what is wrong....the dread of finding out something is horribly wrong with me.. Knowing something is wrong...I knew something was wrong....
The doctor comes in and I knew....she asks if I want my son and friend to wait outside....NOOOOOOOOOOOO
I want to run out the door , out of the hospital, I dont want to hear it, I dont want to know....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to escape this horrible feeling..
She tells me that they found a spot on my right upper lung - a cavitary spot (it has a hole in it) about an inch long, below my collar bone. She said it doesnt mean its cancer for sure, it could be an infection of some kind.
They order a TB test and set up an appt with a Pulmonologist, which is a 3-4 weeks away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to run out of the hospital...I CANNOT HANDLE THIS...Im only 50 years old, I still have yound kids. I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE LUNG CANCER, I DO NOT WANT TO DIE!!
My mom had lung cancer and I've smoked for 38 years.....
I now felt like a robot on automatic, only robots dont feel and I was feeling and fearing SO MUCH...
The doctor gives me a script for anxiety/panic..enough for 5 days...wow that will help, seeing as I dont see the dr for almost a month away...
So now I sit and wait, and wait, and curl up and fear everything....I'm afraid to move, afraid to cough, oh my gosh - am I breathing right?
Am I getting enough air...I felt EVERY twinge in my body...all I could thinking about was my breathing...All this consumed me...will I wake up if
I go to sleep...will I wake up having a hard time breathing from this spot?
Started researching online about cancer, lung spots, bloody phlegm...one of the worse things I could of done...It only made everything worse, even
though alot of info online is out of date..I couldnt help myself...I believe I was looking for HOPE and REASSURANCE.
I went for the TB test, and believe me when I say I was really hoping and praying that I had TB....
I'd take antibiotics for TB for the rest of my life...that was better than CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anything was better than cancer...3 days later, I knew, no reaction to the test...it was negative and I was crushed even more...
People kept saying, don't worry until you have something to worry about..well, we all know that is easier said than done..
How can I not worry?? I have a spot of my lung damnit!!!
Time is going so fucking slow......I was in my own little world..didnt want to do anything..sat on the couch with magazines, puzzles, to try
and consume my thoughts...anything to think about but this spot on my lung...didnt want to eat, was slowing losing more weight and the smoking!
I was so scared I was smoking MORE!! Not less but more.
I knew cancer horror stories and I thought am I going to be one of them.....I was afraid to be alone at home, didnt want to leave the house alone.
I stopped tending my garden, I pretty much stopped doing anything...
Has it only been a week now since I went to the hospital??
Every time I coughed I was making sure I brought up the phlegm so I could check it...yes there is still pink in it...
Why do I keep checking it, it only scares me even more when I see it..but , I cant help but check!!
To be continued................
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Mistr... |
December 23, 2010 (Report It)
As I was going through my blog I see I had finished this...
About a month after going to the ER , I finally see a lung dr , who orders a CT scan. The results show that the cavitary spot has grown to 5 centimeters!!! BUT , he feels that it could also be some sort of infection...So, I am put on a VERY strong antibiotic that I have to take 4 times a day for 2 weeks and at the end of the 2 weeks , I have to have a chest xray to see what is happing...So for the next 2 weeks I faithfully take the medicine and wait...wait...wait....
Finally the time has arrived for the chest xray...within a couple hours I get a call, petrified to answer the phone..in fear of what I'll be told but , to my total amazement I am told that it has shrunk some and another script is called in for the antibiotics and to take them for another week...Ecstatic, I happily take them...and go for another xray at the end of this week.
Heartbroken at my latest xray, it hasnt shrunk anymore, the lung dr. feels I need to see a surgeon , that I may need surgery...I'm petrified!!
On to the waiting game to see the surgeon...a few weeks later my appt with the surgeon is panic filled to say the least...He wants a comparison ct scan and a broncoscopy (go down my throat and get a biopsy) and blood work...I get the blood work and the scan. those results show of course that it has shrunk from the last one and of course we all know that cancer does not shrink without chemo or radiation so for this I am beyond relief BUT my blood work showed a type of bacteria that they only see is VERY SICK people so he called the CDC...my heart dropped in fear....well the CDC and the surgeon both felt that the bacteria was a contaminate from the 3 weeks of antibiotics ..and not to worry about it at this point...the scan showed that it had shrunk some more and was less than an inch now...he felt because it had shrunk I didnt HAVE to have to scope done and we could just watch it...and have another ct scan done in 2 months....well this is where we are now...I had the last ct scan done 2 days ago, on 12/21 and I see the surgeon on dec. 28th for the results....I am not worrying about it as I dont want to ruin the holidays for my family or myself....
Wish me luck...
HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Tease... |
September 25, 2010 (Report It)
oh please stay strong dear Farrah! my all the best wishes for you to get well! |
yourd... |
September 25, 2010 (Report It)
Oh no Farrah :*( ((((hugs to you tho)))) |
Mistr... |
September 25, 2010 (Report It)
Oh Tweety how I know.....
I had to stop writing because I was starting to panic...I'll continue tomorrow...xoxoxoxo |
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September 25, 2010 (Report It)
Fear of the unknown is the worst fear...answers? Conjectures? Stories? Fuel for the fire and makes the mind paranoid of all news or reports. Waiting is absolutely mind boggling...as if dangling the brass ring in front of you....do I want to be aware or stay here in the confines of my realm and wonder? I understand and have shared the same situation, maybe not a struggle with cancer but definitely a life altering experience. xoxoxox Love you and thank you for sharing this.... |
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Getting back to normal after my sons surgery
8:31AM on February 14, 2010
I am starting to get back to normal after my 4 year old sons surgery.......
It has been a nightmare for us this past month plus and things are really looking up now...
It started over a month ago .....
started out with strep throat and put on antibiotics...then shortly after this went into bronchitis with his asthma acting up and then into mild pneumonia...then we woke up to his neck hurting and his lymph nodes the size of eggs and they said it was pharingitis with swollen lymph....after a while it still wasnt getting better after 2 different antibiotics...running a fever all the times , neck hurting etc etc...Had him to drs and hospital several times...finally his pediatrician said on a friday if he wasnt any better by monday they would start running tests and checking for lukemia etc...The following Monday I brought him back in...they ran a bunch of tests, he had and had an IV dye CT scan...then...waiting for the doctors call what a nightmare......Finally the call came...It wasnt lukemia but.......what happened was his body never got rid of the strep throat and was abcessing in his throat. they said if it went on much longer we would of been in a world of shit because it would of spread through his body (drs. exact words)...they did surgery and were able to go down his throat to cut out the abcesses, so they didnt have to cut through his neck..was released from hospital the next afternoon...he is 100 times better now , soft diet till his sees surgeon on the 24th and no pre-K...(after his post of appt they might consider taking his tonsils and adnoids - we shall see). He gave me a scare a couple days ago when he brought up red blood so I raced to the surgeons office 45 mins away......he figures it was a blood clot but if it continues to happen bring him straight to the Hospital...thank GOD it hasnt happened again....I must say that since the surgery he has done a complete turnaround ...no fevers, sleeping through the night, no pain, acting like his lovable self and the swollen lymph nodes have gotten ALOT smaller!!
My heartfelt thanks go to the well wishes and prayers!!!!!!!!!!!
Kisses, Farrah ****
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gothmelx |
February 15, 2010 (Report It)
im glad your son is getting better they did the same here to my son about 5yrs ago they told me he just had a stiff neack and physyo would fix it with in 3 days they we flying him to the city and he was in icu for nearly three weeks we where lucky though he didnt have to have the surgery the antibiatics did the job finely. so im glad its all getting better for you and love and good wishes from us to you. hugs xx |
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February 14, 2010 (Report It)
OMG!!!!!, I had no idea what was going on just that you were not here much of late. That is a lot for anyone to deal with, and especially one of his tender years. I am glad to know he is doing better, and wish him a very speedy complete recovery. Kisses and hugs for you both. |
turbo... |
February 14, 2010 (Report It)
glad he's doing better!! |
pervo... |
February 14, 2010 (Report It)
i am very glad he is doing much better i have been thinking about you the entire time. |
Delmar69 |
February 14, 2010 (Report It)
Holy Jaysus and Halleuigha!!!! Them ass clown doc's can really fuck some stuff up....now maybe we can all get some sleep!!!!! Har Har |
Curvy... |
February 14, 2010 (Report It)
I am so so happy that he is doing better:) Such a tough little guy xoxo |
Tweety79 |
February 14, 2010 (Report It)
I only wish is that I could have been more helpful and insightful in his malady. I am thankful all ended well as your son is a fine young man and needs to be spared from all these illnesses....He will be strong...his mother is...xoxoxoxo |
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Pussied Candy Cane Auction
6:35PM on January 02, 2010
 
Oh YES YES YES!!
The Huge Candy Cane that I fucked my pussy with in my group show "Champagne and Candy Cane" on New Years Eve is being auctioned off to the highest bidder...Shipping is on me of course...
The candy cane is in the same condition it was in when I removed it from my wet juicey peppermint tanted pussy and is in the original package...with my pussy juices giving it the ultimate taste for you!!
The bidding begins now and ends Monday Jan. 4th at midnight EST
You can view some hot pictures from the show here:
http://www.rude.com/pg/SC0y9i3yl57
Message me with your bid and any counter bids.
I will send a shout out for every bid received!
Happy Bidding!
Mistress Farrah **
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Nilou... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
sweet !!! |
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10 Flix - $10 - 2010 New Year Special
8:36AM on December 31, 2009
Happy New Year! Bring in 2010 the right way.
Get 10 of my Premium Flix for only $10 !!!!
This offer is only good from today until Monday January 4, 2010 at 10pm EST
Message me with the 10 premium flix you want
Pay the $10 in tips through my live house cams (which will be live till the end of this special)
and you get your 2010 New Years special 10 flix for 10 dollars.
( I will message you with the download link to get your flix! )
There are well over 650 FLIX to choose from AND you can take advantage of this offer more than once....So if you ever wanted my hot fetish flix NOW IS THE TIME TO GET THEM CHEAP!!
Mistress Farrah**
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Panty Auction-from my "Panty Suffing" show/video
9:15AM on December 13, 2009
My very first Panty Auction!!
My red lace shear thongs are up for Auction...
these are the panties I used in my very first "Panty Stuffing" show/video
and you can see them here...
How does this work?
1. Auction will last 24 hours (bidding ends tomorrow at 9am EST)
2. Send me your bid
3. If you are outbid I will send you a message so you get the chance to bid again.
4. Highest bidder wins my "PANTY STUFFING THONGS"
5. I will mail to you in a bag inside a plain brown mailing envelope!
(mailing cost is on me)
6...OH and the panties are UNWASHED
HAPPY BIDDING!
Mistress Farrah **
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Mistr... |
December 14, 2009 (Report It)
And the winner of my Panty auction IS:
(insert a drum roll here)
Tweety with a winning bid of 51.00 !!
Contact me to claim your prize!
Thank you to all the bid in the last 2 hours!!
Kisses, Mistress Farrah ** |
Mistr... |
December 14, 2009 (Report It)
We do have a kinky perv here on rude that just bid $20.00 !! |
Mistr... |
December 14, 2009 (Report It)
Panty Auction bid is now up to: $16.00 |
Mistr... |
December 13, 2009 (Report It)
The latest panty auction bid is now up to: $15.00 |
Mistr... |
December 13, 2009 (Report It)
Bid update: latest bid is 12.00 |
Mistr... |
December 13, 2009 (Report It)
I received an opening bid of $10.00 |
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Stalk-ee Etiquette
6:44PM on December 06, 2009
There are Federal and State laws regarding stalking and
ALL 50 states have some type of ANTI Stalking laws!!
Below are the following rules to follow IF you are being Stalked...
1. Contact the police, file a report/complaint, press charges, and get a restraining order.
Which can and does include phone contact, electronic, online etc.
IF a restraining order is in place then the stalker can't even go into your online chatroom.
2. CHANGE YOUR FUCKING NUMBER
3. DO NOT have online webcam to webcam chats with your stalker...
Hmmmmm makes one wonder if you really were/are stalked when you sit on your webcam and the supposed
stalker on his webcam and you are watching each other and chatting away like old friends and/or lovers!
What Is Stalking?
Stalking is a crime of obsession, often associated with different types of psychopathology,
including psychosis and severe personality disorders. Depending on the type of stalker,
behavior may range from overtly aggressive threats and actions, to repeated phone calls, letters or approaches.
Harassment and stalking may go on for years, causing the victim of stalking to exist in a constant state of stress and fear.
The violent aspects of stalking behavior often escalate over time, and in extreme cases can end in murder.
So, it would seem to me that IF you were/are REALLY being stalked you would take
the proper precautions....
In the case of you being stalked? NAH...its a bull story for sympathy!!!
This is just another story along with all your so called money woes and other so called problems...
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Camgi... |
December 07, 2009 (Report It)
I have never had this happen before, but in this line of work you never know. Thanks for the tips! |
Tweety79 |
December 07, 2009 (Report It)
I would think changing your number could be a start and then steps from there....I dunno, I don't think I have ever been stalked....hmmmmm Kewl points baby xoxox |
Mistr... |
December 07, 2009 (Report It)
Gary, you are NOT a stalker hun! |
Mistr... |
December 07, 2009 (Report It)
Being stalked is a very scarey and dangerous situation!!
On the flip side there are some that claim to be stalked but dont do anything about it and even have cam to cam chats with their SO CALLED stalker...
That pisses me off! |
gothmelx |
December 07, 2009 (Report It)
I know what its like to i had to hide out with my children till we could be shipped away from my home and friends.the prob was he found me and it all started again so then it was court. Then finely his parents came and got him but not b4 i had to pack up my children and shift again. i still worry that he will turn up but im getting better. |
garybill |
December 06, 2009 (Report It)
Now you have me worried, I have always looked out for my friends even if they do not know I am. Is that stalking? sure hope not as then I would be one, and do not want that on my bad list as well.
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Mistr... |
December 06, 2009 (Report It)
What really bothers me is when I see a female say she has or is being stalked and does nothing about it or take any precautions ie: change number etc...but then turns out and does one on one cam chats with the so called stalker!!! |
luv2cum |
December 06, 2009 (Report It)
And everyone you are even braver than me for coming out and writing about your recent tragedies you all encountered. i can tell it had to be a very and i mean very painful feeling to go through. if i or my friends were being stalked i would take matters into my own hands but some people you just cannot negogiate with because they can kill you if they don't like you already and its a mess. i cannot even imagine how people can stoop so low to be that obsessed and psycho over someone or over a few people that they do or do not even know. |
luv2cum |
December 06, 2009 (Report It)
NurseVicki it really gives me tears rolling down my eyes to hear about your scary ordeal. my heart and my thoughts goes out to you, your family, your friends, and anyone else who has been abused by crime itself. I been a victim of identity theft and right then I realized how dangerous is the world we live in. Farrah thanks again for giving all of us the advice we need to prevent stalkers from terrorizing us, our property, and our families. I would not even tolerate it as a warning if somebody or something tries to ruin our lives. I am not superman but I would rather struggle fighting on my knees then letting the bad guys win. |
Levit... |
December 06, 2009 (Report It)
Excellent advice Farrah! |
Nurse... |
December 06, 2009 (Report It)
sounds as if you have a issue with some one! Ive been stalked and did move away, changed my number ,and reported it to the police! But what finally got him to stop, was my MOM calling his wife, and threatening to take them to court and she would lose all the money! It was very scary being chased with a guns, having him flatten friends tires and threaten to kill them! He bugged my car, tapped my phone,followed me had me followed! The messages he put on my phone Man ! Any way finally he was gone I was so relieved! |
BROOK... |
December 06, 2009 (Report It)
is this a joke or are u fo real in my state u can only get a restraining order if they are related to u or if u had an relationship |
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You WILL "Ask The Mistress"
2:46PM on December 04, 2009
Rudes first advice column and unlike Dear Abby...
You WILL "Ask The Mistress" will be addressing
the Adult Fetish World...
Do you DARE to enter the realm of fetishes? Do you have what it takes?
Looking for direct and honest answers to your questions and problems?
As long as you're not afraid to get a
"No Holds Barred" answer from YOUR MISTRESS "Farrah" and HER SIDEKICK "Levity", ask away..
Want to find out more about a particular fetish?
This is your new classroom and class is now in session
Don't be tardy!!
www.rude.com/main/message_board/view_post/topic/127755
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Levit... |
December 05, 2009 (Report It)
Excellent stuff Farrah! x |
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ARE YOU BROKE AND NEED HELP????
11:35AM on December 03, 2009
I am so disgusted with the people that are always claiming I'm broke, I need this and that, I can't afford to pay this bill or that bill, I'm going to lose my house or my car, my computer broke...playing on the sympathies of others to give them cash or buy them want they need...
but yet you don't see these same people busting their asses trying to make their own money to pay their own bills or buy their own needed things....I AM WATCHING YOU SO..... BEWARE
You are just a user - try something different and take care of your own for a change!! You'd be surprised at how rewarding the feeling is..
STOP USING OTHERS TO GET WHAT YOUR WANT!! EARN YOUR OWN KEEP!!
If you CAN'T make it on the net, try getting another JOB!!
1. A regular activity performed in exchange for payment, especially as one's trade, occupation, or profession.
2. A position in which one is employed.
Are you broke and need help??
FUCKING HELP YOURSELF FIRST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Disclaimer:
If this doesnt apply to you don't take offense...no offense is meant to all the hard working people out there that take care of their own...we all may need help on occasion..but some people don't even try and ask for help ALL THE TIME...
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Camgi... |
December 08, 2009 (Report It)
I really hope the men that visit the lobby read this blog! We ladies are here trying to earn a living, not to give them everything. |
Mistr... |
December 05, 2009 (Report It)
High_Dave,
Lazy people are just that..lazy, no motivation for anything...and its sad...really sad that a person doesnt want to help themselves to better themself , other than to take advantage of others! |
Mistr... |
December 05, 2009 (Report It)
TheRudeBoner...
First I would have to see your boner!! giggle |
Mistr... |
December 04, 2009 (Report It)
Miss411
Hardworking people really do understand...we work for ours and really dont want to or just dont ask for help if needed...those that don't work just leech off others that are giving! |
Mistr... |
December 04, 2009 (Report It)
NurseVicki,
I agree with you so much...True friends are very hard to find...and when we do find them hold on tight!! |
High_... |
December 04, 2009 (Report It)
Very nice post and i would have to agree its one thing when u actually need help and then theres u being lazy and not even helping urself when u know u can i say cut off the beggers hun ya dont need those kind of ppl in ur life at all, im with ya fuck the beggers get a job lazy asses keep up the gd stuff sexy. |
theRU... |
December 04, 2009 (Report It)
Mistress Farrah, Oh my sexy friend...you are so correct!
question?
if I changed my name to TheBROKE boner, maybe then I could get the Big E.D. Sponsorship. I can see it now....ViagraSingles hour hosted by Rude's very own..Broke Boner.
or maybe
FunnyBoner is better suited for me. I will gladly pay you tuesday for a spanking today.
Muah...xoxox we should play together sometime |
Nurse... |
December 04, 2009 (Report It)
Been there done that and I don't even have a t-shirt I dont name names but I tried many times to help others help themselves and few can handle that they want you to hand it to them! I am learning to watch for true friends not users! These are gems that are hard to find! Great writing! |
Mistr... |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
Master your comment didnt sound bad...I agree with you whole heartedly...there are those that truely do need and DESERVE help....
but there are others that always play a "game" and use others for as much as they can get...without holding down a job other than the "net" ...crying the blues about not having something and needing something or a house payment they cant make etc...and it sickens me ! |
Maste... |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
understood Farrah and sorry my comment sounds so bad ...just hit home a lil to much |
Mistr... |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
My dear Tweety!
Words cannot describe the anger I feel towards those that abuse and try and take advantage of a kind heart!
More than just your ex should read this blog. |
Mistr... |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
TousledElegance....I so agree....its a natural high when we do something on our own..the sense of pride and accomplishment is awesome! |
Mistr... |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
Master I do agree....I am referring to the ones that ask over and over and over and really abuse the kindheartedness of another...but yet do nothing to help themselves.... |
Maste... |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
I cn somewhat agree as even at my worst times I am not someone to ask for help ...but there are times that it is needed and apreciated when hardship falls on some and they could use some help to get back on there feet... for example someone who looses just about everything they own due to fire but is to proud to tell folks or ask for help ...those are the people who trully deserve a helping hand |
Trifecto |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
Its hard to change people once they think they know who they are. |
Tousl... |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
Thank you for posting this. The sense of entitlement that is so prevalent today really chaps my ass! ;)
It feels so good when I know I've done something on my own! |
Miss411 |
December 03, 2009 (Report It)
I agree misstress, it's hard working on rude especailly but yet i have people that always want passes to something im doing...if i give everyone passes where's my profit..I don't know..maybe it's just hard working people that understand!!!great post |
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First Time for Everything!!
1:39PM on November 27, 2009
Well...today I did something that I've NEVER done before...and that is go shopping on Black Friday...
Let me be the first to tell you that I will NEVER do it again...
I love the holidays...I am a kid a heart...
I truely do enjoy shopping for others - especially my kids...
Remembering and knowing the feeling a child gets at Christmas time..
The innocent joy of knowing Santa is coming...nothing can compare to the feeling I get knowing they are feeling what I felt as a child...It gives me such joy shopping for and picking out things for my children knowing that I'll see that same excitement in their eyes that I had as a child...
WELL....store opened at 5am....I didnt get there until 7:30am when I knew that mad crazy rush would be over...
Boy was I wrong...Talk about chaos, confusion, tons of people, (people gone mad), fights in the electronics department, not knowing where anything is (because of course everything is where it shouldn't be and normally isnt)...
THIS IS NOT WHAT IN MY HEART IS THE SPIRIT OF CHRISTMAS....all just to save a few bucks...sure they had some good deals BUT to me its not worth it...not at all!
The joy I normally get was nowhere to be found today....
Thank goodness I will be going shopping again on a "NORMAL" day so I can get back the joy in my heart from shopping for my loved ones...
I will chalk this day up to experience and learn from it.....The lesson? NEVER GO SHOPPING ON BLACK FRIDAY!!!
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Mistr... |
November 27, 2009 (Report It)
Ahhhhhhh...the christmas's of past....how I wish we could get them back tweety....I miss those sooo much!!
I try and give my loved ones the same feelings I had growing up....the love, the closeness of it all can never be replaced....too many forget the important things in life! |
Tweety79 |
November 27, 2009 (Report It)
I wax philosophically.....stringing popcorn to decorate the tree that you and Dad walked for what seemed like hours throught the woods and dragging it home. Chestnuts bloom in the oven and the wine is making Mom silly....Where are these Christmases today? Does the earth spin faster today than 50 years ago? Only in our minds and hearts will we remember these Holidays past.....Christmas has become an event and a sideshow, not the celebration as is was intended to be. xoxoxoxo Well said Lady, I respect someone with a sense of normality |
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Mistress Farrah on Twitter!
11:46AM on November 27, 2009
YES FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER!!
http://twitter.com/MistressFarrah
If you know whats good for you!!
Mistress Farrah **
AKA The Fetish Queen
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Get your FREE videos now!!
4:09PM on November 25, 2009
This offer is good until Monday November 30 12 midnight EST...
For EVERY 5 videos you purchase you will get 5 FREE (you must pick and message me with your choice of free vids. Also your free videos must come within 2.00 of what you spent)... up to 20 FREE VIDEOS...
Happy Thanksgiving!!
Mistress Farrah **
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Nilou... |
September 25, 2011 (Report It)
Cool !!! |
Mistr... |
November 25, 2009 (Report It)
Thanks Tee! |
Camgi... |
November 25, 2009 (Report It)
This is a great idea! Good luck with it. (: |
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