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Where I've Been
10:09AM on August 06, 2010

Hello everyone. =) I have been a little negligent of my blog lately. A lot of stuff has been going on in my life! And to top it off, these summer classes are really kicking my ass! But I think I am finally back into the swing of things with only 3 weeks left of summer classes, I think I'm going to make it through without dropping dead! *LOL*

Soo.. I hope you are all enjoying your summer thus far. I haven't really had any time to do anything fun because I've been super busy the last two or three months! It kinda sucks but I'm looking forward to at least making a trip to the zoo before the end of the summer. =)

I also wanted to thank everyone who sent their condolences, thoughts, and prayers to me in my time of need when my mother passed. A lot of you sent very thoughtful messages and e-mails to me, and I really appreciated it.

Thanks bunches,

Veronica

Rest In Peace, Mom!
7:41PM on June 15, 2010

Hi everyone... I'm sad to say that this topic has to be the next update for my blog, however my mother passed away yesterday.

She was a perfectly healthy 53 year old woman, and she went to the hospital the other night with a fever of 106 degrees, and complaints of a headache, shoulder pain, and that her legs hurt. They got her fever down to 101 degrees and sent her home.

She returned two days later to the hospital and was admitted into ICU. She had a serious pneumonia and had gone into a sepsis from a blood infection. Her blood pressure was extremely low, regardless to the fact that they had her on every single kind of medication known to help raise it. It would just not stay stabilized. Therefore, they could not continue with any other sort of treatment to help her. She was on a ventilator to breathe for her, and on total life support.She was not coherent at all.

Yesterday morning the doctor's told me that she was only getting worse and that her body had gotten to the point of where it was producing acid now. All of her systems were shutting down; brain, heart, liver, kidney, and lung failure. There was nothing left to do, nothing left that they could do and the doctors gave her from two hours to two days to live. So, being that I am her only child and have power of attorney, I made the decision to take her off of life support yesterday.. it was the hardest decision that I have ever had to make in my life, but she was suffering.

I watched my mother die within minutes right in front of my eyes, and it was so hard to know that I could not do anything to help her. It was the greatest pain that I have ever felt in my entire life.

So, being that my mother does not have any life insurance, or that I am not completely financially able to have this monetary burden be completely on my shoulders, one of my customers suggested that I start a Chip In for assistance with my mother's funeral costs. I have no one to help me with this at all, and as many of you may know I am a single mother of two boys. If you could find it in your heart to donate anything at all, even a dollar, I would greatly appreciate it. I am struggling right now to cope with the hand that life has dealt me and having this burden on my shoulders is so much more than I could ever ask for. I feel that it is rather tacky to ask for assistance in a time like this but, I do have such a large online group of people that I associate with, friends, customers, and things of that nature. So please contact me for the link to my chip in.

All in all I just want to say please spend as much time with your loved ones as you possibly can because you never know when they can be taken from this world. Thank you everyone for reading my blog.

Shoot me in the face, please!!!
8:27AM on June 09, 2010

Grrrr!!! I hate being sick! I always seem to get sick at the most random and retarded times!

Saturday night, where I live, we had this ridiculous thunderstorm and trust me I looooove love LOVE the rain and thunderstorms and all of that, we even had a tornado warning. Not a watch - a warning, for those of you who know and appreciate the difference! LOL

But you know me, I was wearing a spaghetti-strapped tank top that day because it was so nice out earlier, and well when I left I got completely SOAKED after walking to my car and guess what? I woke up the next day with a head and ears that were throbbing and my throat was sore like I was deep throating dicks all day or something LOL!

So now that I have been sick since Sunday morning... I went to bed at like 2 AM last night and I woke up at 3:30 coughing my freakin' head off! I could NOT go back to sleep because all I was doing was hacking and gagging and it was just horrible... None the less, I have been up since then, only occasionally falling back asleep for ten or twenty minutes until the next fit of coughing came. It's not 8:30 AM and I am already whipped :(

This is the end of my rant. lol

My first blog ;)
10:28AM on May 21, 2010

Hey everyone, sorry it's been so long. I created this blog and sort of forgot about it or neglected it, or something like that. ;) I've been super busy with school and everything else going on right now, but I'm back into the swing of things and I've been updating my Rude page with new flix and photo sets. http://rude.com/MissVaughn if you want to check it out. Rude is a pretty awesome website! Anyways, I just wanna let everyone know that I will be available Tuesday and Thursday nights for cam shows from 10 PM and on through the night! I'm available other nights as well however I would prefer if you shot me an email first, *ADMIN EDIT* so that I can schedule a time with you because let's face it.. I don't just sit in front of the computer all night waiting for someone who wants a cam show, lol. You could also message me on yahoo, my user name is *ADMIN EDIT* I'm still looking for other fellow cam girls who wanna swap content for our members areas, so if you're interested in that definitely send me a message. I'm also still working on creating a website for girls who want their own website, but do not know how to set all of that up. So hit me up ladies! Other than that, I'm going to continue to upload these videos on Rude and I should be on for the better part of the early half of the day! *DO NOT POST PERSONAL CONTACT INFO HERE OR ANYWHERE ELSE ON RUDE*