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Feeling Chatty
2:22PM on March 25, 2008


    Well for calling myself an artist I sure seem to be modeling a lot these days, I guess that's not a bad thing. How can having freinds who like to take pictures of their kinks be a bad thing!?

    There's a movie about the life of Betty Paige, in it there's all these recreations of the silly mood that insued during the photo sessions, how well I can relate to that! We did a set with a fabulous domme I know, tying me to tree and fucking my ass with big ole strap on. I'll be adding pics from that set to my page pretty soon, I think i'm also gonna use some of them for the basis for some cheesy pulp fiction covers. Anyway I'm really proud of the results, they ended up being pretty sexy. Though Mistress Mela and I had to stop several times to shake off the giggles. The serious freak session didn't start until after we put the cameras away.

    Polly  

Back to Business
3:13PM on March 09, 2008


     After a bit of a block your kinky cross dressing artist is back on the job.
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I got a commission or two the other day, and in negotiating the particulars, my friend told me several times how much  she's been missing, my pervy imagery. So how could a person not be inspired by such blatant flattery!

   I've also been challenged with the prospect of designing some slutty swim wear.   I'm' thinking that I want it to feel like shabari style rope bondage. Tight strappy outfits that chafe the goodies every time you move.  One lady I've talked to asked that her bikini lock in place so that it can only be removed by her master. Stretchy spandex is always sexy, but I think some swimwear that forces a slut to "present" made of tough rip stop nylon is long overdue. Should make for some interesting tan lines as well. Swimwear as harness, in fashion colors.
 
   I'm thinking I should sketch a few of these outfits and the way they might work before I set to work making them for real life people. I'll be sure and post the sketches on Rude, along with my other kinky fantasies.
Polly 

Dissapointment
1:03PM on February 28, 2008


       My vids! where'd they go!?   I guess this blog space is as good as any to vent a few frustrations. The abbreviated version of this entry would just be the title.

Hey, could be an HTML issue,  could have been removed for any number of reasons, life is like that I guess. I guess i was feeling particularly proud because I was getting so many views. Okay, .. not a huge amount but the most I've ever gotten. Like most sites, both on line and in the real world you can do anything you want until some one complains.  I thought my vids were pretty tame, so I'm imagining it has something to do with me somehow using some service that requires a producer status to use. I simply don't know.

  I guess it's also true that putting yourself up for a viewing, one has to be ready to deal with the fact that someone won't like it. The minister at the church down the street from me, would probably say that I'm a bad person for cross dressing, or any of my other kinky activities. I had a trick a few years ago that thinks I'm a bad person for not meeting him in the alley behind wal mart to give him some head in his Camaro.  In the end ya just have to live with yourself, despite it all. I'm sure our Rude.com moderators have to make some weird decisions and no matter what the deal was, I have to remember that it's nothing to do with me personally.

 On a lighter note, I have a cute guy coming over tonight for some spankins'. I have a new toy I want to use on him that leaves lots of whelps. I'll be feeling much better once I tiger stripe his slutty bottom. It's so good to be able to take out your anger by actually beating some one who likes it. I highly recommend it.

Polly

... EDIT
Yay! A quick post to the rude board under "support" and a staff member tells me it's because I had my Email address on my vids. I thought the rule was no URL's ... any way I'll re edit them and get them back up. I still think I need to try and get a producer status. As I understand it, it's a lot easier to do than it was last time I considered it.

 

The Meaning Of Life
4:54AM on February 23, 2008

 I'd been feeling a bit of a block when it comes to art so maybe this will be a good way to express myself, untill  I get back in the groove.  Being a drag queen and being an artist drag queen seems like a double whammy, for never being rich. I have to admit thought there's a lot to be said about the joys of being a slut.