the real me
12:06PM on December 04, 2009
well what is funny too me no one ive mate no shit about me they only no what they see my few friends dont no shit about me they only see what they wont too see when it comes too me . family dont see me or understand me friends dont see me they see what makes them happy oh she funny she silly oh she dont mean that , when am serious no one believes me i have told my few friends something from the heart they think am joking or that am making some kind of humor statement no am not all ways joking they just wont see me as serious tell something happen too me. when i said i thought of suicide often no one believes me they brush it off and say you need too get out and meet people . my depression dont have nothing too do with me going out, it has too do with a Chemical imbalance in my system an i need help.when i say am scared of hope they will say i just need too go with the flow ok that aint helping when am scared of hope love is a different state of issues but one will believe me just ask my so called friends they dont believe shit i say..
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