Ouch!
10:07PM on May 11, 2009

All I can really say about the past couple of days is ouch! My nipples have turned like super freaking sensitive and if they touch *anything* at all, including the bra they must be strapped down in, they hurt soooo bad.  I mean WOW I think this actually hurts more than the pain I had right after surgery. I will say, however, that the pain is totally worth it and I would do it again in a heart beat!

So I uploaded a new tour on my members site today and it looks really nice. I spent a few days putting everything together but I am glad I did because it was definitely time. I usually make an updated tour about every year or so, and it's so weird because I usually change my house up about every year too. I guess I just like new scenery annually.

I can't wait till I am ready to do some new pics and stuff because I am looking forwards to it. I can't wait to show off the new twins *wink*

Well I am going to bed, I've been staying up later than I should every night lately.

Nervous Already!
4:24PM on April 22, 2009

So I have made my decision.... I am getting a breast augmentation!! Yes I know I made that decision fast but not really, I have been wanting them for YEARS now. I just never *really* wanted them like *super* bad but I do now.... and what I want, I get dammit!

So I already met with my doctor today and he seemed so fantastic. He has a bagillion awards and plaques and titles and all that fancy stuff that means doctors can price gouge you. That's ok though, I would rather pay more anyways. Remember, quality is better than quantity.

I scheduled my surgery for May 8th so I have 16 days to go.  I scheduled it a little earlier then I originally wanted to because I just want to get it over with. I am one of those people that will sit and dwell on all the possible things that could go wrong and I will totally talk myself out of it for stupid reasons. I really want to get this done and I know it will enhance my life as well as my bust line. I am aware of the many dangers but I am not *that* aware, and I would like to keep it that way, the less I know, the better off I am.

From what I have been told, this is a horribly painful experience and I won't be able to use my upper body much at all for like a month. I can't drive for 3 weeks or anything like that. It's going to be fun trying to microwave food everyday when my microwave sits face level to me.

Soooo... no more being a lazy ass for me anymore. I have to get hustlin on some pictures and videos to be posting while I am recovering. I think it's going to be right around 2 months or so on the recovery time and hopefully my boobs look pretty enough by then for some pics, cuz I am going to be ready to show them off!

Woohoo! I am finally going to be able to fill out a bikini for the first time in my life!

Kristi with Boobs?!
10:00AM on April 21, 2009


Ok I would like to get some unbiased opinions about this idea I have been playing around with. I want to get my very own set of big boobs!

I know it sounds odd coming from me, I have always liked having my tiny titties. Some how now it just doesn't feel right though. Having little boobs is ok when you are a teenager but once you are in your 20's, plus you are technically a M.I.L.F, having a set of A cup boobs just doesn't seem right to me.

I have seen a lot of camgirls/porn stars here on the internet get their breasts done and they always look great. It seems like they get more business and popularity after they get implants too!

I don't know why I suddenly want ample cleavage but I don't really care either. I think I am going to do it. I asked my boyfriend and I think he is ok with it too. (I say "asked" but really I told him, because I do what I want to do...hehe)

I have these fears about the whole thing though. I have never been under anethesia before so that freaks me out right there. My biggest fear is getting a botched boob job. I have seen tons of girls get some really fucked looking tits. How do you reassure yourself that you are not going to wake up with mauled titties? Is there a review site for boob job doctors? If so make sure I get that website address!

*Sigh* Making decisions is so hard. Oh well, I think I am going to do it.... and soon too. Maybe.... eh I'll probably talk myself out of it like I always do, but I am going to try to make the right decision.

Starting Fresh
9:49AM on April 21, 2009