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I'm home and Ok!
9:10PM on November 19, 2009

Finally woke up enough from my "sedated" state to let you know I'm home and I'm ok.

They have a drainage tube from one of  my  incisions that I have to get emptied out every 6 hours and record how many cc's it is... they have me wrapped up in this brace and it's quite uncomfortable.

I was able to take all my bandages off  a bit earlier to take a shower, but had to put it all back on after.

So far I've been able to keep some toast, some cream of chicken soup down along with water and gingerale.

I'll be taking my pain meds again shortly though because it hurts like a mother fucker for me to get up out of the bed to go pee.

I will be turning my house cams back on soon, but if you're a bit squeamish you might not want to look. I mean I'm all bandaged up, but still have this damn drainage thingie on and it does look pretty gross. Even my hubby gets squeamish looking at it. My tummy is also very swollen!


I sent in a MoBlog photo of me sitting in the hospital bed before my surgery. Wasn't up to having anyone taking any photos of me in the hospital after.. I was way out of it and was really nauseas.

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Continuing my hiatus :(
4:10PM on September 30, 2009

Hey Ya'll!

I forgot to update my blog here on my health issues lately...

For those that don't know I received my appointment for my gall bladder surgery and it's not until November 18th.

Sucks coz I stay in a lot of pain even on the restricted diet they have me on.

I have lost a bit of weight.. not much.. but a little, but it doesn't matter what I eat my chest still hurts like crazy when I'm done and I'm still having to rely on pain meds to help me out. I try not to take them that often.. only when I'm finished eating so that I can go about my day getting at least the things I need to get done around my house. So I take them twice a day instead of every 4 hours like I was having to in the beginning.

I just miss all of my friends and fans so much on here and I still lurk around and go to some shows when I'm able... I just can't do my own right now until I'm feeling better.

So I'm really hoping after my surgery and I'm all healed up I'll be able to get back on here and have fun again with everyone.

Love to all,

Kat

Letting Ya'll Know I'm Ok :)
3:49PM on November 25, 2008

Sorry I haven't been around much since my surgery.

I've actually been busy revamping my personal website during my "downtime" so it's been taking a lot of my time, but I wanted to let ya'll know I'm ok.

The surgery went well. I had a bit of trouble with the hand they put the IV in. The IV leaked into my tissues instead of going into my vein and I couldn't use my right hand very well for the first 3 days because it was all swollen and bruised up. I also have this huge bruise on my stomach. It looks like it's a bruise from the inside out and still hurts.

I'm greatful they were able to use the scope on me so the only scar I will have is a little one inside my navel and it's healing up rather quickly.

Still no sex for me for a few more weeks though... so hubby is gonna have to make friends with his hand for a little while again.  lol

We'll be going to my mother-in-laws tomorrow.  Biff has to be back to work Friday morning so we'll be leaving right after Thanksgiving dinner on Thursday.

Everyone have a wonderful and safe holiday!

Miss you all,

XOXO's
Kat

Tubal Ligation Surgery...
2:59PM on November 16, 2008

Hey ya'll,

Well, as a lot of you know I go in for my Tubal Ligation surgery this coming Tuesday @ noon CST.

I go tomorrow afternoon for my pre-op exam, etc.

I have to admit I'm really nervous about this surgery and that's one of the big reasons why I cancelled my group show this morning.  I'm just dealing with a lot of emotion on this right now and haven't been in the best of moods since yesterday morning.

I know it's for the best because the miscarriages have been so rough on me, but this will make it so final. I mean never being able to get pregnant again... it's just makes my heart hurt in a way I'm sure some of you can understand.

It's supposed to be a type of scope procedure, but I'm kind of nervous about this too because my umbilical hernia surgery I had 4 years ago was also supposed to be a scope surgery and I had so much scar tissue that they couldn't go into my naval and ended up cutting me from the naval up to patch the hernia ( which is now back again so the patch didn't even hold )...

I am just hoping they won't have to cut me again and leave yet another scar on my tummy. I have 3 scars already there. 2 of them  are  bikini line scars ( ovarian cyst removal and c-section )  and the one that I mentioned above from my hernia.

Biff had to change his schedule at work so he could  be home when the twins get home from school tomorrow when I go to my pre-op appt. and he will come with me to the hospital on Tuesday and he will have to be back at work on Wednsday. One of my neighbors will let the girls stay with her after school  until I get home Tuesday evening from the hospital.

Anyway... thought I'd let you know I'll be around as much as I can after the surgery and again once I'm feeling better I'll do a few clean type chat group shows and eventually I'll be able to play again. :)

I'll stop rambling now.  lol

kisses,
Kat

Post-Op CheckUp This Afternoon...
11:28AM on October 15, 2008

I go for my post-op exam this afternoon.

I'm hoping everything is healing up like it should... I'm also hoping she says I can resume having sex again.  lol

It's been a whole week and it's killing me not to have sex with my hubby... UGHH!  haha

I know she'll probably tell me to give it a couple more weeks... yeah, like that's gonna happen!  It's hard enough telling him no I can't right now... 2 more weeks of this... hmmm not sure I'm gonna be able to say no anymore. :P

Yes, I'm a perv and am addicted to my hubby's dick.. I said it!  LOL

As you can tell I am feeling much better. Still have a bit of cramping, but not as much as I was and I'm still spotting.. which sucks.. it's like being on an extended period for me since my normal cycles only last a maximum of 3-4 days.

I'm trying to get back into my usual routine again because with having to be off my feet so much I've not really gotten lazy.. but I tend to procrastinate and put things off until later instead of doing them when they need to be done.

I'm sure I'll see ya'll around later.

kisses n hugs,

Kat

My Surgery Went Well...
8:27PM on October 09, 2008

Just letting everyone know that my D & C went well yesterday.

I'm cramping quite a bit, but that's to be expected and they gave me some pain pills to take in case it gets too bad for me.

They told me to get a lot of rest, but I still need to get up and walk around so that no blood clots happen. So I try to sleep as much as I can and then I go do things that are not too hard such as washing clothes and doing the dishes.

Biff has been really helpful in taking care of the twins for me, but he has to go back to work tomorrow.

I have to go for my post-op check up next Wednesday.

I miss everyone so much and hope the pain eases up a bit more soon so I can at least have a chat group show soon so I can catch up with everyone.

hugs n kisses to you all,
Kat

Missed Miscarriage :(
4:59PM on October 06, 2008

Again, first I want to thank those that have left such beautiful messages of enouragement for me during this time. Both Biff and I appreciate it greatly.

This is an update on what's going on.

I'm extremely sad to say that I've what they are calling a "missed miscarriage".  My HCG ( hormone ) count went down to 17,000 instead of going up and doubling like it should have if things were ok. So I did indeed miscarry, but hadn't expelled anything from it... no bleeding, etc.

So I go tomorrow to the hospital for my pre-op bloodwork and Wednesday I'm scheduled to have a D & C.

It will be an outpatient procedure and I should be home Wednesday night as long as things go well.

I'll have to put off my regular group shows for a while. If I know I'll have people come to see me and just chat for a bit with me w/out having to worry about being nude or masturbating since it will be a while after the D & C before I'll be able to even have sex with my hubby much less do those kind of group shows I will be willing to try to do those. Again, only if I'll have people willing to come chat and bullshit with me w/out feeling pressured about not being nude or any kind of masturbation.

Talk with ya'll later.

kisses,
Kat