Why I've Changed my Rude Name...
5:44PM on March 21, 2010
From LustyHousewife to Katlyn1969....
He has closed his account here on Rude, but my husband was known as BiffTannen on here and he decided after almost 8 years he was going to leave me and our girls... since I'm still technically a wife at this time, but he's no longer living in the house I can't really use that name any longer since I won't be performing any "wifely" activities with him from now on.
He had said he would stay for the kids and we would live as "roommates" only until he could find his own place close by, but that changed yesterday and he decided he didn't even want to do that.
I just hurt for my girls because he's moving almost 4 hours away and will be staying with his mom until he finds his own place there and a new job and they won't get to see him much and they screamed and cried yesterday for him not to leave.... it was a traumatic experience and I'm just hoping time and lots of love from me will help heal their little broken hearts.
He was my best friend, my lover, my confident and I'm having a really hard time myself right now dealing with it all...
Also... I still have more dental work coming up soon.. actually starting this week and I'm trying to figure out how I'm gonna deal with taking care of my kids, getting to the dentist, etc etc so I may be around even less than normal of late because of this.
Thank you for letting me vent. I'm trying to be strong for my girls... but, I'm struggling.
Luvya'll!
Kat
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