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The Deck
2:53PM on May 21, 2009
We had been inside for while, enjoying each other’s company. It was getting a little warm and fresh air sounded nice. Well, he thought the idea was to go outside so he could smoke and together we would enjoy the quiet of outside. I had other plans and made sure that I grabbed a blanket on the way out the door.
Once outside the air was cool, a little cooler than expected but the cool breeze felt good against my skin. Together we walked to the deck. There was some small talk as he lit his djarum and I found a place to sit on the lower ledge. I was completely lost in all that was going on. To actually have this man standing in front of me, no interruptions, no limits, and no worries it was what I wanted, what I needed, and what I was glad to have. Despite working a full day I was excited, my body was excited, wide awake, and full of sexual energy. The cool air against my skin, the scent of cloves, the recent indoor activities, and the possibility of someone seeing us on the deck all added to my excitement.
Sitting on the ledge I was watching this man smoke and I wanted him close. Time was limited and I didn’t want there to be that much space between us. I honestly cannot recall if I voiced me wanting him near or if he just sensed it. Either way I wanted him close and close he came. So close that my body tingled and gladly accepted his body heat. So close that I could feel an undeniable surge of sexual energy between him and I. Before I knew it my hands were pulling him closer and he was helping me get to what he knew I wanted. I lowered myself a little bit more and looked into the eyes of a man I craved, a man I wanted, and a man I would have.
I wanted to taste him. I wanted to kiss his most intimate places. I wanted him to know that I was willing and eager to give him the same satisfaction he had given me moments before. With my hands on his body I again look up at this man smoking his djarum and I knew that everything was just the way it was suppose to be.
I slowly kissed his manhood. Slowly licked and touched his length before I took him into my mouth. I wanted to taste every inch of him. I wanted to feel his warmth on my lips, on my tongue; I wanted to feel him grow in my mouth. I licked, sucked, and teased his manhood with my tongue. Occasionally taking him deeper into my mouth and slowly releasing him. I was enjoying the feeling of him in and out enjoying the feel of his manhood on my tongue, in my hands, and against my cheeks. My tongue swirling over, under, around his manhood wanting to make sure that every inch of him was tasted every inch of him was felt wanting to burn it into my memory. For whatever reason taking him into my mouth again and releasing him…looking up into his face seeing him look down at me, the look in his eyes in his face the sounds the lingering scent of cloves…at that very moment I knew things had just begun.
The blanket now spread across the deck and cool air blowing across my erect nipples I am laid down. The man I craved now seemed to crave me and as I looked at the star studded sky I once again felt a surge of sexual energy as his hands made contact with my body followed by his breath and the warmth of his mouth…
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June 02, 2009 (Report It)
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May 22, 2009 (Report It)
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May 21, 2009 (Report It)
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Self Exploration
12:28AM on May 08, 2008
As I sit back with a shot of my favorite Taquilla I begin to think about the journey RUDE.com has taken me on. I have been apart of the RUDE community for 2 whole months. 2 months 1 week and 6 days to be exact and during this time I have explored and learned a lot about myself. Before RUDE.com porn was Taboo I didnt watch it and when offered to watch I always said "why, I can go have sex myself" NOW I can say that I enjoy the unscripted videos that are shared for my viewing pleasure made by ordinary people just like me. I have seen a lot of interesting sexual experiences and I have enjoyed every minute of it.
Not only has the world everyday sexual experience of others been given to me but the beauty of sex itself has been re-intoroduced. Self pleasure I practiced but rarely and always with a Battery Operated Boyfriend (B.O.B.). Never touched myself with my very own fingers and hands. But as I entered into the RUDE world I have explored and learned that my fingers and hands can excite me in away that B.O.B. cannot. My hands have became my best firends. The SINsations that I can deliver through my very own body by my very own hands is EARTH-SHATTERING!
People in my everyday life would say that I need to see the Doctor due to excitement that I get by being watched. People in my everyday life would not believe some of the things that I do. I am finding the true beauty in myself through thousands of people that I would not know otherwise. Because of comments and messages that I have recieved I have found inner beauty and outer beauty. I have began to explore myself. I find myself as a Tantalizing Amazing Magnificent Intriguing Kindhearted and Alluring young woman who is beginning to see herself as a FUCKING SEX GODDESS!!! and it feels great!
But RUDE has not only allowed me to explore myself sexually/physically but mentally as well. I have been mentally stimulated on many different levels. My mind has been opened to sexual pleasures without ever being touched not even by my own hands. The visual stimulation and the words and only the words of some have allowed me to be satisfied in ways that I never could have imagined. The words have allowed me to think, consider, and reconsider the things that please and excite ME! The words have allowed me to think about more things that I want to experience sexually. I want to experience things that may not have been acceptable other wise (in my mind). The more I am willing to engage in more different and liberating sexually activities so... whips chains Paddles and Floggers here I cum.
I never would have thought that I would be on anybody's website doing videos posting pictures and talking so openly about sex. I never knew that inside me was this inner perv or FREEK. Here I am happily showing off my body and all its lovely flaws and perfections and enjoying every FUCKING minute. To watch and be watched has never sounded so good to me unitl I was Introduced to RUDE. What happens in VEGAS is being shared around the world...
As I write this I find myself getting excited over the fact that i am a favorite, I have fans, and I am finding a very new sexually free me...
RUDE.COM/SinCityVixen702
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luv2cum |
May 25, 2008 (Report It)
let me guess that had to be at least one or two shots of tequilla with lime and salt lol isn't that drink spicy along with it being so strong then it singes your chest with a ton of bricks if you even sip it.
and by reading your story i admit that feels like horny o'l me |
TaQuilla |
May 12, 2008 (Report It)
Isn't it a little funny that the more you think you know yourself, the more you find you don't. Ahhhh...the beauty of evolution. You truly are SINsational. Every gorgeous layer!! |
MayaL... |
May 11, 2008 (Report It)
Awesome blog entry. Welcome to your epiphany Sin City Butterfly. |
heina... |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
We're all so very grateful to be able to witness the metapmorphosis into the sexual butterfly you're becoming! This is why I love Rude, too----it allows for a lot more sexual freedom, and thus we're able to learn more about ourselves. Kudos! |
11bra... |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
Finding and making friends with your inner freak is a very important and hopefully an enjoyable journey, please keep exploring! |
Darli... |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
Rude is definitely an eye-opening experience. I'm glad that you have been able to discover more things about yourself and I'm enjoying your journey with you. Love your work and this blog is inspiring. |
swaali77 |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
And they need more starz for this chic's blogs!! 5 aint doin' it!! |
swaali77 |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
Sin, you know I was comin' thru to speak on ya shit! As usual, an excellent topic and very well written. My thought:
Mami, you have been introduced to what society has tried to hide since we became 'civilized', the beauty of the human body as God intended, NAKED! In all its shapes and sizes, there is something that we can all find beautiful about anyone's body. We have been told to hide our sexuality and called dirty if we didnt. And that, SIN, is the biggest sin of all. How can we not use the 1 gift He gave us all? Sexuality is the 1 healing gift he spread around equally. Whether pleasing and healing yourself or someone else, using the gift inward or outwards, our sexuality is key to our fitness, mental and physical. RUDE is a spot where each 1 can teach 1 and heal each other with this great gift we have. KEEP IT RUDE, MAMI, YA RUDE FAM LOVES U!! |
doUse... |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
It's great that you have found the new you, within your sexuality. It is truely a liberating experience. To learn this about yourself, can only make your sex life that much better. I'm sure other would agree. I'm a freak. I've always been a freak, but it's easy for a man to express that. For a woman to finally explore that side of herself, within feeling abit taboo is great. Others opinions, seem to get in the way, Now that you have gotten pass that, it only can make for a beeter you. Just ask B.O.B. Do what you do baby. We all enjoy it, and we all enjoy you. |
docporno |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
this is one of the most amazing and enlightening blog entries i've ever read here...and i am so freeking happy for u. i'm been observing your blossoming for weeks now and it's so gratifying to see u accept that this is not only a part of u, but a DEFINING part of u-something that so many people never come to grips with in a positive way. i was even more impressed with how this worked on some many levels - i am now officially drifiting from smitten to something a little more complicated...but good. very very good... |
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May 08, 2008 (Report It)
Ms SIN, that was very well written, you are one extremely beautiful black woman, your body has caught up with your mind and i thank you for sharing your most intimate times with me and rude, i got your back sexy lady, true fan of yours, much love and respect pretty lady, love, gtowndog |
docporno |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
i am in total awe....let me gather my thoughts-then i will respond |
MISS_... |
May 08, 2008 (Report It)
I AM SO PLEASED TO SEE THIS VISION OF LOVELYNESS COMING TO HER REAL SELF BEFORE MY EYES.....SO GLAD THAT RUDE FOUND YOU JUST AS YOU FOUND RUDE.....SO KEEP THISE VISIONS OF PLEASURE DANCING IN YOUR HEAD AND I KNOW THE PEOPLE OF RUDE WILL MAKE THE VIDS...PICS AND SHOWS TO KEEP THEM THERE AS WELL
MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT
STUNNA |
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SEX...
6:47PM on April 21, 2008
is the topic of many RUDE boards.... But due to a blog I read recently I have a few guestions or thoughts of my own. Miss_Stunna recently posted a blog about passion and desire....check it out there is alot more to it....
Now, I consider myself to be a pretty opened minded individual, willing to try things. I try to see others point of views on things and if there is something that I dont understand... I will ask about it.
So as I wait for Miss_Stunna response I want to know what you all think...
Now you are in a committed relationship with some1 u share so much passion with. You are in this relationship for the long term through thick and thin. This may be the very person you want to settle down with, raise a family and have a dog or two...
Now every1 window shops here and there. looking at all the tastey treats they can no longer sample becuase of that committed relationship. Well, actually who said you couldnt sample the treats as long as you always return home to the one that you share that passion with. As long as you return home to the one you love?
This is where I get lost... why be in a committed relationship if you are going to let your partner sample other tastey treats... I just dont get it. why not just be f^ck buddies and keep it pushing? Hell, why be with some1 who is going to desire other women/men and act on those desires when they should be in a committed relationship with you. I just dont see how that works. Please help me open my mind and grasp this concept.
But as you respond keep in mind that I am not talking about those who allow there partners to 'cheat' and continue to return home... I am talking about those who are comfortable with and allow there partners to sample those tastey treats... those who are ok with the relationship being half open and half closed. I understand that some people have very successful marriages and relationships being swingers having completely open relationship, but that is something that they do TOGETHER. What I am speaking of is not done by both parties involved...
u understand?
is it truly about being that secure with yourself or is it lack there of?
my original response to Stunna's blog---->Stunna Stunna Stunna.... their are people that have the same thinking as you...then there are others who wanto to be able to share this thinking... but anywho... why be in a committed relationship if you are not committed to each other (but i am assuming u are talking about a committed relationship) every1 has desires 4 others and you may very well have passion, tru passion for that one person, but if passion is so strong why give into desires or allow your man to give into those desires....help me open my mind some...
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11bra... |
May 06, 2008 (Report It)
An open relationship can be a committed relationship, but it is much harder. I have been in both and unless you are very secure, honest and not at all territorial an open committed relationship is likely doomed. |
Coolj... |
April 23, 2008 (Report It)
well i did sex with my wife i did try to her we never up. we did make sex and enjoy. |
shyma... |
April 21, 2008 (Report It)
they call it friends with benefits nowadays me i'm old schol i'll stick to the committed relationships |
swaali77 |
April 21, 2008 (Report It)
I have been in a committed relationship before and I played the role of the 1 that was not so committed. I think it all came down to this for me:
I didnt really want a committed relationship. I wanted a maid, cook, and personal slut on call 24-7. Basically that was it for me. I just wanted to know these things were there so I didnt have to go look for them. Having this also made my liaisons in the street a lot less complicated. I was able to keep them very simple and emotionally in check. See sometimes men end up in a "committed relationship' because of dependence on a woman who they are supposed to be just fucking. When they start depending on her to do other things besides fuck.(hot meal, wash clothes, etc.) By having that woman at home I didnt have to depend on other women to handle anything for me. That was my "at-home's" jobs. She didnt have to work all she had to do was cook, clean, fuck, and suck. I provided everything for her and the house just so I could do what I wanted with other women. And I felt that since I did everything she had no right to complain or be upset when she caught me or heard bout something I was doing. My favorite response was, "but who do I sleep with every night? Who living in this nice ass crib? Who dont have to work?' I felt I had the right to do what I wanted when I wanted as long as the next day didnt catch me outside my crib. 5 years that shit went on and in the end I had hurt her so much with my arrogance and fucking up till she left. Took my daughter and moved back to the project with her family. The nice crib, money to shop, car,none of that mattered. She aint want none of that, she wanted me to love her like she loved me. But I couldnt, I didnt love her, I was comfortable with her ass. I knew she would handle whatever business I asked her to. I knew if she was going somewhere that day before she left my house would be cleaned, food would be on the stove, clothes and towels in the bathroom for me to wash that other woman off me. I said all that to say this, alot of times committed relationships are what they are, but most times any relationship or friendship is 1 of convenience. I got something u want and vice versa. If 2 cats hang together hustling money to smoke crack, they are going to be best friends, but once 1 goes to rehab and serious about that kick, guess what? They aint so much of friends anymore. So I now tell my so-called 'committed relationship' partners the truth from the beginning. U AINT MY OLD LADY, AT THE MOMENT, U ARE JUST THE WOMAN I ENJOY FUCKING THE MOST! U ARE MY FAVORITE OUT OF A FEW!
Hope I aint bore yall 2 death with that.
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MISS_... |
April 21, 2008 (Report It)
I SEE I HAVE OPENED A PANDORA'S BOX HERE.......WITH F*CK BUDDY'S HOW MUCH INTIMACY CAN YOU REALLY GET FROM THAT.......THIS WHOLE COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP THING.....I'VE BEEN IN A SO CALLED COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP BUT THE COMMITMENT WAS ALL MINE.....IT WASN'T TWO SIDED SO WHAT MAKES IT SO SPEACIL IS MY QUESTION TO YOU???? |
Eroti... |
April 21, 2008 (Report It)
that is what I said Y not just be F^ck Buddies...that is what i am trying to grasp...Y claim the committed relationship... |
makav... |
April 21, 2008 (Report It)
well i look at it like this b room mates with benefits wish I can tell u more but I will think about it............respect |
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