Growth
10:02PM on April 10, 2009
I began a journey that I never thought would take me to the places that I have been and taught me various different things that I have learned. I remember the internet connected me to different people from different walks of life and I was enjoying my time with them. I was exploring the digital world and found my comfort zone. I was found and took in by few and that few became many. Though many have watched me on my journey only a few played an active role.
Docporno: kept an eye on me! Watched my words, my movements, paid attention to the little things and then pointed them out to me. It seems that he has been there from the beginning. He introduced me to the power of words and visual stimulation. Opened the creative flood gates though it wasn’t easy for me to see what he saw. But with the help he had from
TaQuilla: it was just re-enforced what he said and what I knew deep down all along. She is a woman that I have kept my eyes on. I have watched her desire her passion her ability to captivate. There were many times when I was seduced by her words in chat. She would pull me into the seduction of her victim or herself and then leave me...letting my words flow and entice. Even she had help from
Mayalicious: who is a woman that allowed me into her world. Who in her own way let me know it was ok to be curious. It was ok to be excited and try new things. She too I watched I admired and listened to. This is a woman who spoke without the bullshit and told things how they were. Regardless of the harshness or reality of her words and for that I love her and
DK: who was also there letting me know that I was a special individual. That was there on my journey and allowed me express myself with his better half. A man that was comfortable with himself and his relationship. A man that was secure and unthreatened by the growth his better half was allowing me to experience.
As tempting as it is to mention those who showed me the negatives and kept throwing bullshit my way I won’t. I will keep your names hidden within my finger tips. But I want to thank u as well for allowing me the opportunity to show you that regardless of what you said or did I still came out on top. I have still grown and blossomed into something beautiful.
To those that wrapped themselves around me and kept me safe kept me watered planted seeds on top of seeds I thank you. Though I believe my journey is still just beginning and I have much more to offer and much more to learn I don’t know how many different ways I can say thank you and ask you to continue to be patient continue to watch me grow….
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