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A year ago I was introduced to rude. A year ago I began exploring me and others ways that I could be stimulated without ever being touched. I pranced around my new playground stopping to enjoy different things I could try. I came upon this mental stimulation and found myself always going back for more. Until the day mental stimulation finally noticed I was there. Mental stimulation caught me off guard and fucked with my mind. I always told myself I was at the playground; I had 2 share the different things I tried. I had to tell myself others wanted a turn with mental stimulation as well. Still found myself waiting… longing… craving mental stimulation.

I began to use mental stimulation to take me to new places, to experience new things, to motivate me, and to explore and indulge. I never would have thought a year later I will have separated from the place I called my playground and still have mental stimulation to run to. I never thought that mental stimulation would become a part of my everyday life. Never thought Mental Stimulation would also become my physical stimulation. Mental Stimulation...

I never thought that I would care about u stimulating others; after all it’s a playground and u where there when I arrived.

Mental stimulation was always easy for me to enjoy was always there when I needed it. Mental stimulation kept me stimulated on multiple levels a simple pleasure that I now realize I don't want to let go of. Mental stimulation asked how do u feel...?

Stimulating another part of me the part of me that's instinctual; the part of me that feels, that cares, and the part of me that does not know how to say I didn't feel about it until I was force fed the reality of mental stimulation stimulating others and the feeling I had at the moment scared me...