Anxious
10:19PM on June 30, 2011
18hours 18 long hours she had to wait. She had to wait 18 hours for a layover that would only last 12. Its late no time to think...sleep. She wakes up the next morning 12hours til the lay over. 12 hours. She gets dressed carefully deciding on a purple dress she remembers wearing on a night when she spent a good amount of her time in a bathroom. She smiles applies lip gloss and eye liner. Sprays herself with a fragrance she hopes is remembered Grabs her purse and goes to work. Surrounded by people and paperwork questions and obstacles she glances at the clock 8 hours. She is offered lunch and it hits her she hasn't eat. Her mind continues racing, stomach is doing flips unable to eat and unable to focus. She again looks at the clock surprised at how fast time was actually moving. 4 hours only 4 hour til the layover that will last 12. With each passing hour people started to notice an unwarranted anxiety, began to question if she was ok. Her only response was a smile, a drop of the head, slight bite of her bottom lip and a soft yes...
lol... what comes next you already know.... revisit THE DECK
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