It's HUMP Day:)
2:40PM on February 24, 2010
 OMG I've been so busy lately haven't had time to blog at all:( I thought I would take a few minutes and gab a little bit. Although I could go on for days about what's been happening lol I will keep it short and not bore you too much:) Hehe Jumping over one hurdle after another lately it seems. Lots going on in my friends lives and it seems like I'm running out of duct tape to help them. But I keep trying because that who I am. I'm not the person to give up so easily and for those of you that know me pretty well, you know this is more than true:)
I go above and beyond for people I care about and then some. 300% if you will. Hard to find that in anyone now a days. A good friend of mine that I have known for 8 years is going through some real shitty times right now and has been for the last 10 years or so, but it only seems to be getting worse in his mind. He has a lot of mental issues and depression, I can understand the depression thing, but never had it as severe as him to the point where everyday you live, you just wanna give up. It's been stressful because I am trying to get him to talk with a professional about this before it eats him alive. And he refuses:( Doesn't wanna talk to "strangers" as he calls it , let alone tell them his problems. I feel like after the last 3 months or so, that I am slowly making progess with him. We are now trying to think of a Plan "C" together. Still thinking hard about it. It makes it all the more difficult when you won't talk to anyone!
Not sure where we will take this road, but all I can do is be positive and keep trying. I care alot for him as we dated 8 years ago, but with his mental issues and depression that changed that all very quickly. We only got in contact again about 2 years ago. He said he wants help, but it's just a matter of going and getting it, without talking to people, I don't know how that's gonna be possible. We will see what happens though, after putting my whole heart and soul into trying to "save" him, I'm drained and gonna back off for a bit and concentrate on work again. I hate how life is so tough sometimes, it really makes other important things hard to focus on. But helping others, has always been my fortay, So I do what I have to do:) Hope you all have a great day, YAY! for the weekend soon! LOL
xoxo
Mikayla
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BROOK... |
March 02, 2010 (Report It)
your a great buddy stay true xoxoxoxxox |
Kali-... |
February 26, 2010 (Report It)
Very Nice and Love the background picture |
xm202... |
February 24, 2010 (Report It)
You are pretty awesome. |
turbo... |
February 24, 2010 (Report It)
u r a great friend!! keep at it!! |
Tweety79 |
February 24, 2010 (Report It)
I adore you for caring for others who have mental anxiety, I for one have had problems for years with war memories that only depress and scare me, professionals wanted to pump me full of pills....they didn't want to cure they only know how to medicate. I have had my best success with an I ndian healer from the Mohawk tribe in Manitoba, who has helped with a regimen of natural mind enhanceing supplements. They don't take away the dreams or depression but give me enough mental drive to not have to deal with it as often. History of this guys depression and what triggers it are a mystery to me but fearing professioals isn't always a bad thing....if there is someone who cares and listens. Kewl Beans babe...just my 14 chips worth lol xoxoxoxo |
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