OUR LOVE
9:04AM on July 13, 2009

This was a poem my mother wrote. She sadly passed away 18 years ago. My father found these poems when going through her things and my brother typed them up and gave us each a copy. Id like to share them with you.
I hope you like them

Chesty x  

OUR LOVE

Happy 2nd Engagement Anniversary
5:20PM on April 30, 2009

HAPPY 2ND ENGAGEMENT ANNIVERSARY DAVE 

1st MAY 2009

 


A few words I would like to say on our
2nd Engagement Anniversary 

Loving you has made my life so full of joy and happiness 
You are my love, my heart and my life
When i am with you, my troubles seem to melt away 
My heart cries when we are apart 
Nothing will ever stop me loving you 

You are my Prince 
You are my soul mate 
You are the perfect man for me 
You are the sweetest man I know 
You are the music that makes my heart sing 
You are the other half that makes me feel whole 
You bring nothing but love, peace, joy and happiness to my soul 

All I care about is being with you forever 
You make me want you more each day 
I cannot live without you 
I cannot stop thinking about you 
I am addicted to your love 

You make me feel like a woman 
No man has loved me the way you do 
I feel safe when I am with you 
Your gentle touch sends chills up and down my spine 
I get lost in ecstasy when you make love to me 
Your caring words touch the deepest parts of me 
Your warm hugs and your tender kisses are more precious than gold 
I do not want to wake up from this wonderful dream with you 

I will give you my heart, my body and my soul 
I will cherish you all my life and to eternity 
I thank God for the day he brought you into my life for 
I have finally discovered true love - YOU 

Happy Anniversary Sweetheart - I love you xxxxxxxxxxxx

LOVE
12:35PM on November 02, 2008

        FALLING INTO THAT BEAUTIFUL THING CALLED LOVE

Falling into the beautiful thing called Love

(Ridiculous , inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love)

Attraction, Flirtation , Euphoria, doubt the truth or "You love me too? !"

.....You feel fuzzy, you feel funny, you don't want to stop and breathe, you
don't want to think, you don't want to eat, you don't want to sleep,
you just want to hold onto this unbelieavable rush.

You tell yourself, I could learn to live with this feeling. You tell yourself
this love I won't question This love , I will simply enjoy
Because this love is  The One

I will never stop loving YOU

Dave I love you now and will love you forever.
You are the one, my soul mate, my friend, my strength and my persuasion.

Always and Forever

xxxxxxx

My Love, My Life
7:25AM on August 23, 2008

My Love My Life

RudeMcP and Chestymorgan - Rude's first love match
10:15PM on March 23, 2008

RudeMcP and Chestymorgan

Part One - Encounters

It was Christmas Day 2006. The kids had been fed and were doing there own thing. I was on my laptop bored and looking for a Rude picture to send to a friend on a Christmas greeting and on browsing the internet came upon Rude.com. I had never been in a chat room before and curious decided to see who was online. At that time rude only had the one chat room. There were a number of men and women chatting. I decided to say hi to see if I woujld get a response and was amazed at the welcome I got back and was soon chatting away.

One particular person drew my attention. He was on a webcam and had the most amazing blue eyes I'd ever seen. At that time his name was mcpoorboy. We talked for a while about the weather, where we were from, polite small talk etc. He lived in the United States. After that first initial chat - I was back every day chatting. We talked a lot and he teased me with his eyes.

In February we started to chat on IM as well as Rude with our webcams. We found out we had a similar sense of humour, loved the same food and music and I found him so easy to talk to the hours flew by.  We teased and played on cam too and I found myself rushing to get home from work just to talk to him.

In March he had to take a trip and while he was offline I missed him really badly. Its at this point that I realised how much I had fallen in love with him. I was still visiting the chat room and the others could see how upset I was that he wasnt there and rude mailed me with encouragement and advice. On returning from his trip - I guess the others told him how I had been and he also had realised how much I meant to him and he had missed me too. After his trip we were online 24/7 and our love for each other grew stronger and stronger.

I had a lot of personal issues I had to deal with and there were some low times - but he was there for me, guiding me, encouraging me,he was my therapist, my shoulder to cry on as well as my best friend and love of my life.

On 1st May 2007 at 7.30am UK time, he got down on one knee on camera and asked me to marry him. I accepted straight away as I could not imagine my life without him. LOL I had to go into work that morning , smiled all day and couldnt concentrate on any work. He had and has made me so happy.

Digressing a bit (just to fill you in on some background) I have/had a phobia of planes. I had never flown before. If I went near an airport and saw a plane, I would have panic attacks, palpitations, cry, shake uncontrollably, and have problems breathing. Anyway to get back on track - I had the opportunity to fly out to Boston to be with him in America. I decided then and there to obtain a passport (which i got within a week) booked the tickets and the countdown began. Every day felt like an eternity- but in actual fact the time flew quickly. People kept telling me to be careful, that I coudnt be sure if he was genuine - but I knew he was. I was 100%  positive he was safe and genuine.

On 25 August 207, feeling really nervous but very excited and happy, I boarded my first plane and overcame my fear of planes. Knowing he was at the airport waiting for me - helped me rid the phobia. Landing in America was a wonderful feeling. He was there waiting with his daughter. As I walked throught the doors we spotted each other, smiled the biggest smiles and stood hugging and kissing- time standing still. His daughter had filmed my arrival for rude. I had spoken to her online before and it was wonderful to meet her too.  (We found out later that day that her filming didnt exactly go to plan and she actually missed the big meeting).

We had the most awesome week. Things couldn't have been better. We performed a few group shows, videod them too (they can be found on our rude pages). We did the site seeing too and wonderful meals out. I met his daughters, his ex and mother in law too. But the best day was Friday 31 August 2007 the day before I flew back. He told me he had an appointment and we had to be up early. We travelled a to another town and pulled up outide a jewellers, where he bought me the most wonderful engagement ring, placing it on my finger with a proud smile. I was the happiest woman alive.

The next day was my last in America. His daughter called by to say goodbye and was thrilled when she spotted the ring. She told me she was really happy that her Dad had found someone that made him happy. That meant a lot to me and I vow to always make him happy if its in my power. Later at the airport it was so difficult. We booked in the luggage and sat hugging and crying until i had to go through security. At the security gates we kissed hugged and said our goodbyes. One of the hardest moments of my life. I cried on the plane too and on arriving home the first thing I did was turn on my laptop. He was waiting for me, glad that I had arrived home safely. He told me he had to stop on the highway to wipe away the tears.

Back in Rude Chat and on IM - we planned the next trip. But you will have to read Part 2 to find out what happened.

www.rude.com/Chestymorgan
www.rude.com/RudeMcP