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2012
4:10PM on January 17, 2012
2012
Happy New Year to all my friends I wish you all the very best for 2012. This year will see a few changes for me. Firstly my daughter will be heading back to the UK in April to live. This means my final child will be flying the nest. I will miss her but she will be 21 in July and its time for her to strike out on her own in this world.
This will leave me free to be who I want to be finally. I have been restricted for a long time because of children. Now I can open those wings and fly.
I have exciting things planned for 2012. Firstly I have found someone who can host my website, I have had problems because of a moral clause in my husband work, which does not allow his surname used on porn sites. A good friend has offered to host it for us and I am really excited and thank her so much for this opportunity. I am working hard at the moment on content for the site and sorting through all my files at the moment, getting them in some sort of order.
I will also be getting back to having my cams on 24/7 so you can watch me eat, sleep, shower and do all those naughty things I know you pervs like to watch. I will also be reintroducing my group shows. I have a few ideas but if you have any you want to share please inbox me and I will see what I can do.
This year I also hope to do some travelling and meet up with some friends from Rude. I will be meeting up with hunnydust and Irishdem as always but also this year I hope to meet up with xCarolynx aka xfufux for some fun, pictures and videos. I have been invited to visit with pornluver and theo too and hopefully this will happen sometime this year.
Dave has a few business trips this year and maybe I will get to go with him, Washington DC in February and Ohio in March, all depends on his work allowing me to go - so fingers crossed. If I go you can be sure there will be some content filming and pictures. Maybe even a meet up with Master Draco and evollirpa- lets hope so.
There will also be the trips to the beach, glory hole (I hope), the mountains etc. Places to go things to see and content to build. I will keep you posted on the launch date for the site and watch out for new content coming soon.
Have a wonderful year all
Chesty xx
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turbo... |
January 17, 2012 (Report It)
kool! have fun!! |
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Where I'm At
7:33AM on August 14, 2008
 Where I am at right now
It's been a few weeks since my surgery and my last blog so I thought I would update you all as to where I am at right now.
My wound has healed up very nicely and the scar is starting to fade. Internally I feel okay until I attempt to do too much in the way of housework etc. I have not yet returned to work but have an appointment with my Consultant on 27th of this month and will probably return after that. I was working full time just before surgery as I was covering for my manager who was off work with cancer. She has returned to work while I have been off and when I go back I am not sure if I will have to go back to part-time or not. Time will tell.
I have done 2 group shows over the last 2 weeks the first was just a strip and finger play the second a strip and my jelly teaser. Hopefully things will progress but I am taking it easy with the internal toys for the time being. I am sorry I have had to cancel the last 2 Wednesday shows but family do get in the way sometimes and turn up unexpectedly. I can't complain too much at this because they are helping me sort out my house so hopefully it will sell quicker and I can emigrate sooner to America - rather than later.
I will say that these last few weeks have been tough. RudeMcP and I both miss each other terribly and have needed some time off cams together to help each other through these weeks. I hope you understand this and give us your support as you always do. Being so far apart really does hurt and we have to work on it - hopefully for not much longer, then we will be together for always.
I do have one gripe and I don't want anyone to take this personally as its not just one person. Just lately I have had a lot of comments (well meaning I am sure) about me being tired, people telling me to go to bed, asking me to smile, asking me what's up. They say this when I have just awoken after 10 hours sleep, in the middle of the day and in the evenings, when I have just played and when I've been resting all day. Yes I do get tired mainly since the surgery but you also have to remember that we are on different time zones and what's early for you is late for me. Also I can't smile 24/7 same as I can't play 24/7 orgasm 24/7 or even be naked 24/7 - yes some on the site are but they don't have children in the house who have friends around and they don't work like I do . Voyeur cams are just that, you see me in my everyday life whether I am sad, happy, alert or sleepy. What you see is what you get, if you don't like how I look then move on. The negative comments make me feel ugly, make me feel like there is something wrong with me, that perhaps I need plastic surgery to my eyes - you also have to remember that although some of you say I look in my 20's and 30's I am actually nearly half a century old, a grandmother with greying hair (although I do dye it).
My cams will be on but I intend to not be in chat as much as i usually am. Not for the time being at least. I need to get back into things slowly and talking in chat - hearing the negativity makes me feel bad so I am staying out of chat for a while. I will pop in now and then but not as much as I do at the moment. I hope you understand that I need to do this for my own sanity. I do thank you for all the love and support you give me and will see you in the group shows and around the site. Hopefully will be back to normal in the non too distant future.
Thanks for you love and understanding
Chestylicious xx
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pornl... |
August 17, 2008 (Report It)
Hi hun just read this and I understand where you are comming from. First off I want to say I for one cannot wait for the day that you and Mcp are together for good. There is nothing like what you two are going through with being so far apart but so close together. Second off when you are tired you are tired if you don't feel like smileing that is up to you. You are one of the sexiest woman here on Rude and it is your live you smile whenever you want to. As for the tired thing I know when it is eairly here in the states it is late for you and I understand that you might not get much sleep on certin days as you are trying to spend as much time as you can with Mcp. Don't worry hun I know you will make it to his arms soon enough. You do not need any plastic surgey to any part of you. You just be yourself like you have always been since I have met you here on this great site. Sending love to you in everyway I can. Russ |
Cathe... |
August 16, 2008 (Report It)
Oh sweetie I totally understand. With the surgery and being away from your love it has been rough on you and mcp. Take care of yourself and try not to worry about what people say or think.
{{{Hugs}}}
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derek... |
August 14, 2008 (Report It)
Hi Chesty. I am sorry to read what you say here. I hope you feel better soon, and that you and your love can get together to comfort each other asap. When I dropped by your page a couple of days ago, I spotted you had your icon set at sad. I chose not to draw attention to that, because when people say things to me like "cheer up, mate" that is often not the right thing to say. When people tell you you look tired, some of them will be expressing genuine concern for your health, maybe insensitively or carelessly, but their heart is in the right place. Others say things like that for all the wrong reasons. For me, it is always important to understand and forgive the insensitive people, and never to confuse them with those who are clearly trying to knife you in the back, or sometimes in the front. Most people here on Rude love you, Chesty. Always remember that. It will keep you strong. And if you feel the need to withdraw a little for a bit, we all understand, and support your decision. |
turbo... |
August 14, 2008 (Report It)
Chesty i love u with all my heart n McP loves u more than ne woman he's loved n his life. I know u 2 miss each other like hell n it hurts more than ne one on here can idmagine. no matter wat u do with ur life dear, i'll always support u n care bout u n McP as well. Ya'll r one of the best n realest couples on here that i know. I'm out of words now expect what ever u n McP do with ur lives together me n every1 here will support ya'll no matter wat |
AllTr... |
August 14, 2008 (Report It)
Chesty, Where do I begin? You know that you have my 110% support on everything you do! I have your back sister, no matter what! I completely respect that both you and McP need time away from cams, sometimes it can wear on ones' nerves! And the people that may not understand this are probably the ones without the ability to show their cams, therefore have no idea sometimes how hard it is. You are putting your life on cam 24/7, and should be respected for that, not told to smile, go to sleep, etc etc. And as far as the negativity, always keep in the mind the source from which it is coming, usually not your highest class! My reply to the negativity is that you see my window in the cam line up, if you don't like what you see there, then please don't enter my house. There is no room or time for that on here. Rude has alot to offer everyone from all walks of life, but it also has a tendency to leave some of "us good folk" with the feeling of being worn and beat down.
I just want you to know that I love both you and McP, and you two need to make sure you are happy with AND without Rude! And if taking the time away from Rude is what is takes, then by all means you are to be commended! Take all the time you need. Your fans will be waiting and it will make your return all the more better!
Love you, and hang in there. xxMuahxx
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