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Being a Producer
9:35AM on June 20, 2009

I have been considering going producer every since they finally opened up producer status for males. And like many things, there are pros and cons. Plus there are a few things I'll need to change up in my life if I do go that route. Unlike a lot of the males here, this is not something I want to jump into lightly. I am not judging anyone when I say that though. It is just I have a lot of factors that I have to weigh before I make the decision as well as figuring how far I want to take things.

Nothing like being cryptic in a blog, huh?

Passion
5:33PM on June 12, 2009

In my last entry I talked about what turns me on. Among those things I talked about passion being one of them. I've recently thought about why passion in particular turned me on so much. Maybe I shouldn't play my own psychiatrist, but I thought it was an interesting topic.

People who are close to me know that for the most part I'm relatively low key when it comes to my emotions and that I usually keep a tight rein on my emotions. It was thinking about my emotions and my control of them that made me wonder if I'm turned on by passion because deep inside I want someone to bring out a spark from within me. To make me feel with the same amount of intensity that they are sending towards me.

I would continue with this topic but I have to head out. Maybe more to come

What turns me on
11:54PM on January 11, 2009

Just the other day while I was looking at a video and just thought about things that turn me on. And I came to a few realizations. There is no specific body type that turns me on the most(ie. petite, bbw, toned) it usually ends up being based on whims though any of those catagories in extremes end up being a turn off(ie. thin to the point where there are no curves, big bodies beyond a specific point where it's no longer considered curvy, and females with bulky body builder physiques). For some reason I have a thing for red heads a fact that my friends have made it a point to tease me about.

The thing that I seem to feed off the most is when there's passion. When I see a woman, it turns me on to see the appearance of desire, a look of hunger in her eyes. I love seeing when a woman kisses her lover (be it male or female) and she presses her lips to theirs as if their sex is food and they are afraid that if their lips part before they are done that they shall starve to death. When I see a woman being penetrated, I get lifted when I see her thrusting back no matter the position as if their life depended on it and as if they were determined to wring every last drop of pleasure out of the act they could.