My Blog :: Just a piece of mind.

I'm buying a gun
1:22AM on February 20, 2008

I planted your cross in my back yard
I learned how to fly and i've fallen hard
I've asked you for the answers and you've given me none
So to hell with redemtion I'm buying a gun
I'm tired of living this life fueled on lies
Alone in the dark with my smiles and cries
Ive been left here with nothing to carry me through
I've dealt with the devil, he's got nothing on you
You offered me love and took it away
You promise tomorrow when all I want is today
You shut you're eyes tight while I stare down the sun
So fuck all this shit I'm buying a gun

Faltered
1:01AM on February 20, 2008

The sun has set ,the horizon's dark
And I can't see the road
I stop the car, get out and walk
Don't know which way to go
Somewhere along the way I faltered
Somewhere my light went dim
I can't get back to where I started
Or who I was back then
I'm home again but not for long
These memories set in stone
I made my bed now I lie down
But I still sleep alone
Somewhere along the way I faltered
Some how I lost my way
I dont know what comes tomorrow
I'm still working on today

Better Off Blind
10:25PM on February 14, 2008

I watched Eden burn
Now I cant go home
I've lost my will to fight
But I keep pressing on
There's a storm raging in
That feeds off the flame
But I can't shed no tears
And I wont take the blame
I.m reborn from the ashes
Of what i once had
I suffer in silence
Take the good with the bad
I give in to the darkness
That tears at my mind
Close my eyes to the world
I'll be better off blind

Will someone please turn on a light
9:47PM on February 03, 2008

I want to see what the dark looks like.