Wishin I had more cams :(
11:28PM on March 02, 2008
I was just lying here wishing I had more cams in my apt. I have been having so much fun here at rude sharing, even thru those of u that are unaware of how to beahave LOL and now that I have a sponsor I have a chance to really concentrate on turning my home into the atmosphere that I want to share as well as sharing it. My group show went soo well today and I had more fun than Ive had in awhile it made me think about how it would be to have several sponsors and just give group shows all day. I wouldnt have to wait for pvt shows all day and could setup appointments, letting u guys knwo when to tune in of course :) hehehe,I know I would still log in on a regular basis but I wouldnt be under soo much stress so dealing with the unpleasants would be easier to handle. I could spend so much more time on creating photo shoots and videos for my website, which is really starting to come together and I could be on live on my house cams 24/7. Thats the part that excites me the most, having a cam in every room of my house live 24/7 for all of my fellow voyeur pervs to look in on. The major issue in the way is fundage of course. I really hate how much of an impact money has on our lives, but more than that I really hate not having any LOL am going thru a major rough patch, recent breakup, and some other life issues but doing much better just have to play catchup for a bit. so I have to wait awhile on buying new equipment.Right now I tech have 3 cams but one I must reserve for camshows and the other two are the older crappy models of Logitech.One a wireless that cuts out if I use the microwave and looses signal all the time. Plus I have to move them around constantly in order to be able to share with everyone.So in the end its a really big hassle that makes me not want to turn my cams on at times. But then I remember all my roomates that have signed up to see me and I sigh and go get them and plug them in, in whatever room I am in. It would be so nice to have enough of them and of good enough quality to be able to leave them in stationary spots.
I came up with the idea of trying to buy a new cam every payperiod, but couldnt decide if i should get a new computer first??As my last two are dead, not sure what happens I seem to do that to appliances, I even killed my fav vibrator LOL Too much energy for my own good I suppose hehehe. So am gonna make myself a list of all the stuff that would help me make my house a better voyeuristic experience and start working on accomplishing those goals. It always seems to work better for me if I write it down and have a visual. Ok am outta here am supposed to be camming but am procrastinating and I think Im hungry :P LOL
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