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Hey there
12:20PM on June 12, 2009

This weeks group shows went pretty good :) On Tuesday I ended up with the giggles right around playtime bcs my bf walked in and was all about trying to watch me. He tried to make it over before the show started but he had to pick up a few things for dinner so didnt quite make it, so he loved that he came in with perfect timing LOL He stood off to the side and let me finish with my group show but let me know that he wanted me to save some for him :P Thurs keep me company while I cam show was a lil weird, I had a room full but no one was chatting which kinda defeats the purpose of u guys bein there to keep me company LOL it was a good crowd albeit a quiet one so things went smoothly and that I always appreciate.
No major or exciting plans for me this weekend I hope all of u have a lil fun for me :) I played hookey last weekend so I have to work ths weekend. Im still fighting to get all of my finances back on track as Im sure lots of u are as well. My bday is coming up in July and I want to be be as much out of the hole as I can so I can save a lil bit for a good day. I want to g out to a few bars in Ybor on Saturday, and on Sunday get a pedicure and have a steak dinner and a tiny get together at Bookers for my closest friends and then some snuggle time :) Maybe fit a tatoo in there somewhere )

Grrr I hate technology
3:08PM on December 04, 2008

My laptop has caught a bug, its been acting really crazy lately and is getting really unreliable. Its been doing the blue screen shut down thing so Ive been running my spyware removal thingy over and over nd it just keeps on finding stuff so Im not sure if Im gonna be able to salvage it. I really hate tht part of the internet tht theres so much bullshit out there tht can damage your computer just from being on the net. My desktop wont be able to handle the load of camshows Im sure as it was having trouble streaming all cams at the same time so not sure wht Im gonn a work out but I have to come up with sumthin soon :P
Ive not been able to have my house cams on for any amount of time thus far but hopefully it will be alright. Ive removed a lot of stuff cleared some room on hardrive and am still running spyware program so wish me luck hehe. I apologize for not being able to be on as much as Im supposed to but Im sure u all know how fragile a laptop can be. Pc permitting I will be doing group show today at 4pm which is  free one thanks to SexSearch.com  and another show with my lover tonight at 8pm on our page rude.com/forbiddenlust ; Hope to see all of u then dont forget send me good energy and good pc wishes hehe kisses A13

Whts goin on with me
11:06AM on November 19, 2008

This week has flown by so fast for me. I got lotsa rest lastnight,as u kow if u were watching me LOL Ive been haivng issues with my eyes as a response to old contacts so thats why Ive been in my glasses for so long. Its amazing how many silly boys have come into my pvt lobby saying I should take them off, or Im sexier without them. Finally I had to let loose on one of them and explain they are nto a damn fashion statement,I need them in order to read their stupid ass comments :P LOL Seems like the intelligence level on the net has decreased even more, since when are glasses no longer used as a visual aid device LOL  I didnt spend any time on my cam doing pvts last night and instead took care of some things on my site,and took stock of some of some of the things I need to take care of for the rest of the month oooo xmas is coming eeeew LOL I hate the holidays and will even more this year bcs its been forever since Ive gotten to go holme and see my family.Eventually Ill have enuff saved up for a ticket.
  Im going to be ready for playtime around 2pm ESt and on throughout the day. While in my pvt lobby here, chances are I will be turning off the main lobby stream as Im just not in the mood to deal with those who cant seem to grasp the notion tht they need to purchase a pvt session before attempting to place demands and even when ure paying me u still need to conduct urself like a polite adult. Now there are some ladies that will allow you to act like a jackass but not me LOL So if u pop into my pvt lobby and dont see, doesnt mean im not there Ive jsut grown tired of being TOLD to "show my tits" show my pussy etc. All of my toys are available in a gallery on my rudepage pls ask me via chat if there is a particular one u would like to see me playing with during ur session. 
   Ok lets see other new stuff.........the boy and I are still together LOL we are looking into cameras so we can finally get some content uploaded for you all to enjoy.

Hell has Frozen Over
2:19PM on October 25, 2008

I have news for all my admirers,buddies and fans that I have made in my year here on Rude. Some of u will be estactic, some jealous and maybe even a few tht are angry but here goes LOL There is a man in my life as of two weeks ago. Ive always answered the question "Are you a lesbian" with the following response "I am technically bi, with a preference for women. If I find a man that intrigues me intellectually,physically, and spiritually then I will not hesitate to date him, however, it has been 5-6 yrs since I have encountered a man to do so" 

A few months ago I met a gentleman and he is truely that in every sense of the word "so far" hehe, at one of my fav hangouts. I was there with my girlie and a  mutual friend explained to him tht I was in fact out with her so he backed off. A few weeks ago we all met up down town and had a great time at the block party,it was later this evening that I discovered he was in fact interested in me and strangely enuff I was in him as well. I asked him out to dinner and thts where it started LOL We have been spending time together since that evening and I enjoy his company greatly. I was very impressed by the way he conducted hisself around me. Even if he thought I was hot, and wanted to fuck me it never came out of his mouth. He treated me with the utmost respect, it felt like I was hanging out with an old friend with the exception I thought he was extremely Hot :P. We have great communication and even better Sex!!! He is very giving in tht department,more concerned about giving me pleasure vs just being about himself and that in turn makes me want to please him even more.He understands that I prefer women, and that I will always want to have a woman in my life. He understands wht I do for a living does not define me as a person and he has expressed interest in persuing a project with me which is sooo fuckin exciting. Those of u that have been begging to see me with a man need to bookmark the page   www.rude.com/forbiddenlust  as that is our page. We have not had the chance to shoot any content yet but it will be coming soon. He is a caucasion male, half indian very handsome with the perfect package for me so I think u will enjoy watching us together. If you were spying on me last week you might have already gotten a peek at him. Alrighty Im on my way to get my day started I just wanted to let u all know wht was going on with the strange man wandering round my house LOL have a great weekend all

Whts goin on
11:20AM on August 30, 2008

Boy oh boy has this week flown by. Im still in Tampa staying with my Mistress/Lover but we have not had much time to spend together. During the beginning of the week she had to work early the next morning so she had to be in bed early, and then when she had spare time I was busy online as its near the end of my payperiod and have been a bit behind on the rent check. We were going to make time Friday night but she had a migraine coming on an had to take her meds. With them its a catch 22 bcs the pills totally knock her out so its either be in bed all day or have severe pain. Were not sure how things are gonna go today we had originally planned on going out for a few drinks and to socialize with the swinger community here in Tampa so we will just have to wait and see.
I had a wonderful day camming yesterday. I started out spending time in my house chat to have companywhile I was waiting on shows but the mood in there was off. Lots of chatters were feeling the need to be obnoxious or rude the entire time so I didnt feel like being in the atmosphere. I wish those tht stop by knew how to conduct themselves but alas I cant change the cyber world LOL I m not sure whts so hard to comprehend about how the site works. There is something for everyone and slavery was over a hell of a long time ago so it totally baffles me when these people enter our hosues or shows and try to tell us wht to do. As if we were just sitting there waiting for them to come in and order us around. Cause geesh without some dude with a hardon telling me to rub my tits I dont know how to function LOL Geesh Ok oh well nuff ranting for today. Im having my mornin coffee and Im going to log in for a lil bit so I can stay on top of finances to continue having playtime. This  payperiod I only had to log on when I was truely in the mood to play and tht totally makes the difference.

Happy Humpday
4:04AM on August 20, 2008

I ve been in bed for the past day and a half and hope to be able to get up and about today.This is the only time I hate being a woman if u catch my drift LOL. I had to cancel all of my shows for Tues as well as Wed and havnt been in the mood to have cams on. Sorry everyone I will try to get cams back up today. I try to use my down time to think up new ideas,work on my site and stuff like tht, and was thinking of having a wake up show,perhaps a phone w/cam one where you could call me during a group masturbation show and pic toy and have lil one on one time with me, so I will be posting a new poll and u have to vote so I know wht u guys wanna see. I also have some wonderful ideas for pics and videos, now I just have to find time and space LOL my apt is tiny as hell and I havnt had any luck finding any new ones so things are going to get a bit interesting hehe :)

wed 8.13.08
3:15PM on August 13, 2008

I was such a lazy butt yesterday hehe, I was supposed to cam a bit inbetween group shows but decided I wasnt really feelilng up to it. I was worn out after each show so tht didnt leave me much steam :) First show of the day I had two yummy orgasms, one with just my vibe to get my pussy dripping wet, and the second I used my smooth glass rod with my vibe to give me double the pleasure and a very loud O, even though iambeachy issued a speaker warning some were either too busy strokin to take note or they didnt believe her hehe boy were they in for a surprise. I hold nothing back when I cum, (unless I hear my neighbor below LOL) it feels soo good to have ht few seconds of carnal primal pleasure tht I enjoy it with my entire body. I came soo hard I produced creamy pussy juices,normally I run clear but when my orgasms are really intense Ive noticed its more of a milky white whic lots of my viewers Loved it seems a creamy pussy is a good pussy LOL .
Later on in the eve for my 7pm show on Tues I just played with my vibe as it always seems to make me drip lots and lots. Today I have a show at 6 and Im hoping to have as much fun as I did yesterday. I had a few bad apples but overall had a wonderful show Tues and Im expecting a good day today as well. The moderators here on Rude are excellent at making sure all host and hostess are treated with the respect they deserve. Luv u guys :) Okay am off to get myself motivated for the day Ive lots of horny fantasies to fulfill hehe talk to ya soon.

Free Group Show Today
2:45PM on August 12, 2008

I wasnt able to host last week due to internet issues but I have successfully switched providers and things are back on track and I will be live today at 4pm EST as well as at 7pm for Masturbate with me time.These group shows are free thanks to SexSearch. com so please make sure u take time to click their banners when u join me today for playtime to keep my shows and live house cams free for your pleasure. I know how much u love watching me masturbate so do ur part to make sure I stick around nice and FREE for u :P Ive been pretty relaxed so am expecting everything to go very well today lets hope so hehe. Hope to see u all this eve.

Change of scenery
1:40PM on August 07, 2008

I am very happy to be able to announce that I can now offer u all a change of scenery. My good friend was up until 4 am rebuilding my pc tower,(which still needs a bit of work before I can go 24/7) and she also fixed my laptop so tht it now will read the wireless signal so I am no longer confined to my bedroom Yaaay Im soo excited. I can now carry my laptop all over the house so tht opens a few more avenues for show ideas and its also just cool tht u can now see more of my home. I have cams set up in the living room for today and am thinking of camming from here for the day as well, cant beat the feelings of liberation :):) cant beat the feeling of having cable either LOL Ive gone almost a full year without it. When it was first disconnected I figured Id get it turned back on immediately and then funds became tight so it was more of a luxery than a necessity. So I learned alot about myself and am proud tht I gave myself time to get more stable financially before taking on more financial responsibilities. I found new ways to entertain myself and alot of great places online to watch movies and all the shows tht I missed so before long all I missed from the cable experience was having more channels to flip through LOL but I cant tell u how happy I am to have my Sci-fi channel back have been watching every since it was turned on hehe. Ok gotta finish my daily duties online, will be scheduling two shows before this weekend to make up for being gone on Tues and WEd. during the internet exchange which Im soo hoping takes care of all my connection issues cross ur fingers for me :) Take care

Weekend update
11:17AM on August 03, 2008

I had a wonderful Saturday even though I ended up staying in on a night I really would have liked going out dancing. I woke up waay early for me around 8 am, which is normally the time Im headed to bed lol. Im not sure wht had me up so early but I decided to make the most of it since I was up. I had breakfast,spent a lil time in my house chat and then got myself ready to play on cam for  a few hours. i had great shows and behaved guests the entire day which is totally rare, oh there were a few bad apples but not enuff to dampen my mood I just kicked them out of my area. I ended u at 4 orgasms no make tht 5 LOL I had 4 while camming which is part of the reason I love my job so hehe. I make less than some girls on most days bcs I dont offer a "show" I dont do things I dont enjoy and I refuse to fake as is one of the reasons I dislike professional porn. I dont mind making less bcs Im in it for more than just the money if Im not happy with wht Im doing I dont wanna do it :) So on some days  i do loose out bcs I offer a specific type of experience tht I like to call masturbation exhibition. I have developed quite the fanbase tht can appreciate wht I offer and they love it so things are picking up in a very pleasant way as far as tht is concerned.
My last orgasm of the nght hapened while I was watching tv trying to fall asleep. I was having a bit of trouble so I decided to pull out my vibe for one more time. I was convulsing in no time from a totally yummy orgasm, I almost wished  had pressed record on my cam to capture my gushing pussy. I was soaking wet after I came. During a few grop shows we decded tht I have more of a gushing pussy than a squirting one LOL I havnt been able to project it just yet but my pussy juices really come pouring out when I come. Ive caught tht once on cam and I m going to post it in my flix area really soon, so I can get some feedback on if I have the potential to become a squirter hehe.Kay gonna finish my coffee and am thinking of either editing some vids or logging in for a few camshows before practice today. I have to be at rehersal at 6 pm and not sure how long Im going to be there today,depends on whether we have dance routines to run through or if its just planning. I have tons to get finished as far as online stuff so Im hoping we are done early. At least my apartment is clean YAAAAY I was a good girl and while I was offline I put good use to my time and rearranged my closet, cleaned the floors, got a ton of laundry done and a lot of other chores done around the house Im normally to busy to attend to. I need a houseboy LOL Ok gotta go get started on my day :) Kisses

Im back
3:22PM on June 10, 2008

Have been out of the loop for a few weeks now, going through alot of personal stuff but I am finally feeling better and am back in full force. It was extremely endearing to hear how many of u missed having me around for group shows in my absence and thank u very much to those of you that actually care and realize I was missing due to not being well. I had alot of you criticizing bcs I had to cancel shows here and there and to you I say pls dont come back LOL I am a real person who has feelings and issues and sometimes those issues prevent me from wanting to be on cam entertaining especially sexually.Im sorry if this is too much for u to comprehend but I am not a sex machine devoid of emotion.
To my true admirers thank u soo much for your support and understanding and patience.Toy Time Tuesday is back on the schedule as well as Masturbation Monday and Fetish Friday. I had to remove Shaving Sunday for awhile due to practice but will try to fit another casual slot in for u all.Ok on my way to get showered and dressed for rest of the day. HOpe to see u all at 5pm

Imma blonde now!?!
6:00PM on April 16, 2008

Sorry I made u all wait until today to see the results of last nights dye job but I wanted it to be kinda done before I shared hehehe. Ive been wanting to dye my hair lighter FOREVER but I was always afraid to bcs its permanent an could do a lot of damage to my hair but after lots of research and finding a dye that is made for my ethnic group and processed hair I decided to go for it. I mean if it all falls out I have plenty of wigs LOL
Ive been in need of a change, whenver I get a little down that always makes me feel better about things, doing a mini makeover so I went for it. I want to do the process one more time to get more even color and take a shade lighter I think but Im very happy with the results. I originaly was going to bleach my hair using the powder bcs Im eventually going to add some funky color to it and I wanted the color to be true, but decided against the all in one color lifting bcs of how damaging it can be. This way I can do it gradually and alleviate alot of breakage.  Im thinking of leaving it this color for a little bit LOL but u know me that coul change tomorrow LOL so enjoy while u can :P

Little stressed this week
5:48PM on February 26, 2008

 

Yes my hair is black for a minute:) Pink fuschia dreads coming soon!!!Hello boys and girls, I just wanted to stop in and let u know that the rest of this week Im going to be a little outta sorts. I have so much to get done and not enough time to do it , Im sure there are many of u familiar with this feeling of despair LOL Ive been doing lots of work on my website, thanks to Trinity and Mr.Too(two) ??? I finally have my affiliate program up and running and even had a signup already.Tasty Trixie (if u guys havnt checked her out now is the time) shes a hottie with lotsa kink I think I have yet another online crush hehehe, she gave me lots of pointers on how to work out my kinks. Ive also had to work in 4 live shows a week for all of the networks Im a part of so hopefully the word will get out about me :) I was reading over my "About Me" on my site and realized I have to update it as one of my goals has been partly accomplished. I got my new apt and have my voyeur cams up and running so thats pretty cool to see old goals and realize that u can cross them off the list and add new ones :) (Im a list maker)

So back to the point LOL IM such a scatter brain, the rest of this week I have to bust butt camming so I can have rent for my landlady on the 1st, she really is an awesome human being shes helped me out soo much.I had to move before I was financially ready due to a breakup and my friend I was renting from had to sell her home so I wanted to move before she began showing it. I didnt have security or last months rent but she allowed me to move in and work on paying her back. Saved my life and I love my lil apt. I cant wait to be able to set up the way Id like to for my viewers and soo need new furniture that fits in here LOL Im used to having a 3 bedroom home at least. How do u downsize when ure a pack rat???:) Ok so I just wanted to let u know if u stop by and I look stressed or I am not in chat much this weekend thats why, Im probably a lil cranky and so its best if I dont spread that ickyness around. I will be back to normal on the 1st of March :P and I will have lotsa pics and videos to catch up on now that Im actually having traffic come thru my site. So make sure u are tuned in for all of that
Take care all and I hope to play withcha soon
    xoxoxAricellis