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Sour Grapes
11:14AM on November 19, 2008

Im sure there will be more sour grapes out there from those of u that have expressed the desire to be the male in my life but hey tht just makes u even more unattractive and tht brazen cockiness is one of the major reasons I tend to find men so undesirable. Stop boasting about ur abilities in bed and instead try impressing me with your opinions of social interaction,views on theology, etc bcs truely, no one can fuck me like I can LOL It is such a turn off for a man to toot his own horn, bcs wht u all seem to forget is EVERY WOMAN IS DIFFERENT and most women are ashamed or embarrased to communicate with their man to express wht she personally likes and therefore tend to fake orgasms. U cant say how good ud personally make me feel bcs u have not idea of how to pls me and if u think slamming into a woman is wht gets us all off u are sadly mistaken and for tht I blame professional porn. How often is tht woman touching her clit as shes screaming in "pleausre" chances are none and if u dont know its a very small % of women tht can achieve orgasm without clitoral stimulation and u cant tell me tht every woman in porn does,or every woman enjoys being fucked in the fashion that is common to porn, if thts how u think each and every woman enjoys sex u are sadly mistaken. LOL If you dont like the way Im being fucked then chances are I wouldnt like U fucking me :) My lover caters to my body and wht feels good to me,not wht looks good to those who may be watching he actually caters to my body,and desires.So if u dont like wht u see move the fuck on pls dont waste ur time telling me wht u would do to my pussy bcs with tht type of thought process u will never be anywhere near me or my pussy :) Stop thinking with ur penis and perhaps then I will consider dating more men,as you would then be more attractive to me, my desire for women has nothing to do with the sexual ability of the men I have been with which is another silly rumor going around.I date women bcs they are more attractive to me mentally, spiritually etc ,I also find their bodies more astethically pleasing.Ive never met a woman and had her boast how well she can eat pussy,or how good shes gonna finger fuck me and if they did then Id probably be asexual,bcs thts not wht excites me by any means.So boys get over ur cocks and then perhaps u will capture my fancy but if all u have to offer me is ur penis dont waste my or ur time bcs I have a drawer full :)

Why lie?
5:39PM on February 21, 2008

It really baffles me the amount of men that I come into contact with online that feel the need to lie for absolutely no reason. I was having a great time in one of my group shows and Id mentioned that my motor burned out on my fav vibe and I was having trouble with my current one and I had a regular visitor offer to take care of my problem and send me new vibe from my wishlist. I sent him an email thanking him and telling him how excited I was to be receiving the new vibe only to hear nothing back. It happens in pvt area as well tons of gentlemen come in saying they will brb with credits. What is the point of telling empty lies??Especially when they are not asked for. I didnt ask him to replace my vibe nor do I ask visitors to go get chips. I simply explain that they are necessary for a pvt session which they inquire about. Its not going to hurt my feelings if u leave without saying that Im a big girl. I respect those of you that are honest and upfront as I am with u. Please dont waste ur breath telling me lies it only makes me want to ban u from my room LOL.