My Blog :: Hey there! Here is where you can check in with me and see what I have been up to - lately, as some of you know, I have been adapting to being a new mom all over again, but I am working on getting back into the groove and back on here!! Miss all of you - and can't wait to be back!

Happiness & Friends
1:00PM on August 03, 2008

Warning -- this is gonna be a bit of a rant.  I don't completely understand how some people think.  When one of my friends finds happiness, whether in a soul mate, a job, a new car, whatever...I am happy for them.   I am not upset with them, I am happy when my friends are happy. But it appears that not everyone thinks like me.....go figure. As most of you know, I have found happiness & hopefully my soul mate. And there are a few people that I would consider my friends that really make me think that they are upset with me for finding this happiness.  Either they don't talk to me, or they are very cold, or they make snide comments whenever I bring up his name. I know some friends are just asking me to be cautious and not rush, and I appreciate their concern, but then there are others that I feel like are just really uspet with me over the whole thing.  I am not sure if it is because they don't want me to be happy, or that they want me to stay single forever, so I can devote my life being their friend only, or if they are jealous.......I just don't get it.

All I am asking is to be happy for me, because I AM happy.  I would be happy for you if I knew you were honestly happy!  The man that has made me so happy has done nothing wrong to anyone, and especially not to me. If nothing else he has brought a light back into my life that I thought I had lost forever.  Please don't disrespect me or our privacy by being upset or angry.  Unfortunately it will only push me away from you and closer to my love!  

OK - I think I am done, I will leave my soapbox in case someone else needs it.  Thanks for listening and if anyone can shed some light on why people act this way I would love to know it! 

xxoo 
Kisses & Hugs
 

Traveling the Road of Life....
4:36PM on July 24, 2008

You know.....I have been thinking alot (yes that is where the smoke smell was coming from) about the road of life. Sometimes there are bumps, sometimes potholes, but then every now and again you are blessed to be traveling on a road that is freshly paved, with no traffic, and lined with beautiful trees & flowers. I think that is the road that I am on now. I am not having to dodge potholes or bumps.

I think I have finally met someone who makes me complete and whole again (been a long time coming). For that I am very grateful and feel very blessed. This person knows who he is....and I hope he knows how wonderful he makes me feel. I can't wait to see what the future beholds for us -- I am hoping for something positive! Thank you for coming into my life and for all the blessings you have brought to me. xxx Muah to you babe xxx