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New scenes coming up
6:48PM on June 14, 2010

 Hey everyone, 

Thanks for still coming by and checking out my new videos. Things have been so busy for me, while I am rebuilding my name and career, I have been traveling. I went to NYC, and Vegas, and even Oregon. Still have more trips coming up. I have a lot of new scenes I have shot, just a matter of getting them edited. Also, met someone who I can shoot regularly...I am excited about this new relationship...hot guy, with even hotter scenes. 

Well, thanks for sticking with me. ...and I will be doing more live house coming soon

xoxo 

Am

New Name
5:15PM on April 19, 2010

 Changed my name:   As you probably already know, or have guess, I have changed my name. I was under the stage name "Ms. Panther" since 2005. In 2007, I retired after parting ways with my agency. Since I had by then, graduated from college, I went to work. I work for a big company, doing what I really liked until I was laid off. I spent a year trying to find a position close to that one, but decided that I would rather go back to the industry, because I really did like the freedom I had grown accustomed to.    After some time, I decided to get another agent. Oc Modeling now represents my adult film work. After some brainstorming, I said I wanted to change my name in order to create a new brand. With this new name, I hope to establish a stronger career, that will hopefully achieve more success than my previous stage name. With hard work, I think it will pay off.    The next step is getting a new logo, and changing things for the upcoming website *ADMIN EDIT* I cannot wait to do this last project. This site will be controlled entirely by me, and the videos will be edited by me as well. I am putting a lot of work into this site that will feature this new persona. Look forward to finishing it very soon.   xoxo    Alisha Madison NO OFFSITE LINKS ALLOWED HERE>

why can't I find a bootycall
7:57PM on September 02, 2009

Ms. Panther blog.

Why can’t I find a bootycall?

Hey, everyone. I have been working so hard lately. I really would like to get more experience as a financial advisor, and looking for employment in that area.. yes, employment. I am looking.

Anyways… I will start off and say: I love my fiancé. Very much, he is my rock and the most dependable, loving man I have ever met. But, sometimes I like some dick on the side from to time. The only shooting I have been doing is for work, and that doesn’t satisfy me enough, but I am worried about getting the scene. So… dick on the side provides me with variety, and fulfillment. Well, I am fulfilled, but extra.

So, I had a cool one for a while.. Too too much arguing and fighting and giving me the gift that kept on giving, I am ready to move on. Although, he had some good dick, I wish I could tape his mouth shut, and he’d be perfect..

Now on to the next prospect, he doesn’t wanna be the dick on the side…weird. I am like you have no time for a girlfriend anyways, that’s why we are just friends, but I am still really into him… I will say, he is very thorough, and skillful. One of those nerdy types that know their way around the bed. They seem to have to prove themselves.

So, he’s out. The last one, I just reconnected with from my home city of Riverside. Oh lord, I have known him for some time (young kids) All of a sudden around 16, he was the sexiest thing around. Tall, dimples, medium build caramel man. Stands at 6”3 . He was one of the few who I just think wow, I wanna fuck him. So now, we are both the same age, and he lives with his girl now. When we hooked up again… it was like being 16 again. We would just have a good time. But, this guy… now he says he has feelings, and he just doesn’t want to fuck me. I am like…are you serious? What happened to the good old days. Why do the younger dudes always wanna fall in love? Its annoying, but I have to respect it, gosh. Aren’t there good looking men who just want to fuck out there, with NO drama, and problems???

updating
12:35PM on August 17, 2009


Hey everyone

It’s Monday morning. Tonight I have class. I am taking a financial accounting class. Normally I suck at accounting, but this class I have a very strong A. I am feeling good about getting my MBA, I just don’t know what to put my concentration in yet.

Right now, I am updating all my websites, and getting ready to work out. I stopped my gym membership, and started working out at home. I had been working out since February. Five days a week or more, for at least an hour. I haven’t noticed a change, but changing my diet should now help. I am doing Jillian Michael’s dvds and that woman kicks ass. I hope this produces better results.

I had a good weekend. Just trying to put finishing touches on my party. It is very interesting having to promote this all by myself. I am also doing another cam schedule. Camming has been going well for me, and I am glad I took the opportunity to do it.

So, my party is the 20th, that is Thursday. My birthday was the 2nd, but my friend approached me about combining my party with his and another friends. I just hope to get some portion of the VIP section. I am not really a party person, so I need a place to sit and relax.

Well, I shot some content last Friday as well, and have to pick it up today or tomorrow. It was a POV. Trying to keep a content schedule so updates on my site is more frequent.

So keep checking for me, and I appreciate all the support everyone gives.

Ms. Panther

www.rude.com/mspanther36f

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Birthday party
1:47PM on August 12, 2009

Hey everyone.. I am having a birthday party. August 20th, at club social. I will post the flyer. Its in hollywood.

erotica la
10:43AM on June 14, 2009

I had absolutely no plans to go to Erotica this year. I was not signing, I had not been shooting, so why go? So my friend who models, asked me to get tickets. I just happened to have a friend who had a booth there, and he had a few extra passes. He gave me one.
So at the last minute, she decides not to go. I wanted to get rid of the pass. I decided to give it to ms. bambi. I just met her, and her boyfriend seemed nice. So, she decided to use the pass.
I arrive at the place. I decided, hey might as well look casual cute. I wore a low cut dress and some flat sandals. I didn't think anyone would recognize me, because of my new hair style ( I have pictures coming soon). So Bami was in traffic, and I didn't feel like sitting in my car. So I picked up the pass. No sweat there, and decided just to see if a few old friends were in there.
As soon as I walk in, I see Pinky's manager. After I told him who I was, he remembered. So then I walk around. I see my favorite male star, Jack Lawrence. I got his picture. I have always liked him. Then, I walked to see my boy who gave me the pass. He has a site. . So, then I walked around and saw Pinky.. she looked at me, and then gave me a hug. Said the hair looked cute. Next, I run in Sara Jay. I also ran into Gianna and Kitten, who said I should do her show. I hope this pans out. We exchanged numbers. So, I was ready to leave...a couple of hardcore fans actually recognized me. That was cool...lets me know I can still go back.
On my way out, I saw Vanessa Blue... she is the one who loaned me a cam, so she and I talked about her site.. Then, bambi showed up.. so I gave her my pass, and left. All in all, it was actually a good day.
Next year... I want my own booth.
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Love the site
11:32AM on June 08, 2009

Hey again,

I am loving the rude.com thing so far. I hope to meet like minded people.

New to Site
11:16AM on June 04, 2009

Hello Everyone,

I am new to rude.com. My name is Ms. Panther, and I am a webstarlet.